Mine’s View

Passage to MINE

If you think you know MINE,

Think again!

FALLEN ANGEL

I think I’m falling
But I don’t want you to catch me
Let me hit the fence
Maybe then I can make sense

I don’t wanna be the stain that ruins your clean slate
I don’t want to offer my feelings on a plate
Yes, you need not love me
I just don’t want you to hate me

Forgive me if I feel the way I do
If I had a choice, I wouldn’t want to
But feelings are natural and true
It just happens without a clue

But I’m not gonna trouble you with my emotion
Please don’t get the wrong impression
I have always been like this
I just need some sort of release

Tomorrow is yet another day
There are lots of things to say
But be that as it may
I am not gonna stand in your way

You will just be my distant star
Shining above me from afar
And I will forever be a friend
With a broken heart to mend.

it’s such a different kind of romance
you had me with just a simple glance
but how cruel is the master of chance
making me love you only from a distance

blame it on the hands of time
expressing my emotions like a mime
startled at the sound of a loving chime
as if loving you is such a crime

if i am in for a big mistake
if its my happiness that is at stake
i dont know how much i could take
but im willing to risk it for my lover’s sake

whether i win, whether i lose
regrets are just no use
this is what i wanna choose
no matter how badly i can be bruised

so now, i want you to know
that you had me at hello
im gonna let all my feelings show
and let my emotions go with the flow

now nothing and no one can stop me
if they do, i’ll say watch me
your love has set me free
and from now on, its gonna be you and me…….

(hey, i think that’s our destiny)

Of love, illusions & pain

in my words i’ll hide my misery…
woes of my heart are like a litany.
maybe i should think of myself as lucky
to have held you in my arms, i was so silly

my happiness i guess were all illusion
made me forget i’m fighting a revolution.
amidst all the pain, toil and the confusion
my illusions were my only consolation.

oh my heart screams to be free
from all my illusions and misery.
oh my soul screams to be free
from holding on to an imagined destiny.

maybe someday my love will see
i also struggled to be free.
maybe one day she will agree
i’m not all words and for her i became free.

Daan nating Pinagmulan

tuwing ako’y napapadaan
sa daang hawak-kamay nating dinaanan
ang pag ngiti ay di ko maiiwasan
masayang alaala ang daan ay may tangan.

tuwing aking binabaybay
kalsadang nilakad nating magkaakbay
di ko mapigilang magbuntong hininga at mag hay
bakit landas natin kailangang maghiwalay

tuwing ako ay dumadaan
sa daang ika’y aking hinagkan
di ko wari maintindihan
bakit kailangan akoy masaktan.

bakit nga ba sadyang mapagbiro ang kapalaran
at ang isang tulad ko ay pinaglaruan
bakit nga ba kay hirap kalimutan
mga munting alaala na akala ko’y walang hangganan.

Secrets of the MINeD…

there are things better left unsaid
thoughts that better stay in my head
knowledge not to be shed
and best kept secret instead

but u know u need not ask
u can see me clearly even with my mask
reading my action is not at all a task
even if i hide my emotions in a cask

maybe u know me too well
that u can see thru my shell
and bcoz of that ur in hell
bcoz of the things i cudnt tell

i wanna blame the situation
putting us in this condition
but i have made my decision
just not necessarily the solution

and afterall that’s been said and done
now that im with another man
im wishin’ u all the best, all the fun
and remember, after the rain, comes the sun…..

Loving Someone

my lady i wanna run in the rain
if this will ease my heart’s pain
and refresh my addled brain
the rain is shelter for the insane.

who wants a new sun
when it will set when the day is done
oh my heart is on the run
hoping your love will not be gone.

yeah you can have another
if that is your answer
to your heart’s nagging whisper
just don’t take forever.

we cannot always hide
what is nagging inside
no matter how many times i cried
and how often i swallow my pride

yeah go have a lover
but my love, always remember
i’ll be waiting at the end of forever
whether you come or not will not matter

just let me love you from out here
listen to the words i whisper in your ear
your secret is safe with me don’t your fear
after this rain the sky will be clear.

To the One I can’t stop loving

Why did my heart forget,
that at the end of each day the sun will set.
Oh it hoped for the sunrise
it did not matter if pain is the price.

Why does my soul ask why,
did it forget that summer is dry.
Oh it hoped for the changing of the season
It hoped against the odds and all reason.

May all of my tears
wash away your heart’s fears…
and as the day’s end nears
I just wish that your storm clears.

