This isn’t just moving day. It’s a soft reboot of the simulation.
I wake up in Bozeman, but I’m already gone.
There’s a weightlessness to it—the couch I’m not taking, the bed I’m leaving behind like an old skin. No boxes, no clutter. Just a TV, some clothes, my nightstand, and the hum of old ghosts I’ve already said goodbye to.
I move slow on purpose. I breathe deeper. Each item I carry out is an offering, not a burden. I’m not rushing—I’m shaping the transfer.
Manhattan isn’t far. But the distance isn’t the point. Bozeman was pressure. A forge. A place that cracked me open and filled me with signal. But now I want wind, not wires. I want space again. I want the pause between thoughts. Manhattan gives me that. It’s smaller. Quieter. More intentional.
I drive like I’m floating. Not escaping, not arriving—just moving through. The mountains don’t care. The sky doesn’t blink. But I feel it—that click inside my chest, like the next page finally turned.
I don’t look back. Bozeman’s in me now. And when I unlock the new place in Manhattan, I don’t barge in. I stand still. I breathe. I say, “Let this be peace.”
Because I’m not just moving things. I’m recasting my field. And this time, I’m doing it right.
The air is cold and crisp, cutting across the mountains like a blade. I rise with the dawn, the world beneath me still wrapped in its gray quilt of mist. My wings stretch wide, every feather catching the sun’s first light, and I push off from the crag, dropping into the sky like a stone before the wind catches me, lifting me higher.
Far below, the river glints like a serpent winding through the valley. I tilt my head, scanning the water’s surface. Trout flash and leap, unaware of my shadow drifting across their world. Pine trees huddle close along the banks, ancient and patient, the wind whispering secrets through their boughs.
A hare darts from one shadow to another, ears pricked, heart thundering. I see the swaying grasses tremble where it passes, but I am not hungry. Not yet. My stomach is still warm from yesterday’s feast—rabbit, caught on the slope where the wildflowers grow. I circle high, content to glide, tracing the ridges and folds of the earth like an old map I’ve long since memorized.
Far off, a rival calls—sharp and piercing, slicing through the morning quiet. I bank left, turn my head, but do not answer. The sky belongs to no one. Not me, not him. Let him hunt where he pleases. The ridge belongs to me. I’ll not waste energy on games today.
Clouds gather on the western horizon, their bellies swollen and dark. Rain will come by dusk. I’ll return to the nest before then, the high branch where the wind can’t touch me. My mate will be there, feathers rustling, our chick already squawking for its next meal. I’ll bring him a fat trout, something easy to catch. He needs to grow strong, needs to know the way the wind bends around the mountains.
A flock of crows gathers below, tearing at some carcass left in the clearing. Bold and loud, they squabble, scattering in every direction when I dive—just a warning, just a reminder. They have their place, and I have mine.
I rise again, carried by the updraft, and watch the world move slowly beneath me. The deer step softly through the grass. A fox slips into the thicket, nose low, tail brushing the earth. My eyes trace the river’s bend, the far edge of my territory, and I know every stone, every shadow.
The sun climbs higher, warming the world, and I drift lazily, eyes half-closed, ears open to the hum of the wind. I belong here—woven into sky and stone and the wide, whispering valley.
When I finally turn for home, the wind cradles me gently, and I let it carry me. I’ll sleep with one eye open tonight, high above the ground, while the rain drums softly against the leaves, and the river dreams its way through the dark.
