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Hello again

2018-01-23T21:02:04Z

It's been a while since we've posted here. Our laptop had broken and frankly, we tend to use our phone over it anyway, so we weren't having easy access to dreamwidth. We're much more active on our tumblr, username's d20system. I'll make another post with our public member list because I don't feel like typing everyone's names out. -Vex(Naefaren)

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Erg

2017-09-26T18:31:37Z

We've been having A Time. We've got 15 folks now, if I counted right. Theren's been having hella bad trauma flashbacks and things but.. he'll be okay. Taako also had some.. unpleasant trauma things but he's been doing really well so it's all good. Ther got to shoot some arrows on Sunday, accidentally giving us heat exhaustion/dehydration but.. oh well. He loves getting to shoot with a bow again so we'll forgive him. We got a new person last night. All they could really remember about their name is the letter J so.. we're calling them that for now. They seem really confused but hopefully we can help em figure things out soon.

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Sorry

2017-09-02T05:46:28Z

Sorry we've been absent. We went back to college on the 24th of August and classes started the 28th. We've had a hell of a week already and got approved to take an underload so we don't get kicked out of the university. Theren and Taako had bad trauma days this week on top of heavy-emotional conversations that needed to take place, so we're all worn out.

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Moved

2017-08-24T16:25:30Z

I got us moved into our new dorm. Jon did the packing, so a few things have been misplaced, but it went well otherwise. Our room is nice enough. It has a nice view of the tree in the dorm's courtyard. The dorm got new furniture this year, so that's an added bonus. I think we'll do well here, though I have yet to meet our roommate. He seems nice enough from the messages we've exchanged.

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A Hello of sorts

2017-08-24T03:44:21Z

Hello. I'm Jon. I'm new to this system as of last night. I'm not a fictive as far as I can tell so this has been an adventure. I don't remember much about myself besides my name and that I'm a shapeshifter. I've remembered a few things that I like, but I'm still working on remembering things. Alas. I figured I should make a small intro-like post.

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Hello/Brain stuff

2017-08-14T06:24:24Z

Er. Hail and well met, all. This is Magnus. I've.. been here longer than Kravitz but I didn't have anything to say on DW at the time. I'm still.. getting used to everything and honestly I'm a massive ball of anxiety whenever I front, slightly.. less so in headspace. There's just a lot going on that we need to deal with and a lot we need to do and we don't have the mental energy to do it most days..

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Anxiety sucks

2017-08-11T04:02:59Z

I'm very much on edge and I should have no reason to be. I'm just sort of waiting for something to go wrong, I suppose. In my canon, bad things happened so frequently and I suppose I'm not quite used to a world where everything's.. not super awful all the time? Aha.. I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way but I am.

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Amusing

2017-08-10T04:21:29Z

Lup decided to wear our Sizzle It Up with Taako shirt yesterday since she was fronting in the morning. Was amused to wake up at front after she'd fallen asleep to see that we're wearing the shirt with art of her brother on it. I suppose I'd probably do the same for my sister if I had a shirt with her likeness on it.

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Oddities

2017-08-09T05:06:58Z

Hello. I've arrived in system now. I showed up last night and I'm still adjusting to such a different.. everything. I'm very pleased to be with Taako again. Thus far my time here has been enjoyable, despite some unpleasant experiences. I figured I ought to make a post seeing as everyone besides Magnus has. You'll see me around, I believe. It's odd being in a body that is not only not my own but is warm. I'm constantly cold and now I'm warm when I front. It's an odd feeling.

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Missing

2017-08-05T09:01:01Z

I miss them so much. So.. so much. Having Lup back.. it's fantastic but.. I only really know how to care for a small amount of people and I need them here.. I need them. I feel empty inside.. and that made matters worse. I felt empty inside before Lup got here and.. I got my own hopes up. No one came.. no one possessed me to let me know they're here.. It was just me being emotional...

