My Ears Are Ringing With The Anger Of People

their rage

and I watch their recklessness

how crazy they are

and I know my own vexation

my madness

and I wonder

how the world works

and all around me

there is misery

and helplessness

and evil

and desperation

and anxiety

get married

and produce

only tears

these babies

born wailing

I tell you

will sadly have

to pay the price

for all the shit

we did.

Evil Is Eating

away at me

my mind starts

vanishing in bites

leaving my body

shaken

I am trembling

in horror

as wicked laughter

rings in my ears

and my flesh

is torn away

bit by bit

and I can see

the misery

in this world

I can see

the despair

the helplessness

in people

the suffering

the desperation

and blood starts

flowing from

my mouth

and I die.

Misery Is This Gutter

in which I flow

and the smell

of the people

is terrible

how we see

each other

close our eyes

and die

life is now

this dirty water

and our screams

are useless

our hearts beat slow

and then we go

and we ask ourselves

how did we get

into this shit

we see parts

of our bodies

eaten by rats

and we know

how crazy and weak

we were to get here

in the first place

and we curse ourselves

and in this mess

like before

we start fighting

once again

our blood pouring

like rain

and through

all the pain

we will not

give up

we are

that vain.

Sadness Is Part Of Life

you are born with it

misery is like a sibling

breaking your heart

bringing tears

to your eyes

and your mind

is a moon

that disappears

and you are lost

like love

and you feel

this bitter truth

every moment

slowing you

tiring you

down the road

till you are no more.

Now My Heart Is Full Of Sorrow

I miss myself

who has gone missing

and I am just a shadow

I am a ghost

I only want

myself back

for whom I am searching

all over

and I howl and cry

in terror

and I can hear

the wailing

of other ghosts like myself

how they fill up

the world

and the sound

is deafening

and this is the misery

of life

the horror of living

this I can feel

as we all do

and look

endlessly

for something

to give.

Now Sadness

enters my body

and takes up

residence

in my mind

and the drone

of a vehicle

outside

is like crying

I feel

so sorry

for everything

for all the misery

that people

have faced

all the horrors

this world

has been through

and it is just too much

to bear

I feel the pressure

build up in me

and I burst

into blood.

The World Is Broken

and burning

like a house

and your heart

flutters in fear

an army of rats

bites you

when you wake up

and you are always

in a garbage dump

your tongue

is the old road

to misery

and you touch

your body

and you can’t feel

your heart

and stray dogs

now begin to bark

at you

one lunges and plucks

out your eyes

till you scream

in pain and terror

and then the rest

leap upon you

and tear at your flesh

and your howling

echoes in the air

and in seconds

you are gone

from this life.