alrite. even i myself cannt believe it. i m actuallie bloggin again! wooho! how do u noe if i m nt working? when my bloggin freq increased drastically! hahaz. actuallie i guess in a wae. i m trying vry vry hard to make up for e lost time starting frm 3 july onwards until 18 july.

now i m trying vry hard to mug croatia stuff such as their history which is reallie vry vry vry long as compared to singapore. n they hav alot more conflicts n wars n political reforms than singapore will eva face. yupz. u get my point. n they hav so mani political parties tt i read until i start to confuse all of them. i even need to re-read like a few paragraphs. in short. singapore is reallie nt exciting. but i guess. it's much betta for our local students when they study e local history. dun need to memorise so much stuff.

n i haven even reach e economics part. sighz. n i seriously forgot how to speak e all simple Croatian tt i learnt. jia lat arhz! seriously. i can c all my time being taken up by IPHO related stuff frm now till like 18 july.

list of to-do things:
1. finish e economic intelligence unit country profile (Croatia) that Ruimin sent me [it's 70 pages long. n i m onli at page 12 now]
2. finish e bk "Croatia. A history" [and i onli read a few pages frm each chapter]
3. re-learn my minimal Croatian
4. come up w ideas of what presenz shld i do for my delegates
5. re-mug my notes on e various tours i would be conducting for my delegates.
6. do a wardrobe check n c wat things i m missing for e event
7. find sumwae to pack all e tings i need for e event. which is seriously alot. juz e shoes. i need to bring like at least 5 pairs. i m debating whether i shld borrow a suitcase frm my sister. but will i look dumb n bimbotic w a suitcase?
8. go shoppin n make sure i hav everything tt i need.

n nt related to IPHO
9. finalise my 4/08 class outing details (when everywan is ignoring me)
10. meet up w my sqmates n welcome Dreyz back to singapore again!
11. collect my pay from amorefitness! no wonder i m so broke! though e pay is not alot. at least i wun feel so short of cash.

yupz. i m reallie busy. but u can c tt i m always slacking online. sighz. but seriously speakin. reading a 'book' online. sumting like wat i m doin now. is no fun. coz e computer screen is reallie glaring n my eyes get tired easily. sighz. all e best to me manz!

but i muz sae i m reallie gettin excited as e BIG dae draws nearer! i juz sent a letter to e leader of the Croatia team n i was like drafting it for ages in order to make sure tt e image i portrayed is nt tt siaoz or over enthu. hahaz. i even forced 2 pple to proof read it. hahaz. i cant wait to see their replies. n they betta reply mi considering e efforts i put into typing tt email.

i seriously cant wait to meet them! hopefully there will be sum shuai ges ard! wooho!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:24 pm

how do u noe if u r unlucky?

watched 'just my luck' with win2 2dae. e whole theatre onli hav 6 pple. thanx goodness i dun watch horror movies or can u imagine how scary it will be? eekz! aniwae. e movie is quite ok lahz. juz tt how lucky/unlucky e leads can be is reallie funnie. hahaz. how can pple walk outside then suddenly rainy dae become a bright sunny dae? but ok lahz. it's nt as crappy or as lousy as sum other movies i hav watched. hahaz.

n i wan linsay lohan's figure. sighz. i can continue to dream...

but juz to add to my list of unfortunate events...i met a pervert online 2dae. yes. pervert. e last pervert i met was when i was in j2. n tt time. i met a total of 3 perverts in 6 mths. it's tt nuax. sighz. n i was reallie vry petrified lahz i tell u.

a gurl fren of mine. who i haven reallie tok 2 for sum time tok to mi on msn 2dae. it started off as a polite conversation w noting out of place until she said tt recently a close guy fren of her send her an email w naughty pics attached. she started to ask mi what i tink abt e incident n i was like trying to understand e situation betta. suddenly she asked mi if i wanna to see e naughty pic tt was attached to e email. n i stupidly sae i dun mind. she asked mi if there is aniwan ard mi n i reassured her by saeing tt i was alone at home.

when i opened e email n saw e pic of a naked man w his sexual organ exposed i was in a total shock. n wat's more scary was tt my fren. or whom i thot was my fren. started to ask mi wat i tink of it. she asked mi if it is shocking? n i replied yes tinking tt she meant did e content of e pic shocked mi. apparently there's nt e case. 'she' actuallie wanted to noe wat i thot abt e size. is it shockingly not normal. n rite at tt moment. realisation dawned on mi. my fren is nt my fren after all. later when i went to her blog. then i realised tt her email accounts were hacked into.

