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Sun, dec 26th

B o r e d a s h e l l.

Watched Angels in America. 6 long hours, came in 2 discs of dvds. Good movie. A bit weird n kinky, but it’s a good movie.

Sat, dec 25th

Merry xmas everybody!

Happy birthday to Eyang Hardi. You’re d closest I get to a grandma (after I lost both mine) n I love u just like my own. Oh and I LOVE that choco cake from Mandarin Hotel! Your bday ROCKS!! *smooches*

Went to Mumu’s place (another grandma-in-law?) for xmas party. We came early, the mass weren’t finished yet. We had to wait for almost an hour before eating (again. I cant help it ^_^’’).

I love xmas , always in a xmas spirit during the holiday, humming along to xmas carols whenever I heard them, loving the bright colored boxes of presents under the xmas tree, n all d delicious cakes that came along with it, and I’m not even Christian. And I don’t care if I’m not Christian. Xmas is GOOD. End of sentence.

Fri, dec 24th

Busy doing nothing all day.
Oh I edited tons of pics in my computer using PAINT (thanks to my everlasting short-memory-syndrome, I totally forgot how to use photoshop). Will post the results a.s.a.p (meaning: after my phone is no longer locked. Meaning: don’t hold thy breath.)

Meirsja came to collect Rifi’s STTB, return some DVDs n borrowed some more. He wore Rifi’s shirt n smells just like him. In a very good way.

Dammit I miss my boyfriend!

Thu, dec 23rd

I f-in hate potpourris of any kind.

That’s a conclusion i just made after spending 2hours sitting next to it. The smell gets on my nerves n pissed d livin hell outta me. Rather have fresh flowers or a good spray of St.Michaels’ Forest Fern. I’ll go squirt some of it on my bed later. First thing in d morn i’ll go ask mom if we can dump that pile of shite. Really think its bad 4 my health coz now i’m dizzy AND nauseated.. *burp*

Apologies to my adorable protege, Atinna, for lashing out on u this afternoon. I promise i’ll go easier on u next time. *hug*

Wed, dec 22nd

Campus, on holiday, at night, is superfrickinscary. Damn those late-late nite choir rehearsal.

Finally finished watching “Monsieur Ibrahim” and “Alfie” on DVD. The “unlikely friendship” between Momo and the character played by Omar Sharif reminds me of lil Toto and Alfredo in Cinema Paradiso. Love d last one better coz it has a great musical arrangement throughout d movie.

As for Alfie, I love Jude Law. I’d give him an Oscar just for lookin GOOD in d movie. Sorry for the subjective review. My brain melted to bubbles n evaporated since the first 5 minutes of d movie. Blame him.

I have learned that beauty has to flourish in the light. Wild horses run unbridled or their spirit dies. You have giving me the courage to be all that I can, and I truly feels your heart will lead you back to me when you’re ready to land.

That’s a wholelotta crap you got there, Mariah.

They’ve tried telling me all this, saying I should hold on to what I think is right, and be true to my heart. Shouldn’t fool myself trying to love someone else when I know deep down that I still can’t erase my feelings for him and therefore shut my heart from the possibility of loving anyone else.

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between whom you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be.

How should it really be? I’m still too f*ckin scared to find out myself.

All the time I act so brave I’m shaking inside… I don’t wanna let him go..

I honestly dunno what’s right or wrong, and my heart has been crushed n bruised and I don’t wanna go thru that phase of hitting rock bottom again. I’m too afraid to make any decision, cause I don’t think I can handle the consequences.

We all begin with good intent, Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves, the past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden, Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning, the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything, that I have held so dear.

Yeah.. That’s the main reason I live in denial these past few months. By not thinking about this, I avoid myself from getting hurt, which I will, in the end, sooner or later. Its just a matter of time.

Time, my friend, can do so many things. They can change the skies from grey to blue.

Being this love-struck idiot who never learn from her previous mistakes, yes I’m still hoping time would make another changes. Changes that will bring us back together. Someway, somehow.

You’ll see in a while, the tears turns to laughter in time.

I’m the king of wishful thinking.

And after all this time you'd think that I wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed.

I am still in love with you. Hasn’t changed a bit. I didn’t even realize I’ve the ability to love someone like that. Hey its been almost four years, and considering my previous relationship that usually lasts between 40days to 2 months, I’d give myself four thumbs up!

Even now he’s gone, I’m still holding on

Oh hell.. I CAN’T be like some people I know, who can easily let go of the person who once become a very big part of their lives, and move on with their –love- life.

Tonight I’ll hold what could be right. Tomorrow I’ll pretend to wake and put it all behind me and find that I know how to let you go.

IYAKALI!!! Kalo bisa begitu mah udah dari kemaren-kemaren kaliii.

