I See Paradise When I Close My Eyes

and it is golden

with green grass

and birds chirping

and there are trees

and rivers with fish

and beautiful mountains

and valleys

and forests with

animals in them

in fact it looks

a lot like Kumily

where I live

and the people

there are the same too

only they float like angels

singing songs

and here we talk

we smile

and the children

flit about like butterflies

all the while.

It Is Not Easy

to drink

the waters

of the oceans

to swallow the sky

to become the wind

it is not easy

to sleep on the moon

to talk to the stars

to fly over the rivers

to be free

it is not easy

to turn into

a blue whale swimming

an elephant running

an eagle circling

up high

a black stallion

thundering across

a pasture

it is not easy

to embrace the world

like a lover

to be the dew

in the morning

to sing all the time

to give yourself

freely to others

it is not

easy to be good.

Now People

are ghosts

in our lives

their presences

like apparitions

that come and go

this is hardly a real world

this can’t be taken seriously

we can’t be superheroes

and save everyone

and this cracks us

it unhinges our mind

and scatters our emotions

like dust

in a way

we are told we are nothing

and sadness once again

overwhelms us

we cry rivers

and drown in our own sorrow

that is how tragic

our destiny is

doomed to die

in our own hearts

the lights going

out of us

in our own eyes

we then live

like zombies

on this Earth.

In My Innermost Ear

I can hear music

in the wind’s wail

it is the song

of the dead

and it is so beautiful

they are at

such peace

I feel

I have transcended

this world

paradise lay

at my feet

gardens of roses

I dwell in

this tenderness

that life is

doves in my hands

I release

like myself

flying over the orchards

and rivers

colourful like a rainbow

then the nightingale sings

the stars are diamonds

my footprints like magic

shine in the sky

and the universe dances

its body so excited

shaking its rhythms out

and entertained beyond

my life I sing.

There Are Two Trees

flowering yellow in the forest

a puff of feather floats across

me on the terrace rising steadily

into the trees silence is golden sun

shining so bright the green canopy glows

and up above there is bright light in the blue sky

there are clouds so wildly shaped in wonder you look

with awe up above you where freedom flows freely like air

and the scene is so pure it is like the burning flame of childhood

it is memory imagine friend imagine yourself in a train and the vast

countryside outside imagine the endless red earth the lands of brightness

and the rivers flowing white and blue and green and muddy brown and the sun blasted

fields alongside the mountains flying the sand coloured the black the big the grey the green

imagine the people in their different clothes who didn’t see you and who saw you and who you saw

and who you didn’t see the animals the dogs the cats the cows the bullocks in the water and the

breezes blowing and the women bending down and working and your heart bursting with joy you so

happy with life so golden and silver and sparkling you shout with heart in your human happiness in

your celebration like a bird singing and a woman in the field bursting into laughter begins to run.