i was so petrified tt i immediately set my status as appear offline n quickly msn all my guys frenz who were online at tt moment. but everywan ignored mi (partly becoz almost all of their status r awae). imagine my relief when grandpa finally answered mi. i was reallie scared even though there is no physical contact at all unlike my previous brushes w perverts 1 yr ago. i tink it's e feeling of being targeted. i feel vry vulnerable. sighz.

thanx goodness grandpa helped mi came up w e perfect retort tt will bruise any man's ego. hahaz. n i immediately blocked e contact. hopefully my fren will set up another email account soon. phew!

i hav no idea why i always attract e wrong kind of attention. seriously. n tis incident reminds mi of wat happened 1 yr ago. e first 2 bad encounters. i was wearing my rjc uniform. n becoz e skirt is pleated n nt a-line skirt. alot of pple thot tt i was frm a sec sch. n my skirt is nt vry short. it's within reasonable length or towards one of e longest length among my schmates.

e first incident happened when i was going home one nite. ard 8 plus pm. i alighted frm e bus n walked towards my block n enter e lift. becoz i was listenin to my discman i didnt exactly take notice of my surroundings. a guy ard early 20s enter e lift after mi n he looked at mi for a few seconds before he pressed e floor button tt i had alrdy pressed. slowly e door close. suddenly he turned towards mi. n my reflex reaction was to hold e thick file tt i was holding in my rite hand between e 2 of us. n my left fist was clenched in a ready to fight position n stared at him. come tink abt it. i dun even noe why i hav tt reaction n i m amazed at my reflexes. i tink e guy was shocked too. n in his attempt to calm mi down. he started to tok. but he was speaking so softly tt i can barely hear him so i took off one of my earphones with my eyes still trained on him. n guess wat he sae?

"dun worry. i meant no harm" or sumting similar.

thanx goodness e lift reached e landing n i quickly leave e lift. but he refused to give up n followed mi n even blocked mi frm turning to my house which is next to e lift. i was reallie scared lahz even though it's alot betta than stuck in e lift w him. finally i cant take it n asked him wat he wan. n he actuallie asked mi where is e bus stop to take Bus XXX. wow liao! where got pple wanna ask which bus stop to take by following pple into lifts? n when i asked him where he wanna go. he took so long to reply tt it's obvious he's lying. i gave him e directions but he still refused to let mi pass. i was ready to scream for my mother when he put out his hand n sae he wanna thanx mi. out of frustration n desperation. i shook his hand. n guess wat he sae?

"which secondary school r u from?"

obviously he thot i was sum stupid naive innocent girl which is definitely wrong. n i said simply. "rjc"

if u tink tt's e end of my bad luck. u r wrong. soon after e incident. one afternoon. on my wae home on e mrt. i met another pervert. as a model(nt exactly lahz) passenger. after boardin e train i moved to e centre of e carriage n stand infront of a middle age guy. he stared at my file before lookin up to smile at mi. i thot there was sumting weird at e cover of my file but when i bent my head to look at it. there was nothing. when i looked up again. he started to smile at mi again. n tis time i noe sumting is nt rite. thanx goodness. a person sittin 2 seats awae frm him alighted n i quickly sat down. using e person between us as a shield. but who noes? tt 'shield' alighted at e next stop! arghz! but another person quickly sit down again. thanx goodness!

throughout e whole journey. he kept on turning to my direction n i kept on hiding behind e profile of e person between us. when we r one stop awae frm my stop. e 'shield' once again alighted. e man turned his body to face mi. n slowly he slid over to e seat beside mi. imagine my horror! once he reached e seat beside mi i quickly stand up n move to the next carriage. n he actuallie followed mi so we alighted at e same stop. arghz!!! i ran down e escalator n into e adjacent shoppin mall wout a backward glance. wat relief it proved to be when i m certain tt he is nowhere in sight.

so u c how unlucky i m. n i m nt sum great beauty or wat. but why do i keep on attractin tis type of wrong attention? perhaps it's time to go n pray... sighz. i need betta luck. i seriously need betta luck. maybe i shld follow e actions of e leads in e movie. hahaz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 8:02 pm

alrite. a new entry again! obviously tis shows tt i m quite free. hahaz. aniwae...tis entry will be concentrating on my childhood...or rather i shld sae my baby photos! hahaz. hav e urge to do tis simply becoz a few daes ago. yee ke-ow n i were browsing thru our childhood pics...n all we can sae is: wat happen to us when we are growin up? seriously speaking. if i m a child frm dvc. i tink i will luv myself alot. hahahaz. okok. dun puke. pple muz tolerate mi for awhile. sighz. it's quite sad to see what i hav turned out to be...as compared to e promise i used to possess as a child. sighz.

