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More on the Housing Crisis [02 Apr 2010|01:40pm]
I need to start posting on this electronic journal again - things of interest and whatever comes to mind.

More on the Housing Crisis

Timeline of how the economy and housing market collaspe. Note: All times are approximate. This opinion is based on experience, and talking with older people.

1985 - 1992: 80's housing crisis.

Early 1990s: Perhaps due to the 80's housing slump, congress passed a law that capital gains tax is no longer paid for real estate gains. So, you could buy real estate, sell it a few years later, and if you make a profit, no taxes are paid on that profit.

1992 - 2006: Since there was no longer a capital gains tax, people started to see real estate as not just a normal residence but an investment. People built properties, "flipped" properties, built lots and lots of homes on a small piece of land, and sold them for profits. This was the boom era of real estate. Houses seemed to go up faster than population growth. I call this the "artificial growth". Why? Because it was based on speculation of real estate as an investment and not as a place of residence, so there were more houses being built than people needing (or could afford) to buy a house.

Early 2000's: Financial de-regulation went into effect so banks could pretty much do whatever they wanted. This included two key things: 1. Selling subprime mortgages, so now people who couldn't afford to buy a house could now do so (or shouldn't, because of a poor credit score), 2. "Gambling" on loans (bundling, re-selling). And some other things I don't quite understand.

Mid 2000's: Fuel prices started to rise due to "speculation". Because the economy was doing so well (impart because real estate was doing so well), people were going places, buying gas-guzzling SUVs, and buying fuel. "Speculators" speculated that gasoline would be worth more and more. So, barrels of oil were starting to become very expensive, and people were buying it up because they were taking the gamble (there's that word again, gamble) that oil would be worth more when they sell it. This drove the price at the pump up and up and up. .

May 2006: Housing market peaks.

2007, 2008: Because the US economy is so dependent on oil to run everything - from airlines to truckers to making plastics - businesses could no longer afford to operate like they did before when oil was cheaper. This is when everything came snowballing down. First, people lost their jobs, and because they couldn't buy anything that hurt other businesses and more people lost their jobs. Because people lost their jobs they could not pay their mortgage. Because mortgages had been "bundled and sold, bundled and sold", all that money at the top came crashing down. Suddenly, people were not able to pay for their housing investment much less their primary residence. And Wall-Street, because they had gambled that this boom was going to keep going, fell.

Sept 2008: Official collaspe. Hardest hit areas are areas with housing built in 2005-2006.

This is why gambling at this magnitude is bad. This is why regulation is good. I don't want this to happen again. Why do I care? Because we bought a house in Aug 2006 and we are still incredibly upsidedown in it. Thankfully both Hernan and I have kept our jobs and can afford the payment. But I'm keeping an eye out on the housing market, because once its better we can get out of the bad loan.

My prediction: Housing market will recover to 2006 levels in 2017. Housing recovery will start to model population growth (which is slow). There will not be another housing boom because there is nothing congress can do, like they did in the 90's, to make real estate an attractive investment again. Congress is offering an $8500 tax credit, rates are at all-time lows, and its STILL bad.
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My Guilty Pleasure Confession [10 Sep 2009|01:39pm]
My confession to make...I'm addicted to the show America's Next Top Model. I started watching ANTM while on maternity leave. I've never been one for reality TV shows, and never interested in modeling. But for some reason, I really like this show.
How can I relate? Most of the girls don't seem very intelligent. I've never wanted to be a model. When I was a teenager (and in college) I didn't have an interest in fashion and makeup.
Things changed when I started working. During college I had three internships and got a taste of what office life was all about, further motivating me to finish school sooner rather than later. I grasped the engineering concepts rather quickly, but it took me a while before I grasped how important it is to look good on the job. During my last internship, I was lectured by my boss about dressing better. I was very upset with her, but later I realized she had a point.
But even after I graduated and hired on full-time, it still hadn't sunk in yet. Why should people care about how you dress if you do a good job?
The reason why is basic human pychology. When you dress well, you put on the impression that because you took the time to dress well and take care of yourself, then the job must be important to you.
I have dressed better over the years, especially since I came back from maternity leave. I have done very well at my career thus far, especially recently. I'm working just as hard as I didn't before.
ANTM is a show that is all about makeup and fashion. I like to read fashion magazines every now and then. I enjoy looking good; dressing well makes feel good about myself. It gives me some extra confidence.
Tyra said once on the show that the girls must "walk confindently, speak intelligently, and look good." This doesn't just apply to the modeling world.
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Letting Go [08 Mar 2009|06:51pm]

When I became a mom, I started learning, and still learning, many new things. Obviously, I’m learning on the way (with some mistakes) how to take care of a baby. I’m also working on learning to say “no” and learning how to “uncommit” from things that are not the most important to me. I’m also working on balancing work and family, and the process of Letting Go.

 

I’ve read a lot about Letting Go…something that all moms have to go through at some point. For me, it was going back to work, and going to work every day. For some women, it is stopping breastfeeding, and for others, their children going off to kindergarten. It is certainly a hard thing. For me, it’s something that must be done.

