Lost.

It all started with this disgusting guy who kept opposing me.
I dun understand why are you doing all these things to me.
Are you trying to make me hate you? Or?

You are SO DAMN MEAN!
Ever since i know you, u have been trying all means to make my life diffcult.
Going against me is your hobby?
Making life tough for me is your happiness?
Seeing me upset & cry makes your life fantastic?
CRAZY?!

Perhaps bringing down ME makes you feel betteR?
Sadist!
I really dunnoe how can i forgive you like i always does.
It's just a repetitive cycle that never ends.

Each time,
i hope you will stop your act and we can be real friends.
And that motivates me to forgive you.

Do you still remember writing this:
"Your friendship is too precious to me for my emotions and words to destroy"
To be honest, i was happy to see this on your blog.
I thought for once, you finally gonna stop being so mean to me.
And yes, we could be friends.
But the next day, u seems to forget every single word you said.

You want to noe why i never talk things out wif u?
It's not that i dun trust you,
it's just that i noe i will cry if i really thrash things out and i dun want to.

Ya,
I am supersuper sensitive.
I'm sorry that i didnt reveal that sensitive side of me to u.
I really thought i could be strong and remove that pathetically fragile side of me.
But i'm wrong again.
You are so brilliant to be able to force that fragile side of me out.

Yes, i still feel like crying now;
You are too far too mean for me to handle.
I really cant take it anymore.
And I cant understand wat did i do to deserve all this shit!

Either way,
U have succeeded.
Hopefully my lost can make you feel more confidence in life.

Hate?
I dunnoe either.

Rabby Year =D

It's said that ppl born in the year of goat have luck in wealth,
And i truly believe!
Heeheee,
Cos i have been winning everyday from gambling =D
Lucky goat!

Sometimes i dread going back malaysia bcos there's no technology there =/
No Internet, No Hp (EXPENSIVE EH!), No MRT.............
BUT!
It always feels good to slow down your pace and separate urself from the troubling world =D

I think i put on weight,
I ate 1 meal every 2-3hours!!!!!!!
Food tooooooooooooooooooo temptingggggg le la! =/
MEESIAM! LOVED =D
Hohohohohoho!

And i have an outbreak due to lack of sleep!
Gambling suck my radiance skin!!!! =(
3.30am, 5.3oam, 6.30am, 6.30am, 1.30am....
And then woke up everyday at noon.
Awwwww =/

Btw,
One good news is, i finished my report!!!!
Yay! =D