Confirnation letter

This letter is very very important to me. It will decide the faith whether i am lucky enough to stay on the co. and continue to build up my career. However, until now thr was non of any feedback from the mic...
So worry about it and pressure...
Hopefully can pass through... god bless me...

想念

已经一个星期多没见到他了。。 还想他。。
但老天还是疼我, 昨天为了工作就意外的得到他的手机号码。。

闷。。。

日子真的过得一天!比一天还要闷！

《那一年，我们一起追过的女孩》

今天和朋友们去看了《那一年，我们一起追过的女孩》。这部戏真的太有意思了!!! 九把刀所写的故事其实我们每个人都会有自己的青春。。。

看了这部戏真的让我回想了我的青春。。。我们每一个人心里都有自己的“沈欣宜”。。。

让我伤心的成绩。。。

今天成绩终于出炉了。。虽然pass了，但不是我想要的。。。心里很郁闷!!

今天整天都闷闷不乐，真的很担心会再次看到爸爸失望的脸。。。我真的不知要如何面对他。。。

还好刚刚告诉了他，他虽然没有骂我也没有讲什么。。但是我依然可以看到他那失望的表情。。。。 心里真的真的好难受!!!! 真的很对不起他。。。花了这么多钱给我出国完成学业但是我却让他失望了。。。真的真的很想好好的大哭一场!!!

接下来我要好好地准备我的ACCA exam了。。。要考到好成绩，好让爸爸为我感到骄傲。。

这是我对自己的承诺，也是对爸爸的承诺。。。

闷闷不乐的心情

以前在家很幸福。虽然都有不愉快的事情发生，但毕竟是一家人。很快大家都开开心心了。
现在是我生活了22年，第一次出来自己住，而且是到国外读书。说真的，要找一个跟自己想法一样的人来谈谈心真的很难！！

今天为了一些事情，一些人，搞到自己闷闷不乐。要找朋友讲但又怕到最后被他们讲回。。现在真的超级很不爽！！！

Haiz....做么要这么计较？？？！！！
真的有时不知道他们在想什么。自己不要就算料啦。。现在又要搞到身边的人。。。
做人做么要这么自私？？？

Do i have the potential???

Finally I finish my internship. Although the company just pay us RM500 allowance, but what I learn in these 3 months are more than those who work in a Big firm. My senior had taught us from vouching documents until generate an audit report. Thanks to my seniors for teaching me all the knowledges and experiences that they have.

After the trainning, i feel that being an auditor not as easy as we think. Before being an auditor, we have to become an accountant. Besides, we need to obtain alot of knowledges such Income tax Act, Business & company law, FRS, ISA, management skills and so on. We have to keep updates ourselves with new knowledges.

In these 3 months trainning, i keep asking myself, do i have the potential to be an auditor??? I have doubt my ability and no confidence to myself because it is not what i want to be. The word "Accountant" is not familiar to me when i was young. I never think that one day i might become an accountant. Since this is the way i had choose to be, so i will try my best to do it. Hope my hard work can give me some good feedback.

加油。。。。

好久都没上来了。。。前阵子忙功课，考试，新年大扫除，现在就忙着工作。总觉得很多东西做，整天都做不完的感觉。
开始做工也有一个月了。。这一个月来有时觉得做起事来总有不顺的地方，整天被骂。有时真的感到很无奈，有点想放弃了。但是为了前途，我还是要忍受咯。。只不过还有两个月。 加油吧！！！