 

I’m reminded of the Buddhist principle of Letting Go, essentially part of the Four Noble Truths. Letting Go is part of the process of ending suffering. Does this apply for me, letting go of my son when I go to work every day? Actually, it does.

 

When I say goodbye to my son in the mornings, it’s hard. Even though it’s early in the morning, he realizes that I’m leaving. He cries and I hug him and want to cry too. At that moment I want to be with him all day, and not go to work. But I must go to work, so I leave him in his crib and hear him cry all the way to the garage. I want to go back to him, but I don’t, and I feel so heartbroken.

 

But once I start that car engine, and I don’t hear him anymore; that feeling is gone. Once I get to work I’m focused and I do my job and I enjoy my job. I don’t call the daycare to see how he’s doing. I leave the office at the same time every day to pick him up from daycare, and it’s the best time of the day, seeing his face light up when I come get him. Then we spend the rest of the evening together having fun.

 

Work is something that is valuable to me and important to me, both practically and mentally. I understand this, and thus the Letting Go process must happen. But once it does, the “suffering” ends and I’m actually happier overall.

 

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"Global Warming" [10 Jan 2009|10:18am]
Someone sent me this e-mail (pasted below):

Science
Sea Ice Ends Year at Same Level as 1979
Thirty years of sea ice data. The record begins at 1979, the year satellite observations began (Source: Arctic Research Center, University of Illinois)

Rapid growth spurt leaves amount of ice at levels seen 29 years ago.

Thanks to a rapid rebound in recent months, global sea ice levels now equal those seen 29 years ago, when the year 1979 also drew to a close.

Ice levels had been tracking lower throughout much of 2008, but rapidly recovered in the last quarter. In fact, the rate of increase f rom September onward is the fastest rate of change on record, either upwards or downwards.

The data is being reported by the University of Illinois's Arctic Climate Research Center, and is derived from satellite observations of the Northern and Southern hemisphere polar regions.

Each year, millions of square kilometers of sea ice melt and refreeze. However, the mean ice anomaly -- defined as the seasonally-adjusted difference between the current value and the average from 1979-2000, varies much more slowly. That anomaly
now stands at just under zero, a value identical to one recorded at the end of 1979, the year satellite record-keeping began.

Sea ice is floating and, unlike the massive ice sheets anchored to bedrock in Greenland and Antarctica, doesn't affect ocean levels. However, due to its transient nature, sea ice responds much faster to changes in temperature or precipitation and is therefore a useful barometer of changing conditions.

Earlier this year, predictions were rife that the North Pole could melt entirely in 2008. Instead, the Arctic ice saw a substantial recovery. Bill Chapman, a researcher with the UIUC's Arctic Center, tells DailyTech this was due in part to colder temperatures in the region. Chapman says wind patterns have also been weaker this year. Strong winds can slow ice formation as well as forcing ice into warmer waters where it will melt.

Why were predictions so wrong? Researchers had expected the newer sea ice, which is thinner, to be less resilient and melt easier. Instead, the thinner ice had less snow cover to insulate it from the bitterly cold air, and therefore grew much faster than expected, according to the National Snow and Ice Data Center.


In May, concerns over disappearing sea ice led the U.S. to officially list the polar bear a threatened species, over objections from experts who claimed the animal's numbers were increasing.


Global Warming? New Year Ushers in New Snowfall Records
By P.J. Gladnick (Bio | Archive)
January 1, 2009 - 11:23 ET
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As soon as your humble correspondent flipped on the TV set this New Year morning, he heard an MSNBC report about record levels of snowfall that just hit the Pacific Northwest. Checking around the web, it turns out that other parts of the country were also hit with record levels of snowfall. Here are a few of the reports starting with this one in the Green Bay Press Gazette&nb sp; (emphasis mine):
Green Bay ended the month with 45.6 inches of snowfall, the most of any December on record.

It buried the previous record of 36.4 inches, set in December 1887, but fell 2.6 inches short of matching the snowiest month of all time for Green Bay. That record goes to March 1888, with 48.2 inches, which helped the winter of 1887-88 become the snowiest winter in Green Bay history at 147.7 inches total.

And in the more liberal part of Wisconsin, Madison, the snowfall records are already tumbling as reported in the Wisonsin State Journal:


With about three months to go in the winter of 2008-09, Madison could end up with the average total amount of snow for a season already before the calendar is flipped to the new year.
With 42.9 inches already in November and December, the 1-3 inc hes expected on Tuesday could push the snowfall total up to the average 45 inches that normally falls in any given winter in these parts, with the brunt of winter still to come.

The record snowfall in December is now at 38.6 inches, breaking the previous December mark of 35 inches set in 2000 as well as the previous monthly mark of 37 inches that fell in February 1994.

I loved the movie Fargo and in that North Dakota city snowfall records also fell as you can see in this report:

Fargo's December snowfall total as of 6 a.m. was 30.5 inches, which broke the previous record of 29.2 inches set in December 1927, according to the weather service.

