put everything
in its place
in order
and then set it
on its path again
I want a better world
with happier people
this is our only paradise
so if we don’t do
anything about it
we will despair
and spread misery.
put everything
in its place
in order
and then set it
on its path again
I want a better world
with happier people
this is our only paradise
so if we don’t do
anything about it
we will despair
and spread misery.
their rage
and I watch their recklessness
how crazy they are
and I know my own vexation
my madness
and I wonder
how the world works
and all around me
there is misery
and helplessness
and evil
and desperation
and anxiety
get married
and produce
only tears
these babies
born wailing
I tell you
will sadly have
to pay the price
for all the shit
we did.
and as I hear
the hiss of smoke
I recall my existence
full of strife
shattering
my brain
causing me
so much pain
bringing
me misery
making me
so weary
of this world
I embrace death
with love.
away at me
my mind starts
vanishing in bites
leaving my body
shaken
I am trembling
in horror
as wicked laughter
rings in my ears
and my flesh
is torn away
bit by bit
and I can see
the misery
in this world
I can see
the despair
the helplessness
in people
the suffering
the desperation
and blood starts
flowing from
my mouth
and I die.
in which I flow
and the smell
of the people
is terrible
how we see
each other
close our eyes
and die
life is now
this dirty water
and our screams
are useless
our hearts beat slow
and then we go
and we ask ourselves
how did we get
into this shit
we see parts
of our bodies
eaten by rats
and we know
how crazy and weak
we were to get here
in the first place
and we curse ourselves
and in this mess
like before
we start fighting
once again
our blood pouring
like rain
and through
all the pain
we will not
give up
we are
that vain.
you are born with it
misery is like a sibling
breaking your heart
bringing tears
to your eyes
and your mind
is a moon
that disappears
and you are lost
like love
and you feel
this bitter truth
every moment
slowing you
tiring you
down the road
till you are no more.
around me
seeps into my mind
and makes it
burst like a balloon
and now I cannot
gather myself
my sadness flows
like a river
with the wars
the diseases
the deaths
and the misery
of this world
fills my heart
dragging me down
drowning me
as I finally
hit the bottom.
I miss myself
who has gone missing
and I am just a shadow
I am a ghost
I only want
myself back
for whom I am searching
all over
and I howl and cry
in terror
and I can hear
the wailing
of other ghosts like myself
how they fill up
the world
and the sound
is deafening
and this is the misery
of life
the horror of living
this I can feel
as we all do
and look
endlessly
for something
to give.
enters my body
and takes up
residence
in my mind
and the drone
of a vehicle
outside
is like crying
I feel
so sorry
for everything
for all the misery
that people
have faced
all the horrors
this world
has been through
and it is just too much
to bear
I feel the pressure
build up in me
and I burst
into blood.
and burning
like a house
and your heart
flutters in fear
an army of rats
bites you
when you wake up
and you are always
in a garbage dump
your tongue
is the old road
to misery
and you touch
your body
and you can’t feel
your heart
and stray dogs
now begin to bark
at you
one lunges and plucks
out your eyes
till you scream
in pain and terror
and then the rest
leap upon you
and tear at your flesh
and your howling
echoes in the air
and in seconds
you are gone
from this life.