first of all...my most famous baby photo among my jc frenz. n they 'kindly' nicknamed mi THE ALIEN after they saw e photo (due to du yang!) becoz of my eyes. hahaz. is that a compliment?

this is my favourite expression as u can see in e following photos...

but when i m reallie happie i will look like tis!

great contrast rite? hahaz...

when i m slightly older. n thinner. hahaz...

i m juz plain lazy. hahaz. i refused to learn how to walk... lazy bum!

n now let mi introduce one of e most life-like baby doll figurine u can eva find on a cake...

yee ke-ow said tt next time we buy cakes. we dun need e figurine. juz print this photo n cut out my shape n placed on e cake then can liao. hahaz...

as i grew older. i started to get abit vain...like most gurlz. hahaz.

n hav more accessories! hahaz. tt used to be my fav toy rabbit. but it was thrown awae when i moved house. sighz.

another photo of my fav expression!

n apparently this is one of my fav clothes coz i hav another serial of photos wearing e same clothes!

but tis wan i m busier. tokin on e phone! hahaz. can see tt i m alrdy trying out my skills at networking! hahaz.

n let mi introduce my first "boyfren"...annonymous aka lu4 ren2 jia3!

hahaz. i reallie dun noe who tis boy is. seriously. what i remember was tt i wanna play tis see saw n he was sittin in it. then his mum/guardian said why dun we share e seat. then i happily play w him. hahaz. but tt's e onli time i met him. who noe who he is can tell mi? hahaz...

n when i m 6 yrs old. i celebrated my birthdae w my cousin who is 1 yr younger than mi.

i tink tis is one of e sexiest dress i eva worn in my life. wahahaz! n definitely one of my most beautiful shot liao. sighz.


e thinnest pic u can eva find of mi! n apparently my mum said tt was becoz i was suffering frm a consistent bad cough. tt i cldnt eat anitin properly. so lose alot of weight.

n tis is e last pic i can find of mi tt is presentable. after tt i look reallie gross w my ugly specs n of course. i grew fat. sighz. yeahz.

arhz. n tis shld end off my childhood photos entry. if i still look so good now i will be reallie happie. hahaz.

to those who hav blogs...i wanna c ur baby pics lehz! then we can all laugh together. hahaz. i tink all children r cute. reallie. sighz. why cant we turn back time lehz?

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:59 pm

alrite. how do u noe if u r reallie unfit?

when an ah pek who is at least 3 times older than you. not onli swim faster than you but hav a betta stamina than you.

wow liao! ultimate insult lorz. but nvm. i m still vry happie tt i swam 12 laps in total. even though it's not alot but at least i managed to ok? e last time i swam was like 4 mths ago. n in between tt i didnt exactly exercise. nvm. one dae i will be able to swim like a fish again. hahaz.

n juz for ur info. do u noe tt almost all my entries begin w 'alrite' ? hahaz. i tink i muz be trying to come to peace w myself tt i kept on saeing alrite. hahaz.

ok time to blog abt my mundane life. hahaz. prepare for a long entry n hopefully. if blogger cooperate. i will post photos. if nt then too bad!

first of all. i went back to rj w yii ean on mondae. to collect my horrendous results cert n e yr bk. n e yr bk is reallie vry sianz. notin much except tt in one of e band performance photos i look vry pro! hahaz. which is total opposite frm e truth lahz.

we kept on eatin n finally ended up eating ice cream. hahaz.

watched cars! n it's reallie vry nice. though it's abit sianz in e middle part. but e cars r reallie cute n e plot is vry nice. i luv it!!! i tink pixar nv goes wrong. seriously. unlike other productions who produced shark tale etc. i m a pixar fan!!!

next. i shld tok abt dvc. last wk was e last wk of dvc. e last wk! yes! e last wk. can u see the smile on my face? hahaz. no more bus leader. no more expensive phone bill. no more traffic jams. no more screaming children in an small enclosed area.
but it also means no more cute children. no more lame jokes between e leaders n teachers esp w mr song. no more playing of basketball w my b1. no more calling all e teachers "Lao SHi!!!". no more suaning mr song "be a man? do your job!". hahaz. no more gossiping w e leaders. no more pestering of e teachers n leaders. etc.

so i guess. i do enjoy working in dvc. minus e bus leader part. seriously. hahaz. i was informed by others tt my past entries on my 'supreme unlucky' bus leader role hav caused them to laugh non-stop. great manz. all of u out there r sadists who build ur happiness on others' misery! beware! one dae such bad luck will fall on u. then it will be my turn to laugh! waahaa! heez.

alrite. let mi present to u. m b1 class of wk c !