Grand Forks also set a record with 30.1 inches of snowfall this December, compared to the previous record of 27.6 inches set back in 1918.

It will be interesting to see what the Global Warming Alarmists of the Boston Globe will make of this story whic h just appeared in their own newspaper yesterday:
SPOKANE, Wash. - Spokane residents were trying to dig out yesterday after a record-breaking month of snow collapsed roofs and clogged streets. Bismarck, N.D., also set a snowfall record.


And how was the weather at midnight as the New Year was marked by the famous ball drop in Times Square? The New York Post describes the scene:

In a fitting end to a miserable year that saw an economic meltdown, Wall Street's collapse and massive job losses, bitter cold descended on New York to usher out 2008...

...Hundreds of thousands of bundled-up celebrants descended on the Crossroads of the World - huddled in blankets and shielded under umbrellas.

Driving snow pounded many of the early-bird revelers throughout yesterday, and by midnight, the mercury had plummeted to 18 degrees. Howling wind gusts of up to 40 mph made it feel below zero at times.

So the New Year has been heralded in by record snowfall and bitterly cold temperatures but will the Global Warming Alarmists in the media notice? And will some enterprising reporter out there ask Al Gore how he can reconcile his Global Warming predictions with the incredibly cold weather we've been having recently including snowstorms in Las Vegas and snowfall in New Orleans?


Here is my response to that person:

I'm glad you sent me this. It will give me the chance to clear the air about what "global warming" actually is.
I'm no expert by any means, but as an engineer, a scientist, and a pilot (pilot probably the most credible...pilots need to know ALOT about weather), I think I've formed a sound opinion on what GW is.
I believe GW is a combination of natural global cyclical climate change and man-made environmental pollution influencing the environment.
I'll site the example...remember the ozone hole over Antarctica that was trapping green house gases, that in turn caused some global warming? The hole was caused by chlorofluorocarbons (CFCs), a man made substance. A good place to read about ozone depletion is here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ozone_hole
Another thing, the problem with the two articles cited is that it explains climate change as a recent phenomenon...it is much more complex that that. In order to understand how the natural global cycle works is to look at the long-term picture, what has been happening over thousands of years. This data generally shows a natural cycle:
http://www.ncdc.noaa.gov/oa/climate/globalwarming.html
NOAA (NOAA and NASA are contracting the GOES-R satellites to Lockheed) has alot of good data to look at if you want to learn more about global climate change. http://www.research.noaa.gov/
What saddens me is that "global warming" has been made into such a political issue. Politics has nothing (or should have) nothing to do with it. GW and climate change is a very scientific phenomenon.  We live on this precious planet with limited recources. We need to keep it as clean as possible for our children and grandchildren, no matter what the climate is doing. We should be greatful for what our beautiful planet has to offer us and quit wasting time on the GW wars and rediculing people who believe we need to protect Mother Earth.
Feel free to pass this on to the person who sent you the articles, if you'd like.
Love,
Bon


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How Pregnancy, Childbirth, and baby Dante has Change Me [22 Dec 2008|09:36am]
I think the title speaks for itself. Dante is napping right now (whew!) and I have a rare moment to myself. I'm going to take the few minutes I have to express how pregnancy, labor/delivery, and taking care of another life entirely has changed my perceptions.

Even though I didn't like pregnancy, childbirth was not fun either, and taking care of a newborn is hard alot of the time, it was a worthwhile experience for many reasons. Of course, the best reason is that I have Dante, the love of my life, the best thing that has ever come into my world. But there are other positive side effects as well.

First of all, for the first time in my life I feel good about my body. I truly feel sexy. I don't mind wearing sexy things and getting my picture taken or being on camera anymore. Before getting pregnant, I would look at celebrities and fashion models and think, "wow, I wish I could look like that". No matter how many compliments Hernan would give me, I wouldn't think I was good enough. Ever. I would think "I have too much fat on my butt and thighs" or "my face isn't pretty enough, it's too round and my nose is too pudgy" or "my boobs aren't big enough". I know it's normal for women to struggle with body image issues, and I certainly did. Then I got pregnant and towards the end I REALLY felt like a cow.

But now, when I look in the mirror, I feel sexy. I see fashion models and think "I'm just as sexy as they are". I look in the mirror and see perfectly portioned hips and feel my boobs are just the right size. I will put on a little bit of makeup and do my hair and think that I look pretty. Of course, this didn't come about until several months after childbirth, and I can't really pinpoint why. Maybe its because I look at my body in a different way. Even though my tummy is not as flat as it used to be, it housed Dante safely for a long time. My hips opened to push Dante out, my breasts feed him every day. Dante sees my faces and smiles.

The next major change is I don't seem to fear losing control anymore. The perfect example here is riding. The reason why I think I never got good at riding a horse was because the horse literally has a mind all its own that I wouldn't always be able to control. Now, I want to ride again. I no longer have that fear of not having control.

