Half a century

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Half a century since your passing
can't fathom it's that long
fifty years ago today
since the fading of your song
Pops, I have outlived you
but never is a day
when you don't cross my thoughts
in your own special way
So here upon the nineteenth
I remember it each year
You've been gone a long, long time
but I wish you were still here

©Jemverse

Photo – My Pops. My younger brother Charles pushing. Me in the blazer. Pops passed aged 39 on 19 February 1974.

We sing

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Back to the Buckingham, freedom at last
it's good to be normal for a bit of a blast
Alcohol zero of course as the pills
don't mix too well with my ails and my ills
But this new trusty steed, my blue wheelchair
and the feeling better got me back there
with friends and family, it's a marvellous thing
as life and normal return and we sing

©Jemverse

Twelve weeks

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Soft words of comfort I heard from left field
with Emily's hand there in mine
Her voice was a rest
when not at my best
So I knew things would work out just fine

Ed's tower of strength, a shoulder to lean on
metaphorically, physically too
Gave me a strength
which I felt at some length
when I needed it most to imbue

The wisdom of years way beyond her youth
Considerate, firm, erudite
From Bezza to me
in my dark hours of need
Were particularly welcome at night

And Grace's care, unreserved and complete
meant more than I have words to say
The love of my child
unique, reconciled
is replete when you know it each day

Twelve weeks now passed since everything changed
and our uncertain future began
have been doable just
with the love, care and trust
which my children have in their gameplan


©Jemverse

Photo – Bezza Croucher

The promise of hope

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Bezza and me, the sea and the sun
looking out to horizon as noontide is done
synonymous here of the New Year begun
The promise of hope, it is here

The sea all a-silver, precious and new
captured as both of us take in the view
and embrace a bright future bequeathed to the few
The promise of hope, it is here

It's a picture of promise this New Year we hold
as we face the new future steadfast and bold
and know in our hearts of the message that's told
The promise of hope, it is here

©Jemverse

Photo – my youngest daughter, Bezza and me, Brighton seafront, end of 2023.

Role reversal

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Tables were turned 
as once I pushed her
But on Boxing Day Brighton
to Grace I deferred

Temporary though
this disablement
as out of this chair
is my firm intent

Still, amusing with
Grace pushing me
as the opposite once
in her pram you'd see

Role reversal
the reliance I need
But their love and care
means I am here freed

©Jemverse

Photo – Grace pushing me in my wheelchair on Brighton’s Palace Pier, Boxing Day 2023

Pebbles

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To Bracklesham Bay, the star attraction
six of us came for a distraction
Four days to take our minds away
from the cancer here to stay
Pebbles gave us that in spades
a perfect weekend for us made
Walks on the beach for fossils found
Hagstones and driftwood to sea sound

And those waves when pounding on the shore
were such a calming voice for more
Making for a special time
when we six left all feeling fine
Thank you Pebbles, you have provided
all we'd hoped for and confided
Memories forged of happy times
which we will treasure in our minds



©Jemverse

Photo – Bezza Croucher

‘Pebbles’ was the name of the Air B&B at Bracklesham Bay

Distraction

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We're at Bracklesham Bay for a few days respite
all of the Crouchers and me
In a house with a garden onto the beach
bringing all of us close to the sea
It's fantastic for all but cathartic for me
as this cancer needs a distraction
and here with the promise the ocean will bring
there is confidence here of that action

©Jemverse

My equilibrium

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This time of life, stability
my equilibrium
is here for me, my family
I love them, every one
Supportive, loving, ever there
they're everything I need
there for me, as I for them
in all to intercede

©Jemverse

Last day 9

9 of 12 in the ‘Last Day 23’ series

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It's the last day of September
Twenty twenty-three
and the day of a new marriage
of our daughter Grace to Lee
A day of new beginnings
with our seventh family member
which each year on 30/9
us Beans will all remember
So here's a toast, the first of many
on this very special day
to Grace and Lee for happiness
to speed you on your way

©Jemverse

 

(revisiting) Decades (slight return)

10 of 12 in the ‘A life worth living’ series

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Born in the fifties, baby boom years
A child of the sixties, scuffed knees and tears

A teen in the seventies, met Sal, fell in love
and at the end of the decade, wed the above

Brought a house in the eighties, two offspring we saw
and then in the nineties, along came two more

Watched the i2k clock at the Millennium turn
and nothing stopped working, we were quite pleased to learn

A new century turned and into the noughties
as we left a decade behind and entered our forties

Twenty-ten came and went, the best years of our lives
then we found we were fifty, well what a surprise

The teenies (inevitable) came to an end
with first thought of pensions on which to depend

And here in the twenties we'll soon be retired
so perhaps we'll go backwards, rekindle 'inspired'

We have decades to come and look forward to yet
with more pleasure to come the older we get


©Jemverse

[Decades was first posted in December 2016 and revised (slightly) today]

Photo – Sally Croucher

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