

Hello!
Things are going well! We are trying to try to try to baptize this 10 year old in a re-activating family named Dustin. We're cutting it close right now but just trying to get things done and find people prepared for baptism. I often have found myself in ruts on my mission, as I suppose can be normal in life from time to time. There have been times when I have caught myself going through more motions and less purpose. Specifically I am referring to the power of prayer and problems while tracting. To often I find myself talking to Elder Hancock just about "fun and good stuff" while we are walking down a street trying to find souls to bring unto Christ. "Fun and good stuff" aren't bad things but they can be distractions if we're not careful. In general conference, in April (I think) there was a talk given about a herd of cattle not going where they were supposed too. After searching for the lost cattle, they were found standing under the shade of a large tree. While "shade" is not at all evil, it can certainly be a distraction from getting to where we need to be. Great story! I just need to remove some distractions and just talking about "stuff" and start exercising some serious faith here! Anyway! Time is ticking! Elder Hancock as agreed to work all day on my last P-day! Hurray! We'll email and stuff for his family's benefit and let him get some groceries but then we are off to work! I am grateful to have made it this far, and gratefully it is just the top of the first peak so that I can see the next and continue climbing, no stopping! LOVE YA!
Mom, thank you so much for this email. You can be grateful and rest assured that all that I needed from this email was the powerful re-assurance that I am loved. Not that I doubted but that I needed to be reminded. I already do have some plans for when I come home. I'm going to get on lds distribution and order a box of 40 Book of Mormons! Exciting! I will write my testimony in a good number of them, and figure out what needs to be done to teach Chris and get him baptized, and then continue to go out with the missionaries as often as possible and supply them with Book of Mormons! Then I will repeat. I think 40 Book of Mormons, every month, or every other month will keep my missionary minded and excited to help the Elders! That concludes my plans for when I return everything else, well I'm not to concerned. I'm not mad about coming home, I am sad, but will do as I must and make missionary work the primary focus of my life as I serve in all other capacities I may be called too. I am excited. My motto for life is this.. "Once a missionary, always a missionary!" The only reason things would not turn out how I would like in regards to my focus on missionary work would be if I had chosen to forget what the Lord has done for me here. If I turn away from daily personal study, and give no focus or attention to my callings and responsibilities.. If I return home a "boy" like you said those other guys had. Sadly when I read that I was able to think of a few missionaries in this mission who I could easily see saying such immature things... But anyway, thank you for this wonderful email mom! I love ya!
Oh and when I saw those pictures I remembered something President McConkie once told us, he said, including himself: "We truly do not understand the fullness of the things that we are doing right now."... It was cool to hear him say that because of course he knows exactly what he is doing and is called to do at this time, but he was saying that there is something more happening to us that we cannot yet see.. When I looked at those pictures, it was clearer than anything; we are a celestial family. Anyway, I love you mom!