For the first time in my life, I am living in the moment. I am content with how things are in my life right now. I have always looked forward to the future and thinking how much "better" it will be then and not really living in the moment. As I sit here listening to Christmas music, there is a certain Zen-like quality in the house that I'm enjoying. Not that there isn't things in the future to look forward to, but I am enjoying the moment, even though Dante is teething.

Gtg, Dante is fussing...have a great holidays, everyone!
-Bon
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It's easy being green [17 Dec 2008|07:31pm]
I just got done watching the finale of the Biggest Loser: Families. I'm addicted to that show. It's crazy how much weight they lose and how hard they work to do it...it's inspiring to me, not because of the weight loss but because of how fit they get. I'm at a healthy weight (I keep losing since I'm breastfeeding) but I feel out of shape because I only work out 3 days/week right now. Hopefully, the new year will change that by the arrival of an elliptical...

The new year will bring alot of changes. One thing I want to do is to be as "green" as possible. Being green is all about creating the least environmental impact as you can, and it is actually pretty easy. The biggest thing one can do to be green is do minimize consumption. Yes, that's right...and it's pretty easy. For instance, don't go out to eat fast food very often. Fast food often has alot of packaging. Minimizing fast food consumption is not only good for your health but good for the environment. Another thing...I'm eating less meat. Meat comes from animals who consume and create waste. It is also healthier to eat less meat, since eating alot of meat can cause colon cancer. We also have reusable grocery bags so less plastic bags are consumed...drink less bottled drinks...reuse silverware, plates, and cups. For Christmas we have a living tree. We did this last year and it worked out great, just decorate a potted tree and plant it in the spring. Unplug appliances when not in use. Use the hand dryer instead of paper towels. Pay bills and store them online. Going "green" is very easy. The only thing I need to work on is diapers...Dante doesn't use cloth diapers. But I'm trying to make up for it by doing all the things I talk about above, and recycle the rest.

Ok, that's it for now. Don't forget to check the baby blog!
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My thoughts on THE ECONOMY [12 Nov 2008|06:20pm]
Heeeeeeeerrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeee we go!!!

In this little article I will examine WHY we are in the financial mess we're in. Today, I saw my retirement savings go down EVEN MORE. Good thing I'm young, and now I'm buying more shares as the stock market continues to plummet, and once it recovers (and it WILL recover, more on that later) then I will have more shares to make money off of.

How did it start? It all started with a thing called GREED.

In the good old days, in order to buy a home, you had to have good credit and a healthy down payment, usually 10 to 15% of the home value. The banks would lend you that money, and you would pay off your loan.

Then, financial institutions got greedy. The idea is this: start lending to people with less than good credit and less or even zero down payment. They would have to finance 100%, doing an 80-20 loan to get out of paying mortgage insurance. The 80% was an ARM, with a low interest rate for a fixed period of time before the interest rate would adjust. The financial institutions would make money all these new ways. MORE people could afford a home now. People with bad credit could afford a home. People with no money could afford a home. All this money would be made on the interest, especially once that interest adjusted.

Once this "new" loan was invented, the companies would then sell this loan to a bigger financial institution, who would sell it to another, who would sell it to guess who...Fannie Mae, Freddy Mac...one of those. I'm pretty sure this is how the chain went about. What they didn't count on was that people who have bad credit and no money would default on their loans...especially once the rate adjusted...DUH!

So the bad credit trickled up. Suddenly, financial institutions could not make money anymore. All these foreclosures happening caused home values to plummet. Institutions could not loan any money because they didn't have any! People and businesses could not get loans anymore, so they were not buying anything. Businesses didn't have money to pay their employees because they couldn't get a loan.

This is why the $700 billion bailout was approved.

This is a perfect example why the free market doesn't work. If these institutions were regulated, instead of allowing to do whatever they wanted, then economy wouldn't suck so much. Instead, the were "deregulated" and the government had to step in and bail them out anyway with taxpayer money. So, every American is affected because every American pays taxes. Even those CEOs, who are making millions of dollars in bonuses. Although they don't have to pay as much because their taxes were lowered by Bush's tax cuts.

We are still in a huge mess. I'm confident that Barack Obama can fix the economy. It will recover. But it won't be easy and it will take a long time.

I think more than anything the government should invest in creating new jobs to help us with our energy independence. People having jobs is the key to getting this economy back on track.
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Some Random Things About Me [09 Nov 2008|09:27pm]
Ok, I admit. I like to talk about myself. Everyone likes to talk about themselves. So, here are a few random things about me that you might already know - or not.

