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snowflake challenge #7
Jan. 26th, 2026 11:40 pmthree things i like about myself
1. i really don’t need a lot to pull a story out of scraps, on a good day. now, writing it out is a whole different animal…
2. i have too many interests and too many hobbiest and i am occasionally tempted to do even more — but i prefer that rather than having nothing
3. i am willing to make an effort. i can’t trust my brain with a lot of stuff but at least i can still trust myself with the ability of wanting to think.
yeah that was a dig to chatgpt. everyday i am just flabbergasted at how a lot of people are just delegating things (even things people generally do FOR FUN) to AI because they say it’s “easier” or “less effort”.
miss me with that shit
snowflake challenge #4
Jan. 16th, 2026 12:07 amrec the contents of your last page: websites that you like
first of all im gonna shamelessly plug my friend’s webcomic, the under garden: it has been one of my main fandoms for the past couple years (beside baldur’s gate, which was how i found his art and his comics) and it’s been a blast - you can read it on its own website or on webtoon
been attempting to de-google-fy myself for a while and i never liked google docs anyway, so i switched to writing on other platforms: my favourite lately have been obisidian - a personal knowledge base and note-taking application that operates on markdown files - and ellipsus - a web-based writing tool to write, edit and collaborate on any device, with handy options to share your work. trackbear is my tool of choice to track my progress
if there’s a website ive been spending too much time on is youtube - it’s very easy to click on a playlist while im doing chores or whatever and let it play. my favourite of late has been hannah alonzo channel - she’s been covering a lot of MLM content and critique of influencers and overconsumption. since it’s “useful” info i feel less like im frying my brain haha
snowflake challenge #3
Jan. 15th, 2026 11:32 pmlove letter to fandom
my love letter is to the concept of blorbo.
having a little guy (gender neutral) haunting your brain at all times is such a special thing. makes your days a little lighter and your nights a little less lonely. makes your brain a little more creative - put that blorbo in situations! - and fills you with feels.
occasionally, other people care about the same blorbo. and when you find those who are Correct about blorbo, you can make fast friends, and that’s also so special.
so shout out to all the little guys out there, and all the people squeezing blorbos, making the fandom alive and interesting and so various.
snowflake challenge #1
Jan. 6th, 2026 02:55 amThe Icebreaker Challenge: Introduce yourself.
hello dear reader, this is deerna speaking. im a thirty-something from italy who loves writing and yapping about characters with their friends.
i mostly have been doing the writing thing for pre-existing media, but i’ve been dabbling in original writing here and there (although not much of it is available for reading, at the moment. in the future– who knows). the last fandoms i was decently active in were baldur’s gate 3 and the raven cycle/the dreamer cycle (before the writing block/burn out hit me like a metal lunch tray in the face, that is)
a couple reasons i decided to join the snowflake challenge this year: first of all because i always say i am gonna do it, and then i don’t. secondly, because i feel like it might be a good way to make myself write? i don’t know exactly why my instincts say so, but i am trusting my gut on this one.
feel free to interact with this post! i’ll do my best to reply / interact back.
Reviewing 2025 | Writing
Jan. 1st, 2026 07:28 pmwell. that went well. what if i cry
welcome to the second worst year i’ve ever had. i need to remember that i was in the middle of moving out, and also dealing with the worst case of people can’t do their fucking job at work, so i should cut myself some slack, but also. welp.
( Read more... )Reviewing 2025 | Fandom
Jan. 1st, 2026 06:53 pmi did so much eating this year (and very little cooking– but that’s for another post). setting weekly habits w friends will do that to you!
( Read more... )reviewing 2024 | writing
Jan. 17th, 2025 07:54 pmi’m late as fuck with this post but it’s fine. so apparently 2024 continued the trend that i picked up at the end of 2023 and wrote, wrote, wrote. it's my most productive year so far, even. on one hand i’m proud of myself; on the other hand i’m dreading this post lmao. my saving grace is that many of the things that i wrote aren’t available so i’m giving priority to those that can be read… but also i’ll be a cryptic fuck about those that can’t, why not.
reviewing 2024 | fandom
Jan. 5th, 2025 01:54 amthe way i had to literally open my trackers bc i have no idea what happened to my media consumption this year.
( Read more... )reviewing 2023 | writing
Jan. 3rd, 2024 06:26 pm
what's up gamers, i wrote basically one third of the total wordcount in two months, and it's mostly astarion. the downside of this thing when i wrote so much is that i never know which stories to pickkkk please check out my masterlist and read the rest.
( Read more... )Reviewing 2023 | Fandom
Jan. 3rd, 2024 10:05 amyou know the brainrot is really getting to you when you open your media tracker and you're like "oh right, i did that". i have no recollection of the months before november, but hey, there was stuff before astarion took over my life, check it out.
( Read more... )Reviewing 2022 | fandom
Jan. 1st, 2023 08:52 pma lot of new media this year, a lot of strange stuff that hit me right in the guts. a seed of something that i hope to grow in the next year.
