builds clouds
in my mind
and my heart
is then numb
I don’t feel
anything
the world
dissolves
in mist
and I have
no clue
where I am
only the birds
remain my friends
their chirping
wakes me
and I know
I am alive
and happy
once again
I smile.
builds clouds
in my mind
and my heart
is then numb
I don’t feel
anything
the world
dissolves
in mist
and I have
no clue
where I am
only the birds
remain my friends
their chirping
wakes me
and I know
I am alive
and happy
once again
I smile.
they know
poetry songs
and it is so beautiful
to hear their voices ring
and the ladies this morning
were going to some meet
all dressed in white sarees
and the mist is thick
and gorgeous
leaving my chairs
and teapoy
on the terrace wet
and now as a baby talks
the trees and mountains
glow emerald green
and I find myself
suddenly engulfed
by the sky
gathered in its
silken arms
and I melt in love.
in my heart
the mist moves
thickly
and I get a glimpse
of the green trees
like an apparition
like so much sadness
the body cut open
the skull crushed
to pieces
life spitting
at me
with contempt
and how I disappear
from this world.
soothes my mind
with its sunlight
its birds chirping
and whistling
and a cock crowing
and there’s a vehicle
droning in the distance
while a bucket
falls on the floor
nearby
and I love
these sounds
they touch my heart
a killer elephant
has been caught
and brought
to the forest here
it has been raining
for a week
the mountains
are green and beautiful
and I melt in the mist.
in the thicket
of trees
there are pigs running
in the morning
there is silence
in my mind
I am water
I am air
I am this quiet neighbourhood
under the sun
and such is its beauty
I melt in the mist
over the mountains
and slowly
I become
the birds singing
and then the love
in your heart.
with the mountains
and as they spoke
mist rose from them
I am such a puzzle
to myself I said
I just can’t understand
and the hills laughed
O Dominic we are
always changing
so we can never
know everything
we are a mystery
they said
and I looked
at the people
and the houses around me
and I looked at myself
and found my body
disappearing
and I looked
around again
and found the world
vanishing
and in moments
everything was gone.
with mist around
my head
and it is only slowly
that I see myself
and the sunlight
now makes everything
clearer
and I am at peace
at dawn
enchanting morning
and the day’s so sharp
I smile
and the night is the best
the moon the stars shining
in the dark sky
I enclose in my eyes
and sleep.
all around
and there
is silence
so real
you feel
the cosmos
living
and then
the forest birds
sing
but inside me
there is turmoil
there is pain
and outside
the breeze blows
in great happiness
though my mind is frozen
my heart is broken
and nothing can
take away this
anguish in me
hurting so badly
and now
life drags me along
the ground
like a dying enemy
and spits on me.
is now magic
that makes the world
the little girl next door
talks to her mother
and grandmother
so sweetly
the warm sun
in the blazing silver sky
shines happily
and the birds chirp in joy
the cocks crow
the turkey gobbles
in gladness
and in the green forest
trees sway in delight
and behind it
the mountains
are covered in mist
and you can’t see them
and nearby a tree
is flowering red
and the leaves
of my neem tree
are falling
as they do this time
every year
and the little girl
next door is talking
once again
and it is so sweet now
I begin to float
in happiness
into the air
and I can hear
the birds ask me
Dominic Dominic
isn’t life beautiful?
say swaying
and I smile
at the
green beauties
and the mist
rising over
one mountain
is so beautiful
the sky so serene
and the birds chirp
and there is silence
which is paradise
because it cleanses
my mind
and gives me wings
to fly
and what I see
from up here
is this huge expanse
of mountains
and valleys
and forests
and there are elephants
and tigers
and leopards
and deer
and cardamom plantations
and tea estates
so pretty
I laugh in joy
at the gorgeous
winding roads
the colourfully painted
houses
waking up
to a new day.