This past weekend I have been thinking a lot about the brevity of life. First on Friday night, Jeremy and I watched the
The End of the Spear
. It is a movie about the Saint family whose goal in life was to bring the Word of God to the Waodani tribe in the Amazon. This family knew how fierce and violent these people were yet they never gave up their fight. In the movie, Nick Saint, a pilot, and his 4 friends (Jim Elliot to just name one) traveled into their village so they could meet the people and form a relationship with them. In the end, the end up getting killed because of a miscommunication in language and a lying man. Nick was a young guy and he had 2 young kids when he died. He died doing the Lord's work but still his life was cut short.
Then all weekend I was reading a book called
P.S. I love you
by Ceceila Ahern. In the book, Holly's husband Gerry dies at the age 30 of a brain tumor. The whole book is Holly's struggle to go on with her life. She is stuck with his memory and their dreams that will never come true. Gerry knowing that he was going to die writes her list of 10 things she is to do. She gets an envelope each month containing a task that he wrote her. As I was reading this book, I couldn't help but think of Jeremy and I and our future. So many times we think we have all the time in the world and we'll live to an old age together. Too often we get stuck in our day to day activities and take each other for granted. We don't live like tomorrow could be our last day. We have these dreams of a family and a future but we are in no way guaranteed these things. Many times as I was reading I was brought to tears thinking about what if this were me. (Great book, you really should read it!)
I think these two mediums have really helped me to reexamine where I am right now and what my priorities are. Remember to never take your time on Earth here for granted. Live each day like it is your last. On that note, make sure also that we spread the Gospel like people do not have another day. I know I don't live that way so I'm challenging myself...what about yoU?