I wish i could turn back time,
so i can wash away all my slime.
I hope that its not too late
for me to clean your slate.

Memories are made to be kept
as tears are meant to wept.
They say no pain, no gain,
forget the gain, I’ll embrace my pain.

You cannot be mine…
nor do you want me to be thine.
Pardon me for dreaming…
forgive me for trying.

Tomorrow morning your sun will shine,
even if it takes the light and joy from mine.
Soon my sun will set,
my only wish is that you won’t forget.

Losing You…

who wants better
when losing you is so bitter…
why do i feel so much a loser…
i was never like this ever.

who wants better…
when losing you makes me suffer…
i wish my heart is sober…
to see that your heart is mere mediocre.

who wants better…
now that i feel its over…
who wants better…
not me… not my heart either.

Ikaw…

bawat patak ng ulan sa iyong bubungan
ay patak ng luha sa aking pusong naguguluhan.
bawat dampi ng hanging malamig
ay bulong ng puso ko, sana ika’y nakikinig.

sana’y iyong nadadarama
ang ligayang hanap mo sa tuwina…
sana ay iyong nahanap sinta
ang ligaya sa piling nya.

bawat kantang iyong naririnig…
panaghoy ng puso kong di mo nadidinig.
bawat tulang aking nasusulat…
ay awit ng puso kong ikaw ang nagmulat.

sana’y natagpuan mo ang pag-ibig,
na sa puso mo’y magpapakilig.
sana’y natagpuan mo ang pagmamahal
pagmamahal na tunay at di magpapagal.

ang bawat aking hinagpis,
kapalit ay ligaya mong labis.
sa bawat nararamdaman kong kirot
sana’y ligaya at pagmamahal sa iyo’y naidudulot.

di ko bibilangin ang mga luha…
kung kapalit nito sayo’y labis na tuwa
di ko susukatin ang pananamlay…
kung sa puso mo’y pag-ibig ay nabubuhay.

Pagbibitaw at Paglaya

Mahaba na ang ating nilakbay
Magkasabay at hawak-kamay
Marami na rin tayong pinagdaanan
Minsa’y luhaan kadalasa’y nagtatawanan.

Di ko ninais na tayo’y magkaganito
Parang takipsilim nag-aagaw ang araw at dilim
Di ko ninais na maramdaman ito
Ang mahalin ka ng tago at lihim.

Inisip ko na ika’y tulad ko
Sa sariling puso nakikipagbunong-braso
Ang nararamdaman ay laging nalilito
Tulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo

Sana lang kapwa tayo handa
Para harapin ang kinalalagyan natin
At ating panindigan at yakapin ang sumpa
na sa dulo nitong lahat ay tayo pa rin

Sana ako’y mas matapang at mas malakas
upang salubugin at tiisin yaring mga hampas
mas handang baliin kahit anumang batas
at kahit sa anong sakit ay di ako aatras.

Subalit…

Ayokong maging hadlang sa iyong kaligayahan
Ayaw kong ikaw ay aking harangin at pigilan
Na magmahal ng malaya at walang kinakatakutan
ang pag-ibig mo’y aking bibigyan na daan

Paalam mahal, paalam sinta
Sa aking paglisan kapwa tayong lalaya

IF ONLY

If only I can lend you my eyes so that you may see how mine sees you;
There’ll be no hows, there’ll be no whys.
If you only knew what’s going on inside my head;
There’s no need to even question when it started.

If you could only feel my love from my own heart beat;
You would know I had no intention to cheat.
If you could only savor your taste from my own lips;
There’s no need to answer why I’m at the mercy of your finger tips.

If only I can show you the world in my eyes;
You would know that it’s free from outright lies.
If only you could hear your laughter with my own ears;
There is nothing that you would fear.

If only you knew how my ears hear your voice;
You would understand that I really don’t have any choice.
If only I can shout to the world how much I love you;
Then there’s no room for you to doubt what I really feel for you

Your World and Mine

My world is not yours you say
Like black is to white and there ain’t gray
Our worlds are different, going the opposite way
Your world lies beyond mine, so far and away.

My world is yours too, I say.
It ain’t all black and white, oh sometimes its gray.
Our worlds are different, but you came my way.
Stay for a little while, just don’t run away.

Breath my air as I breath yours,
Let fate and destiny take its course,
Let’s hang on for a while and not close our doors
Your world and mine, held together by a force.