this is not a great shot. but then tis class is not vry cooperative w regards to taking photos so u cant reallie blame mi. hahaz.
Clara Foong. Jordan(he's reallie tall. 1.74 m). Rachel. Bryan. Grace. Faith. Si Hui. Wan Qi. Chun Sheng (twin bro 1. pro artist). Chun Wei(twin bro 2). Clara Tay. Anna. Johann. Ayeesha(identical twin 1). Kashmirra(identical twin 2). Kanaka. Michelle. Ern Jie. Cheryl. Michaela. Andrew. Melissa. Yun Da. Sarah. Yu Cheng. Audrina.

n tis r my bus children for last wk of dvc!

not all of them r inside but aren't them cute? hahaz.

si ying. wei kiat. tammy. michelle. evan. yun da. bryceton. kenneth. jia ying. benedict. thomas. bryan. shaunn.

my bus children r vry cute! but they r vry vry naughty. keep on fighting in e bus wan. then ended up i keep on scolding them. sighz. but they r reallie cute! hahaz. n thanx goodness. i got back my first wk uncle who know his wae vry vry well. so no worries! yeahz!


tammy! who is the best camper of her class...she is very sweet! n blur. hahaz. she can actuallie left her bag in sch.


shaunn. he can actuallie burp out his sentences. yes. burp instead of tok. was abit disgusting lahz. but still quite cute. hahaz.


si ying. who told mi sum interesting stuff abt her previous bus leader. hahaz. she took e central bus last june but her parents placed her n her bro on north bus this time. hmmz. sure tell u tt i m a betta bus leader! yeahz!


jia ying. a reallie sweet gurl. i wan my daughter to look like tis!!! hahaz. but she arhz. is actuallie quite naughty wan. hahaz.


kenneth! nt my fellow leader but a cute little boy. he is reallie obedient. arhz! so ke ai!!!


bryan. my 3rd bryan on e bus. hahaz. i hav a bryan on my bus each wk. but tis bryan is quite problematic. but when he is ok...he is actuallie vry cute! hahaz.


bryceton. he is quite poor ting coz e rest of e children keep on teasing him abt his name. they keep on calling him - bicylc- ton. sighz. hahaz. but he is a nice boy!


evan. dr seet's grandnephew. but he is reallie vry vry naughty. keep on stepping on my toes! arghz! but he is actuallie vry cute lahz. too bad he is so naughty. sighz.


thomas n benedict. i kept on confusing them e first 2 daes. hahaz. they reallie look quite alike. as if they r brothers but they r actuallie cousin. hahaz.


n now i shall move to this special child of e camp...n he is none other than...e chicken little look-alike! his name is bryan. oh my goodness! i met like 5 bryans in 3 wks of dvc. hahaz.

vry cute rite? he is e superstar in his class...arhz! so cute! i didnt like e movie but this boy is reallie cute!!!

nothing much happened to mi as a bus leader except tt on tuesdae i suddenly need to go to e washroom urgently. it is reallie nua. coz e uncle cldnt find a washroom for me n it's onli at e 3 place tt we finally managed to find a reallie cannt make it toilet. where e lock doesnt work!!! arghz! ok nvm. it's reallie embarrassing. sighz.

n on thurs. on our excursion to changi beach. my wk b bus uncle. e wan who kept on losing his wae. e wan who drove e exhaust gas filled airon bus. was supposed to bring us to e beach. but nt onli was he late. he drove to e other campus instead of rgps n tt campus is in tampines can. he was vry late. n mr song n dear yee ke-ow gave mi knowing nods. sighz.

but e worst was nt over yet. e bus broke down outside adam food centre on our wae back to e sch. in e middle of e rd. at e traffic junction. n e irony is. those who r awake r nt even aware tt e bus broke down. n e wan who was sleeping becoz she was taking medication for her throat infection. cough n runny nose which caused her to be drowsy. aroused frm her sleep within a second when she hear e engine sound became a mere hum. tsktsk! hahaz.

e poor uncle had to go under e bus in e middle of e rd. at a traffic junction to repair e bus. seriously tt bus is a piece of junk. sighz. i hope e uncle will hav betta luck soon.

n i will like to reaffirm my observation tt children nowadaes cannt make it can. seriously. wow liao. i will nv allow my children to become like tis. nv eva. provided i hav children. walk then complain tis complain tt. cannt make it.

on another note. the following 2 pple r my lao shi! hahaz.

ms gina!!! 2 of us so poor ting. hav to tolerate kenneth's nonsense. hahaz.


mr song! my b7 teacher n now b1 teacher. n he's actuallie frm RV! oh my goodness.

