so much pain
disorienting the brain
disappointment drags
your face on the Earth
your body your limbs
worthless
your words zilch
nothing matters
and you taste
the indifferent world
on your tongue
and you are in shock
your heart breaks
and when you look
out of your eyes
life cries begging
for everything
to be over
and you lose
your breath
speechless
you curl
like a worm
while evil hands
squeeze
the sky’s neck
killing everything
there is
blood flowing
from your mouth.