byebye...

apparently im not committed enough to be in a non-committed relationship with a guy who doesn't love me...

LoL...

its over... for real this time... i will not let the thought of you linger in my memory any further... thank you for coming into my life... i can honestly say at one point of my life, u made me the happiest girl alive... thank you for that...

the way you make me feel =)

i'm paranoid when i get stressed... and that makes me really negative and annoying to most people (even those whom i thought were my closest friends) ...but how can i blame them?? i get annoyed when THEIR paranoia get the better of them as well (if only they knew)...

However, you always make things turn out right... you never fail to calm me down and comfort me whenever i need it... When you speak, all my worries melt away and the sun shines once again... THATS WHY I LIKE YOU...

In a society that is relatively impossible to trust anyone, you never fail to lend a helping hand... sometimes i wonder if you worry about being backstabbed... coz i do... i grew up with multiple scars on my back... it hurts emotionally...

However, you showed me how to trust again... even if the trust may just backfire someday... you showed me that i can and should share the glory and success with everyone and anyone who's willing to work hard to get there... you taught me the value of selflessness... THATS WHY I ADMIRE YOU...

You are frank in telling me my shortcoming.

However, you are willing to work with me to get over them... you are my greatest source of strength, encouragement and motivation... THATS WHY I'M WILLING TO LISTEN TO YOU...

You are a hopeless romatic at heart... you don't hold your emotion back... you would go the extra mile just to make someone feel special... and you are the complete ladies's man...

However, because of you, I know that sensative guys actually exist... there's hope for mankind yet... (lol)... you rekindled my believe in love and romance (doesn't hurt that you and i are both big suckers for sobby love dramas)... THATS WHY YOU'RE MY HERO...

A guy like you is one in a kazillion... Any girl would be the biggest fool to give you up... but it doesn't matter coz they don't deserve you anyway... you are just beyond awesome to me...

because,

"I LOVE YOU NOT JUST FOR WHO YOU ARE, BUT FOR WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU..."and with you, i'm in L.O.V.E...

awwww... i wish...

"Find a guy who thinks that you are beautiful instead of hot,
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who would lie under the stars with you and listen to your heartbeat,
Who stays awake, just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
Who wants to show the world who you are; just the way you are,
Who would hold your hand even when he's with his friends,
Who thinks that you're pretty without makeup on...

The one who constantly reminds you of how lucky he is to have you,
The one who turns to his friends and says

THAT'S HER... THAT'S THE ONE "


wishful thinking?? maybe... but...

what "could've been"

what "could've been"?? nah thats just me holding on to empty dreams again... lol... why do i subject myself to such pain?? seriously??

being rejected a million times over doesn't make it any easier... trust me... one can never get used to rejection (despite what i say)... but... life goes on... so...

GO ON WITH LIFE ALREADY LYNETTE!!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??

he's NEVER going to look your way... if u still wanna remain friends, get your head out of the clouds and move on... pretend it was all but a dream... u've been trying for over a year... time to wake up now...

LOVE?? screw it...

One of the hardest thing in life is watching someone u love, love someone else...

Another would be to forget someone u really love...

coz forgetting someone u love so deeply is like trying to remember someone that u've never met...

IT'S PAINFULLY IMPOSSIBLE...

I've gone through both with the same guy... talk about stupidity eh??

I'm sick of chasing... I'm sick of dreaming... I'm sick of hoping... I'm sick of waiting...

and most importantly,

I'm SICK OF THIS!!

10/08/2010 - 1st day of school

Year 3 Year 3 Year 3 Baby!! woo hoo!!...

After conquering 1.5hrs of traffic jam on the PIE, i met up with Sisca to register for school... the registration and collection of books was very well organized i must say... gone were the days whereby we had to stand in line **long long long line** outside the school hall to get the admistrative matters done...

Our first lecture of the year was IRM... and the lecturer?? Our lovely HOS Mr Reinaldo of course!! haha... as strict as he is, his lectures are awesome and i actually absorbed everything **well... almost everything** that was mentioned in class... taking into consideration, the fact that i havn't been using my brain juice for the past 8 mths or so, i thought my concentration level was pretty darn good... lol...

We're all starting to feel the stress and the heat of schoolwork... being a 3rd year student ain't easy indeed... 1st day of school and we were sent home with homework already **curtesy of Mr R**... I know it sounds wierd but im kinda looking forward to doing that report... =)

PS: this is the 1st blogspot via my new toshiba lappy... hehe... and and and... people... pls do note that the Singapore Tourism Board has changed its logo to "YOURS SINGAPORE"... =)

its 1.30 am and i've got hella va lot of paper work to fill up... till next time peeps...

take care, God bless....

02/08/10 - HaHaHa??

Scene: Master Bedroom, dad & nette watching the 9pm swimming show...mum & bee sleeping

Beings accounted for: Mummy Ong, Daddy Ong, Elvis Ong and poor little Lynette Ong
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Lynette Ong: OMG Dai Yang Tian is sooooooooooo cute lar... if i ever get to marry him, i will die a happy happy person... **continues to chant statement throughout the show**

Daddy Ong + Lynette Ong: **cursing the jiayi for being a b_t_h**

Daddy Ong: eh eh... see see she wants to go back to yu le leh!!

Lynette Ong: WAH LAO EH... HOW CAN!! YULE DON'T TAKE HER BACK!! PICK ME PICK ME!!

Mummy Ong: **suddenly awakes from LALA LAND** eh... stop dreaming larrrr

Daddy Ong: Ya.. and don't drool on my pillow -_-"

Lynette Ong: (*@#&$&*@#&$*#@($

GAH i just love my mummy and daddy Ong... LOL
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**7 more days of freedom before school starts...**