Rarely to updates about anything, but now His Majesty feels like to type something out.
Going through my last 2 semesters in MMU Cyberjaya, and then I'm off to the real world, where the society probably need my service as a fresh graduate. I feel very free somehow. Now I'm staying a room where I just moved in, and my roommate hasn't moved in yet. For now, I'm all alone in this room, big enough for 2 person. That's also an issue, probably because I'm staying aloen for now, but that's not all.
For the past 2 semesters I've realized that I do things by myself ; I have meals alone, gaming alone, walk across the places, by myself. I used to have a group guys that would asked to come along hanging out any place any time. I admit that I've been avoiding all that because of my final year project, can't just entirely blame them. People moved on, that's how things worked around, and also for them.
Mademoiselle is currently not feeling well and will be having her surgery on my birthday. It was initially scheduled 2 weeks ago, but stuff happened. I was hoping for her to get well and all so we could celebrate together and also the date that brought us together. Disappointed with that as well.
Nothing seems to be working well so far. I have my own ways to earn, but something came along and the deal was called off. Even if I do earn, what am I suppose to do with all that cash,.
Being alone sucks, maybe I'm not just used to it. Had been going all over the places with people I trusts most, and people I call friends, now that I am here, doing everything alone, that doesn't feels right.
Hopefully my last season in MMU Cyberjaya will end up well and happily. I hope I won't be graduating alone as well.
Sincerelydvnking of kings