I am on study leave.
At 29, I am still going for exams. Yeah.
This should be my LAST paper, I hope. If I pass, then I won't be going to any classes related to accounting anymore.
Looking forward to going to other classes though!
This time, I just took the revision class. No normal class. Had to, my schedule has been hectic this year, and I did not want to go home late so often. So sacrificed the normal classes, I just went for the 6-day revision class hoping that my brain would absorb everything then. Hehe.
Now I am actually sitting in front of the laptop, taking five (now it's been 2 hours). I am bored. The house is so quiet. I dare not to log into my work email, as I would be ending up attending all those emails and forgot about my book.
I have been going through night classes for the past 4 years. I am proud of myself haha. Such a small achievement but yes, I am happy with what I did.
I had to sacrificed my weekend to attend some of the classes. I even skipped some when I did not feel like going, which resulted in me failing the paper. The first time ever!
I am writing so randomly I'm not sure if any of these make sense. It has been so long since my last post, and since this final paper is also part of the important milestones in my life, I would just write. Staying at home during the day allows me to hear all sorts of shouting and crying from the neighbourhood. Kids are crying for the mum, mums were scolding the kids perhaps too busy to attend to the kids. Wonder how I would be if I became a full-time housewife.
Oh yeah, I did a presentation during our mini townhall last Friday. It went well despite me being no ridiculously nervous. When I said, 'Saya nervous lah!' One of my friend replied, 'Normal la tu...kalau tak nervous bukan manusia...'. Haha. that sounds sarcastic more than comforting you know.
Once I was done, a friend came to me and said, "Bestlah awak present. Saya selalu suka dengar awak present". I was speechless. Happy, but immediately went into a dreamland kejap. Seriously awak suka saya present? Why??? I feel like asking that person again, just to make sure I was hearing right, but I soon realized not to be too excited over so simple things. Haha.
Apa-apa jelah. As long as they can follow what I was saying during the presentation, I am more than happy. I love sharing and I love people who like to listen to what I am saying. Eh?
Anyway, this is just to boost back my motivation to resume revision. Last paper, so the momentum has kinda dropped. Haha.
Ok let's study. Let's study. Don't waste the beautiful time without all those complaint emails and issues at work. Let's forget about other things and focus on the performance management and measure. Yeah that's what the paper is all about.
By for now. I wish myself good luck because no one is reading this anyway, except me. Haha.
Allahummayasir walatuassir. Amin Ya Rabb.