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up on this glary random day
Were the things I've really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright and I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man
Seems that all men
Want to get into a car and go, anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
God, what have I done?

Don't you know I'm numb, man? I can't feel a thing at all
Now it's all smiles and business these days
I'm indifferent to the loss
I have faith that there's a soul somewhere that's leading me around
I wonder if she knows which way is down..

I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out

It evaporated ... see?

Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random, dangling on a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind.

Mom asked me to come to my cousin’s wedding at Balai Sudirman. HELL, i dont even remembered which one he is! But i came anyway. And boy oh boy, glad i came. He turned out to be a cute and charming lad with a georgeous smile (i’d drool all over him, but considering he’s my COUSIN and i’m at his WEDDING party, i dont think that’s a proper thing to do), with loads of good looking friends, and i was like “MOM, how come u never told me i have a cousin as CUTE as this??” whatever happened to your favorite tradition of FAMILY MATCH-MAKING??

Yeah well i just remembered, dad’s side of the family have loads of good lookin’ young dudes. I once looked thru my childhood photo albums and find myself surrounded by cute boys, playing with me at my gramp’s house. Where are they these past few years???? And i remembered, there’s this boy in d picture, he was sitting close to me, (looked like he’s the big brother type, coz i find many old pics of me and him playing together), and he was so cute n all, and i was just wondering whether he’s at the party or not, when mom said he couldnt make it, he’s at home, sick or something, oh and yeah, he’ll get married next April.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! GAK RELAAAA!!!!!! *cries*

Well now you know i fetishes cute guys, even if they’re my very own cousins.

Oh almost forgot:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARIA GYA RARACITTA(?) aka GYA,
my lovely friend who happens to be the firstborn daughter of my mom's ex-boyfriend, who's still torn between two choices of religion from too much reading Karen sumtin-sumtin's "The History of God(?)", and who has a lovely boyfriend named Rifka who has different religion from her (she's christian) and used to play hide-n-seek with her father if they wanna go out on a date. (did i said too much? hehehehehhehehehe)

well i went to her house after the wedding, to give her a nice blueberry cheesecake bday cake, and a christmas gift for her mum. Rifka was there. Glad to see him finally managed to work his way in Gya's family.

Best wishes for you guys! you make a cute (n rather weird, but in a good way) couple. Keep it that way. And please dont get married before me.

@CITRUS : Budey Ika, Secar, Nippon, Dhitong. Budey lagi ngambil S2 di ITB, "teori Arsitektur".. ya olo bude.. i HATE that subject in school.. huhuhuhuuh.. oia ada gosip si budey mau memperkenalkan pakdenya (yg selama ini selalu diumpetin diluar negri) bentar lagi... huiiii acikacikaciiikkk \(^o^)/ 

@CITRUS : Dhitong sotong cumikid, Nippon, Ari kingking. Dont ask why we named them like that. its a LONG STORY. hehehe dan mereka juga dah pasrah2 aja dipanggil begitu. Liat aja si Cumikid. She's a model, beautiful n all, and she dont mind! heheh even if she does, we dont care.. ^_^'' 

@CITRUS : Bey, Banana, Psycho. Ehh salah.. berhubung fotonya lagi rada cantik, judulnya : FENINA, RINA, VIVI.. heheheheh (^o^)v 

@CITRUS : three hobbitses united. Nia, Bey, Secar. Nia udah jadi junior architect n working on the construction of PIM II, Secar mau S2 ambil Media Studies(?) di OZ, Bey.. masih kuliah, ngajar 17ekor anak kecil belajar piano klasik, oh and working as a hired pianist for PSMUT. Busy lil hobbitses, huh? 

@CITRUS : 6 outta 11, they are (left to right) Imash (THE bday girl), Secar, Bey, Indahe (dengan baju kurang senonoh, as usual.. hehehe), Nia (also THE bday girl) and Sisko.  

@CITRUS : here's whats left from the birthday cake. Karena bingung mau nempel lilin angka berapa, (umurnya beda2), jadi pasang angka 99 alias kode angkatan.. heheheh 

@CITRUS : Sisko, Bey, Banana. Am i the only one with the real haircolor here?? hahahaha ini juga udah pernah diwarnain sih, jaman nge-band, sekarang? Dyed it black again! Suits me juuust fine. 

I cancelled all my students for today. Well i forgot to call this boy, 6 year-old Ardo, and he showed up, and i had to teach him from across the room, cause i dont wanna infected him with my bloody flu (with a nose that could run for the olympics, i could kill that poor boy in 2 seconds).

Tried to cancel my practice with PSMUT, but Jaley begged me to come cause today they invited the kids’ parents to come and watch us rehearse, so i went there anyway. Rehearsal ended at 9pm *sigh*, and i immediately hailed a cab n went straight to Citrus, this Tamani-like dining place somewhere near Tebet, where Nia + Vivi + Imash are having their birthday party.

