in my mind
it feels like
my head
is going
to explode
and I think
of the universe
as a balloon
being filled
with blood
about
to burst
anytime.
in my mind
it feels like
my head
is going
to explode
and I think
of the universe
as a balloon
being filled
with blood
about
to burst
anytime.
and people run screaming
for cover
some are aflame
I am in my house
and it’s very hot inside
and I can see birds
and chickens and dogs
explode when they are hit
by these burning missiles
and I can hear
my neighbours crying
as I notice that our homes
start flaming
and my flesh begins
to melt till my bones
and then I see trees
crashing into cinders
and soon my sight
and all sensation
are gone
and I know now
there will be no morn.
on my eyes
making them
fill up
with blood
and all I see
is red
and I fear
they are
going to
pop out
of my face
and my life
is all stress
and horror
and then
my eyeballs
explode
and the pain
is like fire
searing these
two holes
and screeching
I tear my head
with my hands
and throw it away
and then I
fall down dead.
any physical activity
and my mind is clouded
over by chaos
and all that I see is white
unrolling like my brain
and I am in this lost zone
blown through
some strange space
where everything
in my head is coming off
and all my words
all my thoughts
disappear
and what
is this presence
I ask myself
and I feel like
I have been bombed
and it is my ghost
that is fading
from this life
and there is rage
and madness all around
and I am simply voices
that are not my own
screeching
and then
I am hurtled
towards burning
and ashen skies
and I explode
into the darkness
where I vanish.
with words
so many of them
I can’t open my eyes
I keep my mouth shut
and hold my breath
but in my ears
there is shouting
all garbled and wild
and mixed up
like madness
and now
I see people
in my mind
but they soon
turn into rats
and there are
so many
of them
they suddenly
explode
into blood
and my head
splits open
and I am gone
from this world.
no human I am
only stone
without feeling
and as I go about
my life
I find there is
so much heat
within me
I tell myself
you are so sick
Dominic
and I burn like fire
and explode
to death.
are talking at once
the sky is getting cut
and falling to the Earth
in pieces
people walk
on their faces
their feet speak
the language of insanity
and out of my mouth
my tongue wriggles free
like a snake
and instantly
my nose turns into
a cockroach
and it runs away too
then my eyes bleed
and I explode like a bomb
and my life comes to an end
no one can mend.
blow inside
my head
from all directions
and they collide
with each other
creating such
a cacophony
in my ears
my mind
is strained
and the world
that I see
is withered
and crumbling
and then I close
my eyes
and now
the noise
is so unbearable
I explode
and I am gone
from this empty life
full of meaningless strife.
that has now dried
I think only of water
and my thirst
has made my throat
and my tongue bleed
and there is so much
heat inside me
that soon I feel
myself burning within
and then I explode
into crumbs
my life gone
with the wind
I become one
with the Earth.
the tongue in my mouth
feels bad
left out and useless
and my breath says
mad world Dominic
mad world Dominic
over and over again
everyone has been killed
the planet drips with blood
the memory of their voices
ring in my ears
screeching
my eyes roll in my head
and explode
and soon I too am dead.