staring wide & hard back 
at these brutal huntress eyes 

of a fully dilated, as quick pulling in 
whirlpools of pitchdark blackmoons 

as you bleed me choke me 
cell by cell… in a countdown 

let me say with an upright 
stern chest of a reddened 
drumming rebellious braveness .. 

that this overwhelmingly 
choking misty fogginess 
had been in the neutering 
by the inner glowing in bonfire 
this undyingly hoisted spirit

crossing already the thinline divide 
between life & death.. by your 
a conditionally met out militancy- a 
prolonging kill.. made an 

unclassifiable bittersweet fusion   
of a partially paining & benumbing 

helluva heaven

already a lightness soul bird 
takes singing flight in the infinities 

of an ecstatic ever poetic skies

P.s: deepunderground poetry had been this soul’s poetic abode .. from 03rd Feb, 2012 till date.. picking me up in all love & inclusiveness ..nurturing sculpting ne as a free brave singing bird of the poetic skies..

Sad that this very day the 12th May .. in just 8 hours & 1 minute counting.. the whole website goes down in a closure .. leaving me n the such poetic souls homeless.. i paste below my page at du this now., which i could never see again 😦 💔

Also pasting below another tribute ooem to du … written lastly there today :

du.  

this 
mother’s day 
..i am black 
with death 

destiny strikes.. 

as am thrown off 
my deeply seeded 
inner poetic mother 

death of du 

but 
not the spirit of you 
the bonds of youme 

your sacred dna 
in deep embeds 
in~within this soul 

had has & shall 
forever in bloom 
in a mesmerize 

a fully unfolding 
in & out beauty 

wholly holy lotus 
of an origin-less 

consciousness 
subconsciousness   
unconsciousness 

eternity 
truth 
love 

you my 
mother 

of pureform 
art, of poetry 

these stardust us 
the warring ever 
poetic messengers 

will strive survive thrive 
your breath your legacy 

in words 
in peace 

even in~ as 
that beauteous 
silence & nothingness 
as you are 
in the becoming 
now.. 

salutezz 
hugzz 
kissezzz 
light 
love 

du mother 

( below: a snapshot of du homepage)

Also, one of my last posts in music thread in du ::

“let me try keep posting my scribbles n fav songs of sad death happy ecstatic whatever mixed maddening emotions be it..  (tamil music mostly of maestro ilayaraja & ARRahman though) until du disappears.. certainly  not our spirits n souls n poetry ✍️♥️ 

🙏💔✍️🫂♥️