raya experience.

alhamdulillah syawal has come.
a definitely rare syawal this year. yg pertama sebab kerja di kuala terengganu. staying 400 kms away frm family. so boleh bayangkan la utk anak bongsu cm ni, dok jauh rasa dia mcmana. but i have my husband. penawar rasa rindu family yg laen. hehe. and of course syawal pertama bergelar isteri. i have never thot that i wud be a wife by this syawal. tp perancangan Allah kan maha hebat. Alhamdulillah.

balik ke kg dgn rasa excited yang amatttt. hehe. siap cuti sebab nak kemas rumah kat kuala tganu kemas beg kemas baju. wpun husband kerja smp kol 3. hehe. kitorang gerak pulang arnd 430 kot. trafic was a bit messy masa nak keluar from kuala tganu. sepjg perjalanan i didnt sleep at all. cant believe it! hahah. memang tak tidur. dok cerita2 dgn husband. sambil nyanyi2. pastu pulak buka dalam kereta saja. minum twister n makan wafer loackers. sbb kita ikot jalan jabor. hehe. bila dah smpai r&r gambang baru solat n makan properly. best sebab 1st time rasa mcm balik kg yg jauh. haha. and ktorg tak dgr radio. dok dgr mp3 dlm iphone syg. so share sorg satu pakai earphone. hahaha. arrived safely at bentong arnd 11pm. :)

1st syawal. malam sebelum raya tu mmg sibuk memasak. i cooked mee kari utk family this year sbb takut husband x de makanan. hehe. cz ktorg x buat ketupat. cuma rebus nasi impit je. n of course lemang n rendang. hehe. woke up early pagi raya tu. terus pergi dapur siap2 kan makanan. kejut suami. gosok baju suami. gosh i feel so grown up sometimes. ahaha. went to smyg raya and feel so touched. byk sgt nikmat Allah dah beri. subhanallah. thank u Allah.
balik smyg sesi amik gambar mcm biasa bdgn family. and 1st time ever. mintak ampun maaf dgn suami..:')

kita raya di temerloh. and my cuzzies i yg terkejut tgk saya sedikit different. siap tlg ukur labuh tudung saya lagi. haha. and rasa weird tgk saya pakai socks and handsock. haha. but tak kesah la. alhamdulillah i feel proud to be syariah compliant. :)

after that petang kita gerak ke klang.. tp kitorang singgah dating dlu tgk movie. eheheh. dah lamaaaaa sangat x watch a movie together. tgk percy jackson. pilih couple seat of courseee. hehe. dah halal dah nak dok couple seat dok pegang tangan sepjg masa pun. hahaha. i love i love :p

smpai rumah mak arnd 10pm.budak2 tgh galak dok main mercun n bunga api. memang bunyi diaaaa ya rabbi... haha. bergegar kepala rasanya. syg pun dok gile main mercun. risau isteri dia tengok. hahaha. 2nd syawal. pusing2 raya rumah sedara mara.. sgt ramai. smpai skrg pun x abes round lg.
mmg smpai mlm baru balik rumah. fuhh

among the things i learnt.. kat sini mmg pentingkan berkunjung ke rumah sedara mara lg. alhamdulillah. and tepat wktu utk solat. kalau time smpai rumah sape2 tu azan. mmg akan trus solat there and then. bagus kan. and i melted beberapa kali bila tengok syg layan anak buah yg umur 1 year.. memang melt betul. tgk dia layan naik buai la. minum susu la. timang2 la. i could almost picture him being a daddy to our children. inshaAllah. semoga Allah makbulkannnn. ameen. :')

i still love it when kita keluar ramai2 satu family and he hold my hand. bila pergi shopping barang dapur satu family. he wud still hold my hand. i love it when i can hold his hand no matter when. love it when i can hug him everyday without fail. he is truly my nyawa. sungguh cinta lelaki itu. kerna Allah. inshaAllah

enjoy the pictures. ;)

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bismillah.. we are now already at the end of ramadhan.. subhanallah cpt sgt masa berlalu..

now im postcall sebenarnya. tired but cant sleep so i decided to blog sedikit.
i was hoping that i cud fast the whole of the month.. meaning that i missed my menses. meaning that i actually am pregnant.

