though when I raise my arms

for it to take me away

it quickly gets behind me

tapping me on my shoulder

and when I turn around

it’s not there

I have never cried so loudly

in my life

never been so bullied

so traumatized

so cheated

this world is fooling me

I cannot keep

my head raised

it falls onto my chest

there’s saliva flowing

out of my mouth

and so much turbulence

like I am in an aircraft

about to crash

it is so noisy

like mad music

entering my ears

along with jeeps

and bikes

and trumpets

and drums

and they are

dragging me

somewhere

it is like the end

of the universe

there are all

these sirens

and people

keep coming at me

and what am I

to do

but crash onto

the ground

screaming

and they have

tied me

but won’t come

when I call them

what do they want

will they sacrifice me

like an animal

and when I ask them

what they want

they laugh and cry

and I do the same

but I do not die

I’m just being pushed

and pulled

and all I can say is

I am finished

I am finished

I am finished

though I know

I am still alive

I am not dead

they just keep

changing my bed.