I have a hard time doing this blog thing, and I don't know why. I think sometimes that its just because I want to keep the things that happen in my life with my little family private, and I know its selfish of me. I guess when I think about it, it gives me anxiety to think that I am putting what's most precious to me out there for everyone to see and I have a mentel block about it. But I feel the same way about keeping a journal too. So I think its just me. But I know its going to be important to me and my kids that I move past this and start keeping this as my family's blog, journal... and I think it will be good for my Family to know how important they are to me. So here it goes... Life.