tis is reallie freaky. coz all my classes. at least e other leader or e teacher is frm RV except when i was doing A8 with kenneth n gina. tis shows tt i m reallie fated to meet RV pple. starting frm xiao qing. my fellow leader in my first camp. to kah ming. my supreme blur uncle-ish leader. to grandpa francis. who is also my band senior. to mr song. n lastly to yee ke-ow. scary! hahaz. why all e RV pple go to work in DVC arhz? hmmz.

went for dvc gathering on wed w yee ke-ow. met peici on e train n wei peng n shi wei at e mrt. somehow or e other. we actuallie managed to find our wae to e bus. hahaz. went to wondergolf at sentosa n played golf for e first time in my life. goodness. it's reallie supreme nuax. hahaz. n though i m nt a gd player but i managed to score 4 hole in one stroke ok! hahaz. betta than last yr bowling gathering where i ended up as e long-kang ball queen coz i hav e lowest score n my ball kept on ending up in e drains. hahaz. n i actuallie won e 'sweet' player award coz dr seet insisted on it. hmmz. she reallie treats mi vry well tis time round lehz. this is weird. hahaz.

celebrated wendy's birthdae! happie birthdae gurl! yeahz!

n then went to play frisbee at palawan beach. it's reallie vry tiring to run on sand i tell u. i was so breathless after e gurlz managed to score a pt tt i asked for time out. hahaz. pai sehz. n it's onli like 15 mins. it's so much worse than playing basketball w my b1 class for half an hour. faintx. but i reallie enjoyed myself! hahaz. hopefully will hav another wan coming up! yeahz!

n i muz sae tt sentosa reallie changed alot. hahaz. coz i haven being there since i was pri 6. n tt's 7 yrs ago. hahaz. pai sehz lahz. i live in a cave n study cave scriptures. hahaz.

suffering frm allegic reaction to dun noe wat. so taking even more drowsy medication. hahaz. was like zombie like yesterdae at e library w yee keow. but i still managed to tok to wei peng on e phone for 2 hours plus until 3 plus am. power rite? hahaz.

n i muz sae tt medical check up is quite nuax. it's onli when i m doin medical checkup tt i realised my medical history quite happening. hahaz. n doing urine test is realle...erhz. a first time for mi lahz. x rae wise. i tink e chest x rae is ok lahz. less troublesome than e spine x rae i took n slightly more troublesome than e finger x rae i took so mani times. coz need to change out n stand in a realie weird position. hahaz. like a chicken like tt! tsktsk.

ok lahz. shall end off here. b4 i bored aniwan else to tears...

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 1:49 pm

alrite. before aniwan tink i am abandoning this blog for good. i betta start blogging again. heez. aniwae juz wanna sae a BIG THANK YOU to my fav hedgehog/porcupine for e cute stuffed lion he gave mi as birthdae presenz. [hintx to others arhz!].

let mi introduce...samuel jr aka pork-queue-pine!


isnt he cute? hahaz. hair as messy n standing straight juz like samuel's! hahaz. i can feel daggers being thrown in my direction.

so basically i went to 2 concerts in 3 daes. hahaz. went for RJC A Tempo at VCH on fridae. was a mad rush on fridae coz i had to work in dvc in e morning n afternoon n bring the children back on e bus. n to further complicate stuff. i left my change of clothes in e sch! arhz!!! so in e end need to go to my darlin son's house to borrow shoes. sighz. hahaz. n rushed down to VCH w yee ke-ow who kindly accompany mi thruout my search. heez.

reached VCH in time n i muz sae i enjoyed e performance. heez. arhz. my juniors. u all feeling happie now? u all seriously improved alot frm play earlier in e yr. seriously. though i spotted a few mistakes (hint hint) but overall e band is improving. yeahz! n princess ur solo vry gd! *beams*

then on sundae yee ke-ow n mi went to RV/Yuhua combined alumni band concert at esplanade. n i m thoroughly entertained. hahaz. met penny n her fren. becoz we performed at esplanade b4 therefore yee ke-ow n i noe where will e performers be coming out. n guess who we met while waiting at e bus bay? a leaner. more shuai song wee! i cant even recognise him. oh my goodness! to tink i used to sit rite beside him. faintx.

gave marlom his birthdae presenz. hahaz. n reminded him once again tt he owe mi! but i muz complain tt his solo abit e short. abit onli. went there to support him n it turned out onli like tt. sighz. n met grandpa there too! in exchange for a choc. i got a cookie n a choc back. gd bargain! hahaz. n muz sae e whole performance is enjoyable though there was 1 repeated song frm RJ concert. heez.


yupz. e 4 rjc pple! yee ke-ow. me. marlom (e soloist). n vicky! hahaz.