but nahhh. not yet. Allah said. belum sampai masanya i guess. although i was feeling tired and kadang2 dyspneic after house chores.. i was deluded thinking maybe i am pregnant :p hehe. i guess i was hoping too much. kot. so when the 'time' comes.. i was doing caesarean section *operation utk deliver baby* and i was feeling slight cramping of abdomen.. n bila post op tengok2.... almost cry hehehe

that was how i really hope i was pregnant. walaupun we are only almost 4 months being married. i cant help but to feel this every time of the month. and i know rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yang sgt tepat dan bersesuaian.. but being surrounded by pregnant moms and babies everyday. allah knows how my heart flutters each time i saw a newborn being held by the new moms. i almost wanted to push her and held the baby. hehe. crazy. hehe


but inshaAllah we will keep on trying and trying. akan ada rezeki kami satu hari nanti. satu hari nanti pasti. inshaAllah.

by the way harini ada talk by ustzah hawa from jabatan agama islam tganu pasal bfeeding dr sudut islam.. and she taught us.. masa awal2 preconception.. byk2 baca al quran.. surah yassin n kahfi masa awal kandungan.. kemudian bila dah besar sikit bole baca surah yusuf, taha, nur, luqman n maryam. kalau lagi bagus boleh khatam 3 kali al quran spjg mengandung. subhanallah

and so this ramadhan siapa2 terbaca ni. tolong doakan saya diberi rezeki zuriat. semoga doa kalian termakbul. ameen :')

i never thot that the last ramadhan was my last as a single lady. tgk balik gamba ramadhan last year, senyum sorang2 tgk gamba saya n suami. how time flies. how beautiful destiny is.

till then..

:)

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hello assalamualaikum...

malam ni mode jiwang. padahal sebenarnya memang jiwang sentiasa. hahaha

Alhamdulillah
approaching 3rd month of married life with him
actually tadi i took the time to read back all the entries i wrote ever since i fall for him.

yes. i did. i have another separate blog in details that i wrote abt him. him. my husband.

sayang..
thank you for coming into my life. for accepting me as your wife. for willing to sacrifice untuk menjaga hati dan menerima saya.
i know im not perfect. far from perfect. cantik pun tak, pandai masak pun tak, kadang2 manja x pasal2. haha.
i remembered i once asked u what u were looking in someone then u said yang penting agama.

and even that, pun isteri awak ni biasa2 saja.

but i feel so blessed to have u as my husband. kadang2 x percaya lagi that ure my husband. hehe. the moment i woke up at night and turned to the side and u were there. i can hear your heart beating, and i silently pray to Allah, ya Allah please protect this guy from any harm, grant him health cz i want to be with him till Jannah.. the moment i came back from work, super tired n saw you... and i know im home :) the moment when i missed u when i was oncall n didnt see u for 24 hours. hehe. the moment when i keep on googling recipes on the net cz ive no clue sometimes what to cook for my husband. hehe. the moment when ure my imam, and that is the most perfect moment of all.

im blessed to have u around. to know that now i can simply say i love u everyday, at all times. that i can tell u i miss u every single day. to hold your hands whenever i feel like it. theres nothing else that i wud ask for in the world.

biar susah senang, semoga Allah sentiasa satukan hati kita. semoga kita sentiasa dalam kecukupan.

sayang..
terima kasih untuk 3 bulan pertama. still fresh newly weds people say. and to many million more months to come. i love u.

im sorry sebab dah pernah kecikkan hati syg. im sorry i sometimes reacted to things too emotionally. sungguh demi Allah, tak pernah terniat nak kecilkan hati suami. syurga saya tetap di telapak kaki suami.

sayang..

i juz want u to know.. that tak kisah apa2 jadi. semoga kita kekal bersatu. i love u baby. with all my heart. semoga bahagia abadi kekal bersama kita. semoga kita dikurnia zuriat soleh dan solehah penyambung warisan. im proud to have u as my husband. always do. always will.

selamat 3 bulan bergelar suami syg.

with all my heart. and soul.

from mrs wifey xoxo. big hugs.