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Ugh

2017-08-05T03:35:15Z

I've been so tired every time I front. I don't have the IRL social energy that the twins have right now and that's saying something because neither of them enjoys interacting with my family. It's so weird.. I should be the most comfortable around them but I'm very very not anymore.. Eugh. I can't wait until we move into the dorms because then at least the twins, and anyone else we find, can kinda be themselves. I'm fronting for the second time since we became a system. It's odd. I don't mind fronting but I do feel odd as I'm essentially unconscious whenever I'm not at front right now. Stress has.. taken a toll on me I think. Taako shook me awake earlier begging me to front. Something he saw online reminded him of some bad memories/lack thereof.. I feel bad. Besides taking front, there wasn't anything I could do to help. He just went and sat with Lup and she comforted him. I.. I wish I coulda done more but.. sometimes there's no replacement for sisterly help.

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Well

2017-08-04T08:15:54Z

Fronting's fun honestly but I hate.. dealing with Donovan's family sometimes. It's so awkward! I'm not their relative! Lup's my sister. We don't remember our family besides our Aunt who's passed away.. I don't know how to be more distant from them without it being an issue with Donovan? Like obviously he doesn't want to abandon his family but jeez I, and Lup, feel uncomfortable talking to them frequently.

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Assistance possibly needed

2017-08-03T20:36:48Z

Help aaa. I'm kinda stuck at front and I don't know how to get Donovan to switch to front. I'm not like, upset to be at front or front burnt but I did have to figure out driving and go to work yesterday when Donovan probably should've. He's basically unconscious in headspace right now? Almost dormant. Taako tried some things the other day to get him to "wake up" so he could pass the fronting object to him but.. to no avail. Donovan fronted once but I don't know how/why that occurred. Taako doesn't remember acting differently when he put the body to sleep/slept himself but Donovan "woke up" with the body and was at front? I don't know what the hell we're gonna do if it's just random when Donovan fronts. He definitely seems able to take front from Taako, he hasn't done so with me yet but I imagine he can. Errg. Does anyone have any suggestions? I just plain don't know what to try.

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Hi. I exist

2017-08-03T20:20:37Z

Hello! You may have seen Donovan's post about some third person doing some possessing stuff. Aaaa. Turns out that was probably me. I'm Lup, Taako's twin sister. I showed up Tuesday evening and have kinda been figuring stuff out since. Had the pleasure of figuring out how the hell to drive and how to work at a crappy minimum wage job. Err. I don't know what else to say about myself. I found out we can use our magic in headspace but I need to be cautious because we're basically located on a VERY FLAMMABLE island and most of my magic is fire-related aha. It's been nice being here. Being with Taako again is so great it's indescribable. I think I'm a little stuck at front for now? Taako could probably switch but we don't necessarily need him switching in as Donovan's the one who's got stuff to do. Eeeeh. I'll need to figure out what I/we can do to get Donovan awake and fronting again..

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Um

2017-08-01T22:02:17Z

Hello. I'm Donovan. I'm.. finally fronting for the first time since Taako showed up. He had some... not so fun experiences last night and probably figured out how to get me to switch overnight since I woke up at front and don't remember changing anything in headspace myself. He ended up.. possessed kinda. I don't know the specifics but his anxiety and stress after that are still very much in our shared memories. I think it may have been Lup but I'm really unsure. I just don't know anyone that powerful who'd cling so tight to Taako and leave an empty feeling in his chest when they left. We'll see. I need to work today on figuring out what we can do to find this person who essentially possess Taako in headspace last night. He couldn't move or do anything until he got moved by something he created and then he saw himself from third person over the shore. That third person thing kinda gives us an idea of a direction to try checking. Again, we need to brainstorm and figure out what we can do to help this person. They seem terrified and scared to be alone and are also most likely really close to Taako given the emotional effect on him.

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Intro

2017-08-01T03:20:56Z

Hi! I'm Taako. We're the d20 system. For now it's just me, Lup, Magnus, Kravitz, Theren, Barry, Julia, Jon, Marcus and Donovan. Donovan.. he's the original. Theren, Jon (or John), Marcus, Barry, Magnus and Kravitz are here as well. We all use he/him pronouns though you can use they/them for any of us. Lup and Julia use she/her but again, you can use they/them for us all. We're really new to being a system but.. we are so. We're still ironing out a few things aha but we'll get it figured out. I or someone else will edit this as needed to update things.

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