“When I stopped blaming the world, I discovered the freedom to create the world within me.”
All over the world people with the most beautiful hearts and amazing intensions are most of the time unnecessary trying to blame something or somebody for the collective pain that we experience.
I understand this way of thinking because most of my life I was living exact the same way. But here comes the power of a leap of faith.. Sometimes you can choose to change a small habit or change your whole comfort zone or maybe just your view of life to achieve new results. And I know how difficult this is because most of the time change comes together with pain.. The moment you have no choice anymore (death, break ups, losing jobs, business failures etc). This are normally the events for change.
After my mom died I had no other choice to make big changes. But also the beauty of change came from this certain pain. The death of my mother made me realise everything for my future choices and I will not let her sacrifice be wasted through my self pity! Because anything that allows me to understand and to know the truth about myself, even if it’s unbearable, is always a good thing!
It took many years of working on myself and I am still trying to do it in many different ways (writing, music, drawings, sharing my growth with the world) but all of this had no real meaning if I didn’t forgive myself for everything that happened in the past.. Everybody makes mistakes to learn and to reach the next level of being.
“Self — Observation is Self — Correction”
If you are able to observe yourself, you will automatically self — correct
This quote gave me so much more then only letters in a book.. It gave me the strength to observe myself with all my crazy thoughts, ideas, guilt and negative emotions without taking external action.. Just observing.. And with this strength I believe I achieved a special condition of freedom and knowledge. Because there is no one to blame anymore.. It’s all Me Me Me! I create what ever I want.. Good or bad.. The only difference is that I now understand how to control my observations.. The self correction comes automatically. It’s a continuous process because every day I make new choices on some old habits what keeps the madness in my inner world. The beauty of it all is that I don’t have the need to respond too many negative emotions and create them into the external world. And I truly believe that this is the key for peace! Peace within yourself — the external world will self — correct.
This approach to life transformed everything.. I don’t have the need to work for supremacy or to control over others. I do not work for glory, nor for any possession or reward. I am not competing with nobody! I just want what truly matters for me.. My inner freedom! By possessing my inner freedom there are no more boundaries.. I can create whatever I want, when ever I want, how ever I want because the goal is to reach my next level to total being.. This also self — correct my writing, my music, my drawings and my surroundings. And this feels light.. It’s feels like floating through life creating and enjoying the unknown. Not scared anymore for other people opinions, actions and off corse my own thoughts. And here I found back my authenticity. My only job is to enjoy this beautiful dance called life.
And also this part of transformation can be observed. Sometimes I observe the enjoyment when I make a new drawing, the fresh emotions when I make a new track, the adaptability when something goes with the flow.. All of these observations are slowly creating an authentic external life full with positive events, beautiful souls and a lot of creations!
And all of this sounds impossible off corse… But hey.. The impossible always opens the door to the next possibility!
One Love beautiful Souls ❤
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