This Dark Blue Sky’s Stars

are cutting me up

so badly

I sit here trembling

scared to move

because if I do

my body bleeds

stabbed by these

sharp burning objects

of the firmament

so I’m stuck

I don’t have a clue

how I’m going to live

like this

and there is no day

darkness has

descended

on our planet

and out of this mess

there simply seems

to be no way out

I wish I was

made of clay

instead of

being human

and in frustration

when I cry

I shake

and I am lashed

left and right

top and bottom

and pieces of

my flesh

fall to the floor

then somehow

I pluck my heart

out of my

shredded chest

and smile as I

breathe my last

because my life

is now a thing

of the past.

They Are Cutting Grass

in the property

next to mine

it’s a warm

sunny day

and when

I close my eyes

I’m freefalling

down a cool well

and it feels

very nice

and when

I open them

I feel like

the white sky

so quiet

so beautiful

so tranquil

I am released

from myself

and I become

a bird

and fly out

of my window.

Life Is Cutting Me Open

and stitching me up

I hurt and I heal

this goes on and on

and there are

all these scars

on my body and mind

and I don’t know

what they mean

they are just there

like I am here

writing this

and what is

this universe I ask

and I hear

my voice echo

and go silent

like I will

one day.

Now The World Slashes Me

with a sword

and I am wounded

blood flows from me

as I stagger

and fall to the ground

there is so much pain

and this dizziness

that is so disorienting

like my head is turning

360 degrees

my open mouth

cannot say anything

and the cosmos

whirls like a demon

cutting me again

and now I scream in agony

the skies spinning

as my eyes begin to close

and the universe

finally stabs me

in the heart

and then there

is only darkness

and after that nothing.