went out w vicky last thurs. n hav a supreme filling dinner at cafe cartel. hahaz. was happily chatting awae w her. it proved to be a relief frm my supreme stressed life in dvc. sighz. shall elaborate later on.

alrite. so now it's time to move on to dvc. since it takes up more than 5 daes of each of my wks.
n this is my class 2 wks ago (refer to previous entry)...A8!


w their item's props n costumes!


e whole class acting cute. but i tink kenneth is e most 'act cute' of all. hahaz.

my class of A8: (29)
Sheri-lyn. Ming Xuan(Mr Bygone). Cheryl. Natalie. Shawn. Dawn. Alex. Jeriel. Jania. Shu Li. Li-ann. Kyna. Nicole. Caithlin. Debbie. Rui Yi. Nurul. Yee Cheng. Clara. Simon. Ying Shan. Meryl. Bryan. Francesca. Martin. Calvin. Chloe. Vienna. Ryan.

n e following r my bus children! (15 of them)


Jerrine. Bryan. Ying Shan. Max. Meryl. Eilun. Jolene. Brittney. Yi Ching. Debbie. Firdaus. Nurul. Remus. Ryan.


n last but nt least. amos!

next is my B1 class last wk...of 30 pple! another huge class. n tis time round i m working w yee ke-ow n rizal! hahaz. we hav a fun time even though e excursions r reallie sianz.


Abigail. Ryan. Vanessa. Gilian. Danielle. Neuton. Daphne. Julena. Elizabeth. Isabelle. E Mae. Matthew. Yihan. Keith. Jowen. Mei Shu. Tristan. Jasmine. Qi Jun. Athirah. Dionnis. Rachel. Jessica. Zhen Hui. Edison. Cheryl-ann. Kimberley. Lauren. Leonard. Xin Yi.


yupz. n lastly let mi introduce my last wk bus children...30 of them.

Zenas. En Siang. Adam. Sean. Yao Chieh. Cheryl-ann. Sara. Natalie. Alexander. Eugene. Emma. Megan. Klara. Sharmaine. Vanessa. Yang Dingg. Grace. Tanya. Jia Cai. Darryl. Valerie. Osel (Older Brother). Yeshe (Younger Brother). Danielle (Cousin). Kimberly. Bryan. Nadia. Phoebe. Jean Wei. Celeste.

here r some of them. hahaz. sighz. coz last wk was so hectic tt all my kids dun noe went where. so didnt take w all of them. sighz.


my favourite boys! bryan. adam. en siang n zenus (aka zorro). hahaz.


Grace. she looks so sweet rite?


Kimberly. one of my most obedient gurlz.


phoebe. n i keep on making fun of her name. hahaz. keep on calling her ph-ee-be or floo-be! hahaz.


shermaine n she is another sweet gurl. hahaz. i wish my daughter will be like tis. hmmz.


valerie. e most un-valerie gurl i hav eva met. e valerie(s) i knew r all so diff frm her. hahaz.


n yang dingg! my gurl frm last yr S5 class.

though my children r rather cute but sighz. my bus leader life last wk was worse than e first wk. i still remember e previous entry i said tt e onli bad thing tt haven happened to me is e bus didnt break down halfwae. well it came true last mondae.

on mondae morning w 30 children on my bus list. i expected a big bus to come to fetch us. but tata! 2 vans appeared instead n both r so packed tt i hav to carry one of the children on my lap n squeezed e rest into e 2 vans. was kena scolded by e parents abt e safety of e children. but there is nothing i can do abt it wat!

so in e afternoon the bus operator sent this big bus which is nt onli louya but old n cant reallie move tt kind. e aircon is like contaminated by e exhaust gases. n e uncle dun noe e wae. while travelling halfwae along lornie rd. it almost break down. then when we reached our 2nd stop (jalan kayu). it totally broke down n cannt move at all. thanx goodness e bulk of my kids hav alrdy alighted at ang mo kio n i onli hav 2 children left for e yishun stop so we hav to take a taxi back.

on tuesdae. e uncle lost his wae n we r stuck in e jam for so long tt we were 40 mins late. i was so stressed becoz e children kept on whining to me tt their classes wun wait for them n tt how late they were. i was so stressd tt i totally break down can. wow liao. i ran out of e bus immediately once we reached e sch. cry until like dun noe wat. sighz. reallie cannt take it lorz

for e rest of e wk. e uncle kept on losing his wae n e bus keep on wanna break down ani moment. n we were always late. we were nv on time. i bet u can imagine my relief when e wk finally ended n i dun hav to breathe in exhaust gases filled air con. reallie.