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hello KT

bismillah..

writing this in our home in kuala terengganu. :) yes, i am now in darul iman. Alhamdulillah Allah dah mudahkan jalan untuk kami :) seberat hati untuk tinggalkan mak abah sejauh ini, tapi berdoa semoga Allah memelihara kedua2 mereka. inshaAllah. because a wife's place is always next to the husband. maka dengan itu, adanya saya di sini to function as a wife. lillahi ta'ala.

its not tht bad. i am in o&g dept, one step closer to my dreams. inshaAllah. its very tiring sebenarnya sbb ure dealin with mom n baby as well. tapi entah kenapa sejak dari med school i keep on falling in love with d obgyn department. ramai orang tanya, kenapa x mintak klinik kesihatan cz if then i wil be a lot more free dari segi masa. but i believe marriage shudnt put u to a stop to yr dreams. kan? eceh ke skrg je tgh semangat hehe. but inshaAllah... saya harap Allah mudahkan jalan dan mudahkan urusan saya dan suami. saya niatkan ini kerana Allah. biarlah saya menolong wanita2 yg berjihad utk melahirkan seorang lagi insan ke dunia. ini hukumnya fardhu kifayah. semoga dengan ini dpt membantu saya mengumpul credit point untuk ke alam sana. inshaAllah.

ive started being oncall. penat toksah cakap lah. haha. sekejap2 labor room call. sekejap2 lagi ward pulak call. sebab im still new, so dlm tempoh tagging ni i have to gain as much as i can. so nanti inshaAllah boleh buat caesarean section sndiri. excited nih walaupun takut. it still gives me d feeling of auwww, theres a baby inside the womb. n my maternal hormone kicks in. damn. hehe

but i do, miss the friends i left in bentong. sekarang masih dalam proses adaptation. lucky ive got my husband here with me. so balik rumah lepas penat kerja nampak suami ada... hilang semua penat. hehe.

we are now almost 3 months being married. subhanallah. alhamdulillah. dlm 3 months tu sebulan lebih duduk jauh. but x lama sgt la. tapi dapat la merasai feeling rindu kat suami yang jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati. hehe. ramai orang tanya saya masa saya lepas kawin, so hows married life? best tak?

my answer is... Alhamdulillah. this is d best feeling ever! seronok sangat in the sense of u know u have someone that wil always be with u. walau apa pun.. susah senang sama2.. inshaAllah. it is more awesome sbb dah ada imam di rumah. solat jemaah sama2 walaupun tak dpt hari2 sbb kadang2 our working schedule clashes with each other.. but yes, isnt it wonderful to b able to solat sama, baca yassin sama2. able to salam n kiss him each time we part for work. ehe. but of course this comes with a lot of responsibility..kalau dulu duduk ngan mak abah. blk rumah boleh lepak2 tido tgk tv. nnt malam dinner is served. haha.

now...basically i wake up arnd 545 am sbb in bit slow still in cooking. hehe. akn try to fix a breakfast walaupun as simple as toasted bread..kalau rajin sikit goreng nasi or bihun. but.. kalau terlambat bangun, memang smpt buat nescafe je. haha. noon memang tak masak unless kalau on weekend. and after work, if im not oncall sampai rumah dalam pukul 6. after asar trus masuk dapur preparing dinner.. i actually enjoyed doing that :) walaupun isteri sorang ni masak xde la hebat sgt. but inshaAllah nak cari redha Allah. nak senangkan hati suami.

these are my responsibilities.. basuh baju. sidai. lipat. gosok. masak. etc etc. i enjoy doing it. :) alhamdulillah sikit pun rasa x terbeban. berdoa semoga Allah akan sentiasa beri kelapangan walau sepenat atau sesibuk mana..

but honestly kita x sempat nak pusing2 ganu lagi. but then well. weve got plenty of time.

the feeling of u know u have yr own lil family. just the 2 of u, makes me feel whole. ini pinjaman Allah yg sgt berharga. subhanallah terima kasih Allah.

what wud make it even more better is the presence of a kid in the hse. eheh. i dont know why but ive been drooling over babies in labor room everyday. i wud snap their pics n send the pics to him. pity husband. hehe. takpe rezeki Allah dtg pada masa yg tepat kan. inshaAllah. semoga ada rezeki kami nanti

erm apa lagi nak cakap ni. semoga Allah mudahkan urusan kami suami isteri. semoga Allah pelihara kedua orang tua kami di selangor dan phg. inshaAllah. we will come back. inshaAllah. we will

till then

be an awesome muslim ok. ameen

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