Tag: pregnancy

Revived

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Today I went to the bank to close out a dormant account and found out it was active. I was surprisingly both relieved and shocked and immediately made a small deposit into that account. 

So I’ll start tiny and grow from there. 

In other news, these pregnancy dreams are driving me crazy! I must have had my 10th pregnancy/labor dream within these past few months. It’s just getting annoying and irritating. I’m sick to death of it. I know I won’t ever have children again. (My own decision.) So why am I having these dreams ? 

I don’t feel any different from before and the only drastic change is I’m keeping myself to myself and my husband is unable to convince me otherwise. 

Baby Nate?

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Dream: 

I’m heavily pregnant and browsing through a store, shopping for a bag. I stumble upon a light beige, embroidered, baby tote. I thought to myself I should get that one as I’ve never allowed myself to purchase any baby products in the past. I unzipped it and saw its many components. 

Then I saw a hooded white towel with the name, Nate on it in bold purple letterS. I was thinking to myself this would be a good name for the baby. 

At that moment i was also thinking to myself why isn’t the baby that active. I have my hard stomach a few squeezeS and tiny hand prints appears as the baby shifts and moves inside. I’m satisfied with that. 

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I wonder what is significant with the name Nate which is short for Nathaniel. The only other Nathaniel I know is the author Nathaniel Hawthorne. Hmm, very strange I have yet another pregnancy dream…

A Boy and A Girl

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​Dream:

I’m heavily pregnant I’m having a daughter. I should be having the child within a month. 

I can feel the baby kicking me. I’m thinking to myself if I should get my tubes tied so I won’t have this issue again. I sit down in a classroom setting.

I sit down next to the boy I’ve always had a crush on. I ask if he will be able to visit me when I have the baby he said he will try. Then he hands me a flyer of an art gallery exhibit I ask if it’s at University he said no at College and then asks if I would like to go then remembers it’s for invitees only. As we were talking, a woman tells me get up and move over as her stuff is in her desk. I am shocked she asked me as I’m heavily pregnant. But I don’t look very pregnant.

After that we part ways….

I jump into another dream