- I am one of those people who has an interest in many things.
- I have studied several types of dance, including jazz, lyrical, ballet, hip-hop, tap, tango, and belly dance. Dance is in my blood, my Grandmother and my mother both dance. Belly dance seems to come most natural to me, and hip-hop the least.
- I've been practicing yoga for over 6 years. You would think by now I'd be better at it...
- I have progressive political views.
- I love biking but only when it's with friends. It's hard to go by myself.
- This weekend I'm taking a Reike workshop.
- I've always pondered getting a tattoo. But I don't know what I would get.
- I work best when I wear jeans and sneakers and a comfortable blouse.
- I like my job
- If I would enter a beauty pageant, I would play trombone for my talent.
- I would like to live in the mountains someday, preferably near an airport.
- I hope to teach my son to fly airplanes someday.
- I like to eat.
- I'm a coffee snob. I only like "good" coffee...like Starbucks or Crowfoot Valley (in Castle Rock).
- I like drinking tea in the afternoon and a glass of red wine a couple of evenings a week.
- I have an interest in fashion. My favorite outfit is jeans and a form-fitting blouse paired with "fashionable" sneakers or ballet flats.
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My Life as a Working Mom [31 Oct 2008|08:46pm]
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A couple of weeks ago I started working again, and like I tell everyone: "It's good to be back at work". I don't think I could be a stay-at-home mom. I did it for nearly 3 months and it just was not for me. At first, I felt kind of guilty, "what kind of mother am I if I don't want to be with my baby 24/7??". But after talking to a few moms at work, I don't feel so bad. They told me not to feel bad. Men don't think twice about it, and neither does society, if they go back to work. It's a double standard. Some women are happy to be a stay-at-home mom and they do a very good job at it because they're happy. I like my job so therefore at work I am happy. I'm one of those that needs the balance of both.

I wasn't emotional about going back to work. It's easier for me because Hernan drops Dante off at daycare. And I feel good about the daycare we picked; an at home daycare in our neighborhood. There are kids of different ages there, so it's like he has older brothers and sisters. I think this is great, and because they interact with him he's learning valuable social skills.

The first day back at work I was so busy I didn't even have time to think much about how I miss Dante. At first, I tried working M-R, 9 hrs a day. This didn't work because I wasn't getting home in time to catch Dante for his last feeding. So, I reduced my hours to M-R, 8 hr days. It's nice. I like working 32 hr weeks better than 40 hr weeks, especially with a baby to take of at the same time. It's a nice balance. When I come home and on weekends I really appreciate my time with Dante.

What is a big change from my life before Dante is that I have a real schedule now! Here is what a typical day for me is:

5:30 AM - wake up, get ready for work, feed Dante and/or pump
6:45 AM - leave for work
7:30 AM - arrive at work
9:00 AM - pumping session #1
12:00 PM - pumping session #2
3:00 PM - pumping session #3
4:00 PM - leave work
4:45 PM - pick up Dante
5:00 PM - home. Take care of Dante, clean bottles, get my lunch ready for the next day
7:00 PM - dinner

Notice that exercise is absent from the schedule. This is because I don't have time...once I get home I'm too busy. Once Dante is older, I might have time again. To make up for it, I exercise extra of Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. I also park at the end of the parking lot where I walk up 4 flights of stairs to get to my desk and I have to take 2 flights to the pumping room. I watch what I eat, at work this is really easy because I just bring healthy meals and snacks.

So far, I'm liking this working mom gig.

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Taking Care of Myself - Part 2 (Results) [25 Sep 2008|10:23pm]
My last post was acceptance of my post-pregnancy body; acceptance that it will never be quite the same again. I think anyone who wants to live a healthier lifestyle, whether it's for weight loss or health reasons or otherwise, should accept their body just the way they are in the present. Get some new clothes and dress your body the way it is NOW and find confidence.

This post is what has happened SINCE then.

Since I had completed step 1, body acceptance, I was ready to move on to step 2, analyzing my goals. My goals were:
1. Eat a healthier diet
2. Get toned

After I thought about those two goals, I added a WHY to eat goal:
1. Eat a healthier diet so I can feel good and pass good nutrition onto my son
2. Get toned so I could have a clean look for the beach when we go to San Diego at the end of September

Goal 1:
One thing that is hard for me is sweets. I LOVE sweets, chocolate, ice cream, cookies...and I needed to find a way to control that as a first step. So, what I did was buy 100 calorie snack packs and 90 calorie Snicker's Ice Cream Bars. At first, I would allow myself 1 snack pack and 1 ice cream bar a day. It was hard at first, and sometimes I would eat 2 snack packs. But, I slowly weened myself to the two treats a day. Then, I started feeling like I needed them less and less, and eventually I went to just 1 treat a day (either 1 snack pack or 1 bar). By changing the rest of my diet, slowly, I didn't crave the sweets nearly as much and started having some self-control.

The other dietary changes were small. I cannot restrict calories because I'm breastfeeding. It was simple, I just ate less processed food and incorporated more fruits and veggies in my diet. I will also now eat slower, chew my food slowly, and really try to taste and enjoy the food instead of just putting it in my mouth. I used to watch TV while I ate, and now I eat every meal at the table. When I'm full, I stop.