n to end this on a happie note. B1 won best item last wk thanx to yee ke-ow n mi of course. our lameness is e ulimate in e whole camp. hahaz. n tis is e first time i win best item! wooho!

will try to blog more next time n i finally managed to upload my photos. link on e rite hand side. *beams*

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 9:54 pm

alrite. in short i feel abit pissed. rephrased. not abit. but vry irritated. i m nt going to hav aniting to do w tt tuition centre animore! first of all i need to spend an hour giving a trial tuition session. when i can spend e time earning more money else where. i understand this is to ensure tt e students will get a gd n reliable tuition teacher but that does not mean i need to undergo ani humiliation ok!

alrite lahz. actuallie it's nt tt bad. on e dae itself. e family was vry nice n my tutee of e dae was nice too. but who knows wat happen after i left their house n they hav a private family talk?

my teaching style is tt if u hav ani qns u ask mi first. when i m explaining. u dun understand. u ask. n i will try to re-explain or rephrase e whole thing until u get it. i dun mind repeatin n repeatin coz e most impt thing is tt u get it. so if u dun get it u betta ask. wat's e purpoose of a tuition teacher? it's simply to clear up ur doubts n help u catch up w ur sch work. simple n easy.

so why didnt u raise ani qns when i ask u? n when i finally managed to squeeze 1 or 2 qns frm u why didnt u ask mi when u dun understand my explanation. u r taking combined science n i dun c why. mi a pure science student wun be able to understand ur qns. come on lahz. ur combined science syllabus is so simple i reallie thot it will be smooth sailing. apparently i m wrong.

n u actuallie dare to tell ur mum tt my explanation is nt gd!!! wat e h---! ello! u dun even noe how 2 read a velocity-time graph nor an accelerration-time graph properly! u dun noe wat e area or e gradient of e graph meant! u dun even noe e essential formula. i was quite happie when i c tt u understand e concepts i teached u. perhaps i was reallie wrong. n now e agent thot tt i m a lousy tuition teacher. great manz.

nvm. i shall search for another agency n find another tutee. aniwan got ani agency to recommend? i dun wan to join another nua agency.

alrite. i finally finished venting. hav been holding back for a full dae. tokking abt sumting else. went to e bk fair n pc show yesterdae. n i tell u. i m totally squashed in e pc show. i cant even move!!! it's tt nuax. there r so mani pple tt i finally get to see human traffic jam in a shopping complex. but i did grab alot of brochures on laptops coz need to buy laptops when entering university mahz. so muz do market survey first. hahaz. n now i m considering buying a nokia n series phone. hmmz. aniwan hav them? can give mi a recommendation?

n on fridae. e last dae of e camp for this wk. we hav our concert item. my class wan is vry gd. hahaz. all thanx to kenneth n his funnie ideas. i always thot he was like how serious n follow-the-rules person. but i m totally wrong. he's supreme act cute! faintx. imagine a 25 yrs old guy doing tt. tsktsk. ms gina n i called him 'mr popular' coz all e gurlz wanna take photos w him. hahaz.

e following lyrics r his work:

[london bridge is falling down tune]
pitcher plants caught little flies. little flies. little flies.
pitcher plants caught little flies. pitcher plants.
(used to show how e pitcher plants catch n kill flies)

[i want to break free tune]
i want to break free!!! i want to break free!!!
(used to show why carbonated drinks like coke will flow out after shaken)

[when e night has come...]
when the night has come. when the cockroach come.
they see food. food is the only they can see.

when the cockroach come. mr bygone comes.
n he "psst". he sprays cockroach. cockroach down.

oh cockroach cockroach down. by him. oh...down by him
oh my bygone. he is good...we love him!

everywan laughed like mad lahz. n we got e best class award!!! yeahz! hahaz.

next wk i m doing b1. pri 4 n 5 children. i will be going to this space port place (which i nv heard before) n labrador park. sighz. to feed mosquitoes. setting up camp on fridae was a mess coz both my teacher n leader (ms chiong yee keow) cannt make it. i was so panicky i almost cry can. thanxfully this vry nice teacher. ms angeline agreed to help mi finished covering e tables w newspapers n elieen helped mi get ready e stuff we need on mondae. hopefully everyting will be fine. coz my last experience w b class was horrible. but working w yee keow will be fun!!! hahaz.

okok. will be uploading e pics soon. will specially dedicate a post to photos including my prom photos (which i looked damn gross) n band outing ages ago. hahaz. my cam memory is burstin!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 1:13 pm

alrite. i didnt mean to mia for so long. heez. was really busy...working. sighz. instead of working on fridae onli. i ended up working until sundae for amore fitness. and e standing reallie kills. seriously. i felt so tired standing until 10 pm each nite tt i dreamt abt osim isqueeze if i m not wrong. sighz. n i conclude tt i m nt suitable for sales becoz i m nt aggressive at all. therefore my sales were reallie bad. sighz.

