Half a century since your passing can't fathom it's that long fifty years ago today since the fading of your song Pops, I have outlived you but never is a day when you don't cross my thoughts in your own special way So here upon the nineteenth I remember it each year You've been gone a long, long time but I wish you were still here
Back to the Buckingham, freedom at last it's good to be normal for a bit of a blast Alcohol zero of course as the pills don't mix too well with my ails and my ills But this new trusty steed, my blue wheelchair and the feeling better got me back there with friends and family, it's a marvellous thing as life and normal return and we sing
Soft words of comfort I heard from left field with Emily's hand there in mine Her voice was a rest when not at my best So I knew things would work out just fine
Ed's tower of strength, a shoulder to lean on metaphorically, physically too Gave me a strength which I felt at some length when I needed it most to imbue
The wisdom of years way beyond her youth Considerate, firm, erudite From Bezza to me in my dark hours of need Were particularly welcome at night
And Grace's care, unreserved and complete meant more than I have words to say The love of my child unique, reconciled is replete when you know it each day
Twelve weeks now passed since everything changed and our uncertain future began have been doable just with the love, care and trust which my children have in their gameplan
Bezza and me, the sea and the sun looking out to horizon as noontide is done synonymous here of the New Year begun The promise of hope, it is here
The sea all a-silver, precious and new captured as both of us take in the view and embrace a bright future bequeathed to the few The promise of hope, it is here
It's a picture of promise this New Year we hold as we face the new future steadfast and bold and know in our hearts of the message that's told The promise of hope, it is here
To Bracklesham Bay, the star attraction six of us came for a distraction Four days to take our minds away from the cancer here to stay Pebbles gave us that in spades a perfect weekend for us made Walks on the beach for fossils found Hagstones and driftwood to sea sound
And those waves when pounding on the shore were such a calming voice for more Making for a special time when we six left all feeling fine Thank you Pebbles, you have provided all we'd hoped for and confided Memories forged of happy times which we will treasure in our minds
We're at Bracklesham Bay for a few days respite
all of the Crouchers and me
In a house with a garden onto the beach
bringing all of us close to the sea
It's fantastic for all but cathartic for me
as this cancer needs a distraction
and here with the promise the ocean will bring
there is confidence here of that action
This time of life, stability
my equilibrium
is here for me, my family
I love them, every one
Supportive, loving, ever there
they're everything I need
there for me, as I for them
in all to intercede
It's the last day of September
Twenty twenty-three
and the day of a new marriage
of our daughter Grace to Lee
A day of new beginnings
with our seventh family member
which each year on 30/9
us Beans will all remember
So here's a toast, the first of many
on this very special day
to Grace and Lee for happiness
to speed you on your way
Born in the fifties, baby boom years
A child of the sixties, scuffed knees and tears
A teen in the seventies, met Sal, fell in love
and at the end of the decade, wed the above
Brought a house in the eighties, two offspring we saw
and then in the nineties, along came two more
Watched the i2k clock at the Millennium turn
and nothing stopped working, we were quite pleased to learn
A new century turned and into the noughties
as we left a decade behind and entered our forties
Twenty-ten came and went, the best years of our lives
then we found we were fifty, well what a surprise
The teenies (inevitable) came to an end
with first thought of pensions on which to depend
And here in the twenties we'll soon be retired
so perhaps we'll go backwards, rekindle 'inspired'
We have decades to come and look forward to yet
with more pleasure to come the older we get
...all about me and my life in words. I write most days, carrying an ideas book around in which I capture a word snapshot of life around me. So there's a lot here about Sussex and the sea and anything else I see that inspires.
The pictures are mine too. Some taken to match a poem; some poems written to match a pic; others chosen because they work well with words written.
Jemverse is life in words. Hope you enjoy the reading as much as I enjoy the writing...