Goal 2:
I purchased all 5 of Sarah Ivanhoe's 20 min yoga videos. I do each video once every week for the past 3 weeks. Since they are 20 minutes I can very easily squeeze one into my day. The videos are abs, lower body, upper body, and then a couple of total body videos. After 3 weeks of doing these videos, I've noticed my abs are firmer and I'm more toned overall. What also helps too is in addition to the videos I also do exercises like running, biking, and walking. Doing these depends on my day and how Dante is doing, but nothing else I can push Dante in the stroller. I made a new "workout mix" on my iPod so doing the cardio is more fun.

Other Sources of Motivation:
I've been watching the Biggest Loser. This show is motivating because it's fun to watch the competitions and workouts. The other show I watch is You Are What You Eat. This show is on BBC America. It's about nutrition and takes people from eating bad food to wholesome nutritious food. I learn alot about what to eat and how certain foods effect the body.

How I Feel:
So far, I feel pretty good. I feel like I have more energy. I look in the mirror and I think I'm looking good too. And, I've lost 2 lbs, as a side effect. We'll see how this new approach keeps treating me. So far, so good.
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fun quiz [04 Sep 2008|10:23am]
1. WHAT TIME DID YOU GET UP THIS MORNING? 7:30, when Dante woke up to eat

2. DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? Pearls

3. WHAT IS THE LAST FILM THAT YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? The Dark Knight

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? Ghost Hunters, South Park, Futurama,

5. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? Cereal when I'm at home, Luna Bar when I'm at work, coffee, and fruit

6. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? McCoy

7. WHAT FOOD DO YOU DISLIKE? Avacados

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CD? Madonna, the Immaculate Collections

9. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE? 2006 Volkswagen Jetta Diesel

10. FAVORITE SANDWICH? PB&J

11. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE? inconsideration

12. FAVORITE ITEM OF CLOTHING? jeans

13. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD ON VACATION, WHERE WOULD YOU
GO? Spain

14. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM? Blue

15. What is your FAVORITE BRAND OF CLOTHING? Don't have one

16. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO? A place near an airport but also with its own landing strip and airplane hangar

17. WHAT WAS YOUR MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY? 7 years old, big awesome birthday party, lots of presents

18. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? Football

19. FURTHEST PLACE YOU ARE SENDING THIS? NM

20. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Don't know

21. PERSON YOU EXPECT TO SEND IT BACK FIRST? Don't know

22. FAVORITE SAYING OR QUOTE? "Infinity is very large, especially near the end"

23. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? June 12th, 1982

24. ARE YOU A MORNING OR NIGHT PERSON? neither

25. WHAT IS YOUR SHOE SIZE? 8

26. PETS? Frank, the best cat

27. ANY NEW AND EXCITING NEWS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH US? Dante is the newest thing right now! He's only 5 weeks old

28. WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE? A paleontologist, astronaut or pilot

29. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Good

30. FAVORITE CANDY? M&Ms

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER? White rose

32. WHAT IS A DAY ON THE CALENDAR YOU ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO? Going to San Diego, CA on Sept. 30th

33. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Bonnie McCoy Birckenstaedt

34. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The dishwasher run

35. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? A peach

36. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? No

37. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Blue

38. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? sunny

39. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? Root Beer

40. FAVORITE RESTAURANT? Buenos Aires Pizzaria

41. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Halloween

42. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? My Little Ponies

43. SUMMER or WINTER? summer

44. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs

45. COFFEE OR TEA? both

46. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? I cry alot

48. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? random stuff

49. WHO IS THE FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? Theresa, since 6th grade

50. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Took care of Dante

51. FAVORITE SMELL? Roses

52. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? wasps

53. SALTY OR SWEET? Sweet

54. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR RING? 4

56. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Right now it's the days Hernan has off

57. HOW MANY TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? Many

58. DO YOU MAKE FRIENDS EASILY? Yes
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The Shape of a Mother [02 Sep 2008|10:38am]
As you all know, I just recently had a baby. Dante entered the world on July 29th, 2008 and is exactly 5 weeks old at this writing. But, this writing isn't about Dante, this is about me.

When I was pregnant with Dante, I watched my body transform completely in a matter of months. This was an entirely new experience for me. I was 25 years old and never have had weight gain. I've always been an athletic person, and even though I never dieted I've always eaten a mostly healthy diet through highschool and college, avoiding fast food, never liking fried foods, and eating chocolate in moderation. Thus, I'd been about the same weight all of highschool and college.

When I was pregnant, my eating habits didn't change much and I still exercised nearly every day. But, as expected, the weight piled on and it piled on quickly. The recommended amount of weight to gain during pregnancy is 25-35 lbs. I reached the 25 lb mark at the beginning of my 3rd trimester, and the gain did not slow down from there. By the time I had my last appointment I had gained 37 lbs. I was hot, huge, and miserable. I hated my pregnant shape. I couldn't wait to have this baby and have my old body back again.

It didn't take me long to recover from Dante's birth. By one week, I was taking Dante out for daily walks in his stroller. Right away I started eating healthy meals, but yet not starving myself so I could take enough calories in to keep my milk supply up. In combination with healthy eating habits, daily exercise, breastfeeding, and the fact that I'm only 26 years old, I figured I'd be able to wear my pre-pregnancy cloths again in no time.