( Read more... )recap dec 2022
Jan. 1st, 2023 07:11 pmserials: more anime! kept following bnha s6, chainsaw man and blue lock as they came out. it's been years since i watched anime while they were airing. tried to do a bit of the community thing but i was too distracted with the end of the year review thingies to be consistent about it. in the last days a friend started making me watch library wars, which was a very good time. since i had a bunch of shit to sew (more news about that further on) i finally finished gentleman jack (i keep not giving a fuck about coal but she's the worst troublemaker), love, death + robots (meh. technically very good but the stories are underwhelming) and what we do in the shadows (just one season in but i'm having a great time) games: i bought a bunch of stuff taking advantage of the winter sales on steam! townscaper is the cutest shit. im still not touching dishonored, and wasted a lot of time on overwatch 2 once again. ramrattra is still so far away T_T reading: finished raven boys but got stuck on dream thieves - which is outrageous, it's the ronan book! i should be dying to read this! but i've struggled with Just Words. can't say the same with comics -- i re-discovered some old BL titles ive been reading on lezhin, some trashier than others lmao. my 2023 is looking fun.FANDOM
WRITING
oh what a good joke. of course i didn't write anything. i wanted to join the smubbles event on discord but i spent the month gathering up plots from various corners of my digital life. i decided it counts as writing. i hope 2023 brings more. oh i also made the writing review for the past year... it was bad but not that bad. silver linings.
ART+CRAFT
i finished the goddang poofy shirt! and i did cosplay for the first time in forever! it was just a closet cosplay of harrowhark nonagesimus, little more than facepaint and dark clothes, but it was so fucking fun. i went completely insane and i decided to do more - so now im planning to make kim kitsuragi's jacket. i oredered fabric samples and everything. we'll see how it develops. i also printed out a shirt pattern to use up the left over linen, but i had to put that to a pause bc my friend asked an apron for xmas so i spent three-four days making that. i spent two full days hand sewing and watching tv shows. it was satisfying to draft a thing from the ground up and my friend was happy with it. it feels like a good omen.
recap nov 2022
Dec. 2nd, 2022 05:12 pmserials: i watched a little more of gentleman jack, but this month i mostly rediscovered anime. my brain was too dead to watch 60 minutes long episodes but it was fresh enough to read subtitles, i guess! games: it was finally time to say goodbye to hades, i played it as much as i could until it turned unfun. i managed to reunite achilles and patroclus so im satisfied. i finally started playing dishonored and as much as im finding the general mood interesting and engaging, i suck so hard at this, you guys. im currently on like, six hours of gameplay and i haven't managed to clear the first mission past the intro. it's bad. shout out to overwatch 2 who is back to owning my ass. i cannot lie, i missed these guys. im not honestly finding much of a difference with the old one, beside the 5-people team and the fact that the battlepass is meh. looking forward to the new character, ramratta. i still love omnics so much. reading: i only read two books this months, but they were very nice in different ways. pyre at the eyreholme trust is a novella about magic and alternate roaring twenties, with a male on genderfluid romance. dirk gently's holistic detective agency was a struggle for the first half, but by the end i was reminded of what i really loved about the show so im glad. special mention to the webcomic cosmoknights, that was described to me like "same assignment as the locked tomb but different execution" and well, they're not entirely wrong: fighting the system, swords, lesbians. a rude butch with a golden heart. it tracks. and now, for the manga parenthesis.FANDOM
i haven't written much this month, only a couple thousand words of rewriting for the fisting fun with eskel thing i've been dragging around for a couple years now -- but i am starting poking around at my viper witcher oc's backstory. and i've written two book reviews and for the first time im managing to consistently journal every single day. i never really counted it as writing but i should. somehow.WRITING
ART+CRAFT
finally finished the poofy shirt project! it took me months but it's finally done. i was much quicker than i thought, in the past week. goes to show that if i put my mind to it and stop panicking i can make stuff... a big help was discovering that i can sew after the sun goes down with a good enough lamp. it sounds stupid but my little brain was blown away. im going to have to think about stuff for the next month... and year. i have plans for a capsule wardrobe and maybe even cosplay?
recap | october 2022
Oct. 30th, 2022 09:39 pmFANDOM
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recap september 2022
Sep. 29th, 2022 07:58 pmintroduction to t. kingfisher with the clocktaur war trilogy: i enjoyed it a lot and i had a very good time. then it was nona the ninth day! as usual, muir sent us for a loop. ive also re-read gideon the ninth and now im re-reading harrow the ninth, looking for clues… im a little behind with the goodreads challenge but i decided the rereads count! finished playing assassin’s creed brotherhood: the latest ezio sequences were a bit boring, i didn’t appreciate the apple of eden as a weapon. i really enjoyed the parts with desmond though. i ended up growing really attached to him, for some reason. im aware that he’s not present in the other games (and i can guess why :C) and i was warned against AC3 so mh, we’ll see. for now im going to focus on revelationsFANDOM
writing/art+craft
i wrote a grand total of like, 80 words. the first paragraph of a thing. and that's it. that's the show.
recap | august 2022
Sep. 5th, 2022 06:16 pmbeware of spoilers
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WRITING
it's done! the fic it's done! it's online! it's complete!
ART+CRAFT
i haven't quite finished my poofy shirt yet, but i've made a post about my progress so far on pillowfort. i think im going to keep using it as a way to document it. also, i finished the 10 flowers project. i'm going to do birds starting from next week,,, it's going to be hard, i'm afraid
recap | july 2022
Aug. 1st, 2022 05:14 pmFANDOM
Writing
writing keeps being the bane of my fucking existence, for the n month in a row but! beyond every expectation!
art+craft
recap | june 2022
Jul. 10th, 2022 02:53 pmwarning: might contain spoilers (namely: stranger things)
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WRITING
the less is said the better. it was a complete failure. i did a little progress but not enough.
ART+CRAFT
im keeping up with my sunday flower sketches; im quite happy with how they're turning out but i wish i had more energy to dedicate to drawing... on the other hand, i finally finished the damn blanket!! i finally started officially on the next project, cutting the linen for the shirt. i hope to getting it done in july. i had quite a push to plan more things to sew...