went to e dvc camp set up on sat morning b4 making my wae down to suntec to work. met my teacher n fellow leader. both who r new comers. i m foreva w newcomers. n i m e bus leader. which means i take care of little children (ranging frm 7 yrs old to 11 yrs old) in a bus/van and hav to deal w all kinds of probs which i will elaborate later on.

on mondae. e first dae of e camp. becoz i was informed tt i m fetching 15 children to sch therefore i expected a big/normal bus to come n fetch us. i met 1 of e 2 children i m supposed to take care of at e first pick up pt (yishun). we waited frm 7.45am to 8am yet we didnt see ani bus. so i decided it was time to call e bus uncle. to my horror e uncle told mi tt he had swaped his bus route w e other uncle whose hp no i dun hav. i started to feel frantic. after mani phone calls. i finally realised tt i was waiting at one end of e block while e uncle is at e other end. n e van is so small i doubt it can even ferry 10 children.

wat can go wrong went wrong for mi. e uncles nt onli swapped their bus routes they also swapped e buses/vans. so e bigger van is used to ferry e 5 children on e other route while e smaller wan is used by mi to fetch 15 children. e aircon didnt work n we were 20 mins late. when i reached my 2nd pick up pt. i cldnt find e 3 children i m in charge of. i was so frantic tt i ran around looking for them. after running 2 rounds around e gathering pt (which is surrounded by 8 blocks of flats) i finally managed to call one of e parents n received a big scolding frm him. he was alrdy on his wae to e sch coz we were vry late.

i finished picking up e rest of e children at e 3rd pick up pt. by then e bus was so cramped n stuffy tt i had to manually fan them. sighz. my hope tt e 2nd dae will improve vanished early next morning when one of my children at e first pick up pt was late. becoz of him. once again we were late n e parents were quite pissed. n who do they scold? ME. wat e h---. as if i can control everything lahz. i cant do anitin abt e small van. i dun hav e power to change bus operator n use a bigger bus to ferry e children.

n for e first time in e wk. we were almost on time on wednesdae. but tt was becoz i didnt wait for 2 gurlz at e last pick up pt. nt becoz i like to but becoz i was told tt i can onli wait for them for 5 mins. if they dun turn up by then. we have to leave. i was harassed by one of e parents tt e children was on their wae n i MUZ wait for them. n when i said i cldnt. she said tt i was being unreasonable since they waited for mi e past 2 daes. i told her it was becoz of unforeseen probs n she retorted tt e children faced 'unforeseen probs' too. n she went on n on n waste my phone bill. in e end i cldnt take it animore n told her to call e headquarters if she has ani objections coz i hav no sae in e issue. n to add frost to snow. i fall down at e last pick up pt n nt onli did i sprain my left ankle. i bruised my rite knee. i was reallie d--- irritated lahz.

n my prog is reallie exciting lorz. we need to braze our wae thru a secondary forest on tuesdae. imagine my horror when i realised tt my grp is assigned to be e first grp to enter e forest to find e pitcher plants. branches lined w thorns. bulky roots. spider webs in e face. dead leaves. mud. mosquitoes. crickets. it's even worse than sungei buloh. my 'fav' place during dvc camps. out of e 4 camps i hav done. 3 camps had been spent going to sungei buloh. onli this camp i m spared. hopefully. becoz i m changing my prog frm A8 to B1 next wk. wish mi luck manz.

n i faced probs launching e water pressure rocket (rokit) tt i spent like 2 hours w sam trying to figure out wat went wrong. even though i juz done e same expt a yr ago but i can remember much abt it. when e rocket finally launches. e 2 of us almost got drenched n we were laughin hysterically. i m seriously goin mad.

but w so mani bad things muz mention e gd things. at least my working partners r great. even though ms gina (teacher) n kenneth r both newcomers they r reallie gd. n they r vry funnie too. provide mi sum relief frm all e unlucky things i experienced thus far. n my children r quite well behaved even though there are 29 of them. e biggest class i hav ever taken. although they r onli pri 2/3 but some of them r reallie vry obedient and matured. i m reallie impressed.

tt's all for e past few daes. at least 2dae is going smoothly for mi becoz we were early. reallie early tis morning. need to go n pack my small goodies bags for my class now liao. i do hope tt our class concert item will turn out fine. becoz e script tt kenneth came up w is reallie funnie.

i hope my swelling will go down soon. sighz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 6:55 pm