To my delight, the weight came off quickly. After 3 weeks I had lost 32 lbs, all but 5 lbs of my pregnancy weight gain. I tried some of my cloths on, but most of them didn't fit. My jeans, even my baggier jeans, couldn't go over my hips. My shirts did fit but they were tight and revealed my new belly I lovingly called a "muffin top". Strange, I thought. I only have 5 more lbs to go, and at the end of my first trimester I had gained 5 lbs and all my cloths still fit at that point.

Week 4 rolled around. Dante had been gaining weight beautifully, but I was still at that 5 lbs point. It seems the weight loss had stopped. I was getting frustrated. I wanted my old shape back. I had nothing to wear except for stretchy workout gear; everything maternity is too big and my pre-pregnancy cloths are too small. I was still eating healthy and working out 30-60 minutes daily. Should I start counting calories? A diet plan? Workout more? I was already having a hard time finding the time for what I was already doing; taking care of a newborn is alot of work.

I decided to have a talk with my mother, who I've always thought looked great. I told her about the last 5 lbs, and how I would like to find a way to get it to go away and go away soon so I could fit into my cloths again. Then my mother told me something that changed my thinking: pregnancy changes your body.

"My body never was quite the same again," she told me. She said her hips never got down to what they were before and her stomach never was as flat. Sounded like what I was going through. She said to not beat myself up if I never lost the 5 lbs. And even if I do, my "shape" will probably never be the same again.

I thought about what she said for a couple of days before I realized I could either embrace my new shape or be miserable trying to reach a goal that may never be achievable. Looking at my beautiful baby boy, he was worth all that I went through. I decided that I'm a mother, and I'm shaped like one, and I'm proud.

This is when I went shopping. No more shopping in the junior's department for me; I'm a mother now and I need to dress appropriately. This means buying cloths that fit, regardless of size, and finding pieces that flattered my new shape. I actually had alot of fun doing this. Now with my new cloths, I get compliments whenever I see my family and friends. And of course, my husband is happy about it. I look in the mirror and feel great. Who knows, maybe someday I will get that old shape back. But I'm happier focusing on my new baby instead. And that really feels good.
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Please check the baby blog! [20 Aug 2008|05:30pm]
Since I've had the baby on July 29th, I've been updating my blog there.

http://web.mac.com/hlbircke/Pregnancy/Blog/Blog.html
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Another one of those survey things (these are fun!) [21 Jun 2008|12:55pm]
"You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you *should* already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy mine below, erase my answers putting yours in their place then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration! One-word answers seldom help anyone out."

1. First Name:
Bonnie

2. Age:
26

3. Location:
Castle Rock, CO

4. Occupation:
Electromagnetic Compatibility Systems Engineer at United Launch Alliance

5. Partner:
Husband, Hernan

6. Kids:
Our baby boy -6 weeks old at the time of this writing (I'm 34 weeks pregnant)

7. Brothers/Sisters:
Sister: Ruthy, Brothers in-law: Alex and Erik

8. Pets:
Frank, grey and white ragdoll cat with blue eyes

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:
- Getting ready for baby
- Work
- Getting ready for baby!

10. Where and for what did you go to school?:
Has B.S. Engineering Physics from Colorado School of Mines

11. Parents?
My parents live in Franktown, CO. Hernan's parents live in Castle Rock, CO. Each parent is 20 mins away from where we live. Yeah, babysitters!

12. Who are some of your closest friends?
- Hernan
- and of course many others
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It's Friday and I'm Tired [28 Mar 2008|07:38pm]
Thought I'd post something. Baby is kicking at the moment, I LOVE feel those kicks! Until, of course, they start getting painful and when they keep me up at night. But at least I know the baby is ok. Now I'm just enjoying these kicks...

I've found a new interest. "OH NO" you say, another one? Yep. Solar energy, although I haven't had a whole lot of "energy" of my own to read a whole lot about it. But I got a book from the library.

Well, other than baby news I really don't have much to report. Work is too busy at the moment...even though I enjoy the work itself you can always have too much of a good thing. I forced myself not to take my laptop home with me today. I also went to a "working mothers" seminar today hosted by Lockheed Martin...they discussed some useful tips and insight from other working mothers.

I'm still playing the trombone, that is fun. And next weekend I go flying with my Mom.
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Had to do it, these area lways fun [09 Mar 2008|05:57pm]
10 years ago~ I was 15 and a freshman at Green Mountain High School. We were going to move to Franktown and I was NOT happy about this!

5 things I would do if I was a billionaire~
1. Pay off debt
2. Move to a new house with a grass strip for an airplane
3. Buy an airplane
4. Travel the World
5. Donate more to charities

3 bad habits~
1. Bite my nails
2. eat too much chocolate
3. Getting too involved with outside activities/hobbies...got to learn to say NO!

