Where I want to be?

This is the same question I often asked myself lately. Where I want to be? It’s a formidable question I find difficult in answering, tougher than problems in algebra.

I have met people whose vision for theirselves is clearer than a bluesky. They know which way to go, what they want and what to do. I envy them like a child jealous of a toy. I wonder how they are able to be firm of the things they want and which road to take. When I asked them how did they know, There answers would mostly revolve around knowing theirselves and their passion.

It striked me, it felt like I was lost all along. I realized that in my eagerness to know how to do everything, learning all sorts of crafts and skills, I was slowly becoming a jack of all trades yet a master to none. I used to think being versatile is actually a good thing, yes sure it is and I still think it is an advantage but one should have a core skill or talent that should continually be honed and developed, one that you can honestly say you are good at and from then you can start with a sound plan for a career to pursue and decide where you life is heading.

One of the best way to answer this is to decipher what I really want, anything that is relevant to my passion and something I will never get tired of doing. But still it leads me to a hundred different choices. It’s hard to choose when all of the choices seems right and you seem to like every single choice available. You can’t choose all, in life not everyone is given the chance to choose all of the above.

As of writing, I realized that all I need is take risks and be courageous. Yes that’s it! The courage to choose and the faith to believe I made the right choice. If only courage can be contained in a pill like an over the counter medicine sold at the side of every grocery racks, I would definitely fill a basket.

I may not be there yet but one thing I’m very sure, no matter what choices I will make and road to take, I want to be a person whose success can help shed light and inspiration to everyone. In God’s perfect time I know I will find my own niche in an industry I rightfully belong.