WHAT is going on here?

I take a few months off from reality... and I know that it's not totally Brooke's responsibility to plan book club...but, I myself can't see that I would be any good at planning it because ...well, I am not that organized really.

Why aren't we having book club??Is it because we aren't really reading the books? Is it because everyone's busy? Is it because...well... WHAT is going on here? I really miss seeing "my" cousins...and... their friends because I don't have any of my own really that I bring anymore.

I would like to call a meeting to discuss this issue. But, I don't know when, or where. I feel like I've made the plea...now someone.... please ....for the LOVE.... plan something so that I can attend. I mean...maybe not a book club if no one reads. Maybe we could just pretend it's a book club and go to dinner every month. Oh wait-- that's what we were doing.

I miss the Chapter Chicks....I never belonged to a sorority...and I feel like this is as close as I'll ever get to one in life, besides bunko I suppose. I can see my dream of belonging to a cool girls club slipping through my fingers.

I miss everyone.

That is all.