3 snacks I enjoy~
1. Chocolate
2. Cheddar cheese and crackers
3. Trail mix

5 places I’ve lived~
1. San Jose, CA
2. Vancouver, WA
3. Franktown, CO
4. Golden, CO
5. Castle Rock, CO

5 jobs I’ve had~
1. Walmart - cashier
2. Lockheed Martin - Intern
3. Colorado School of Mines - toutor
4. Lockheed Martin - MI systems engineer
5. ULA - Electromagnetic Compatibility engineer (current)

5 THINGS ON MY LIST TO DO TODAY
1. take a walk
2. put away laundry
3. work (note today is sunday...work is a little too busy at the moment!)
4. try to relax
5. read about babies

10 YEARS FROM NOW~ 35! The baby in my belly currently will be 9. Hopefully I have another child as well. Hopefully I have a bigger house and maybe another airplane rating! Don't get me wrong, I love my current house but it's going to be too small for 2 big kids. Maybe by this time I'll be a box CPE at work.

Some things you may or may not know about me~ I like to learn. I want to get better at spanish. I want to travel more. I like being an engineer. I loooove being outside! I like to read. I play the trombone. I'm married to a guy named Hernan. I fly airplanes. I love my baby.
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Sorry it's been so long... [08 Mar 2008|07:20pm]
Hopefully you're all checking the baby blog, which is all about the pregnancy. I should keep this one up to date as well...the pregnancy is a huge part of my life right now but there is more going on!

Work: I have a great job that I'm VERY grateful for (I just heard another report on the news about the thousands more people applying for unemployment benefits). It's interesting work, it pays well, I like my coworkers...what else can I ask for? On the downside, it's pretty stressful right now. I have so much to do that I need to work overtime to catch up. Lucky for me, the overtime I earn now can go to more paid maternity leave. I just got back from a business trip to Cincinnati, OH where I got out just in time; there was a big snowstorm there and I got the last flight out! I plan on working at least 5 hours tomorrow.

Flying: I'm flying once a month with Sue, who is an owner of a Piper Arrow and a CFI. Last month, I got familiar with the airplane, which is a complex plane. Then a week ago we went to Scott's Bluff, NE and had lunch there. I like the plane alot. It's useful load is good where we can take more payload, it's faster, it has GPS, and an autopilot! Very easy to fly airplane. Don't know what we'll do for April but I'm looking forward to it.

Band: Started band a couple of weeks ago...band is every-other Monday.

Exercise: Mainly I'm doing weights, walking, and prenatal yoga...aim for at least 30 minutes 5 times a week.
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2007: A Year in Reflection [31 Dec 2007|01:33pm]
2007 started off with me wanting that instrument rating. Of course, I was in the Bruce Vogal "trap" where I was simulating here and there but realized soon enough that his methods were going nowhere. So, I decided to stop with Tailwinds and seek training elsewhere. Since I already was a member of APAFlyers, I decided to take some instrument rating lessons. But, inevitable, they stopped, as I didn't have a whole lot of money and I wasn't liking how the instrument rating was going.

At the beginning of 2007 I was working as an MISE for ULA. I hated that job. I was in that job for 1.5 years before I just got fed up. In March of 2007, I interviewed with for the EMC job and by April I had transferred internally to EMC. The first month was hard. But, I suddenly got used to the job and was infatuated by it for several months. I like EMC much better. Is it my dream job? No. But it's not bad. I enjoyed it and was eager to learn and worked very hard, earning me a good performance review at the end of the year even though I was fairly new to the job. Looking forward to a nice raise in the Spring!

The (summer) vacation this year was Mexico. While in Mexico, Hernan and I talked about kids alot, although I wasn't sure about it then. At that point I was mostly afraid for my job, and what I would do when the child comes into the world. Am I too young (my parents were in their 30s when they had me)? Will this jeopardize my career (I JUST started the EMC job)? But, late November I found out I was pregnant, and I've never been happier.

Now, 2008: Some Goals

I have some simple goals in 2008, alot having to do with Baby. Hernan and I need to save save save. We really need to revamp the budget. This baby is coming. I don't want to work full time and I also want that instrument rating. This is where savings comes in, so I think this is one of the most important goal for 2008. Also, preparing for the baby (savings falls under this category) meaning getting the nursery together and making sure we have all of our bases covered. Also, I need to prepare by body for a healthy delivery and baby. This means daily exercise (keeping that up, although I'm going to change my routine to more of a walking regimen) and keeping life simple. There are some activities that I don't need to do anymore. What is important? Work, flying, and when the baby comes, spending time with baby.
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Update to baby blog site [27 Dec 2007|05:07pm]
Here is the updated link (sorry for the confusion, the former site may not work).

http://web.mac.com/hlbircke/Pregnancy/Blog/Blog.html
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Baby Blog Created [27 Dec 2007|02:23pm]
Everyone,
For baby updates, please see the blog I have created especially for the baby. It is here:

http://web.mac.com/hlbircke/Site/Blog/Blog.html

Thanks,
Bon
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