Finally, i get to meet my lovely friends, M.inc FULL TEAM!!! So nice to see those girls again, after half of us graduated last year. Anyway, here are some pics from d party.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO (DEWI) ANNISA aka NIA,
one of my best friend for the past 5yrs. She’s one of the nicest n sweetest person i’ve ever met, and i wish her d best of everything in life n beyond. God knows she deserves it! So, Happy Birthday, baybeeeh!!! *smoooches*

Went home directly after school, locked myself in mum’s room and trying to get some sleep after taking both Neozep and Antibiotics. This friggin flu is killing me. I’ve splittin’ headache, my nose can put Rudolf The Red-Nosed Raindeer to a shame, my throat sore real bad i sounded like a fuggin transsexual.

Lets just say this isnt my idea for a start of a nice weekend.

FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!!!! i know i'm supposed to gain weight, but this is NOT what i have in mind!!! 

Vivi & Rina to the rescue! heheheh.. Here we are, in my "Building System" classroom on 6th floor. I called and asked them to come earlier this morning to help with my drawings. I need all d help i can get.. so lil time, so much to do.. ^_^''  

I should get rid of this bad habit of sleeping near dawn.. I tried, really, I buried myself under d covers but my thoughts are everywhere.. I close my eyes but I cant shut off my mind. Back when I still have my PDAphone, I’d play solitaire, bookworm, bejeweled, text twist til my eyes sore n my head hurt n then I’d doze off while still holding the PDA-stick-thingee (gue bahkan udah lupa what they usually called the pen-like stick that comes with ur PDA..)

Now I’m on my own. Of course I have my new cellphone, but it’s pretty much useless on times like those.

And today I’ve decided that I cant take any more of this bullsh*t. I’m totally pissed off. You call yourself a friend?? Friends CARE for one another! They DON’T TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED!! Gue gak kurang2 sayangnya sama elo, CARE sama elo, I gave u everything u ever asked for, and what do I get in return? NOTHING. NADA. ZIP. You’re not there when I needed u d most. HELL u didn’t even bother 2 ask me why I looked so miserable. No help offered. No warm hug. No comforting smile. N O T H I N G.

Thanks for making it easier for me to step outta your life. I love you, but you’re just not worth it.

Yesterday Alwin, Dimpol, Brata & I went to d movie, NATIONAL TREASURE, starring Nicholas Cage. It was a typical Indiana Jones/Tomb Raider film, but I love Nicholas Cage so that’s pretty much makes up for the lousy ending.

We’ve no idea where else to go, so again, we visited Krishna’s dad @RSPP, heheheh I think one of these days he’ll put a restraining order against us.. T_T’’ *gulp* but he looked better, btw. Congrats, hope they’ll let you come home soon.

On a totally different subject: He’s taken. (He who?? Don’t get any ideas. He’s someone I met last month) and I’m quite disappointed, but I should’ve known that earlier. He’s a very nice person, mature, funny, and caring; I’d be surprise if he’s still single. Well guess I should be happy for him. Later, after I got over this sinking feeling of being brokenhearted. *sniffles*

Meanwhile I’ll just drown myself into this poem I found back in junior high :

Why do I feel the way I do?
Why did you hurt me, and make me feel blue?
Why did you lead me on when you already had a lover?
Tell me you love me, then leave and make me suffer
Why did you do it? This, I don’t understand..
Why can’t you be caring and honest, like a man?
Why do I hate you, and love you at the same time?
Why do I feel like this, when you weren't even mine?
Why can’t I just leave, turn away and close the door?
Why? Because I loved you,
and always wanted more.

well.. i'm not that devastated, but while u're at it, why not make d most of it? aaaaay aaaammm a drama queeeeeeen (^O^)v

YESTERDAY : TIRESOME.

Came home late, past midnite, and instead of immediately catch some sleep, I opened my MSN n chat with my friends. All d way til 4am. Sleep for whats to me is like 3 seconds, woke up n teach my piano students until 3pm, dashed to campus 2 rehearse with PSMUT til 9pm, where Krishna smsed me, saying he’s @hospital, his dad collapsed. I went there straight from campus, stayed for awhile, and Meirsja (my boyfriend’s younger brother) picked me up and we went to McD’s Drive-thru coz I haven’t had dinner. Oh and Meirsja almost gotten into a fight there with some sleazy-ass mtf * with enough attitude that’ll grant him a loss of body-parts someday soon.

Anyway, i thanked Meirsja for being there for me.. and to Krishna, I’m wishing ur dad a speedy recovery. Take care of yourself, and be strong, for your mom. If there’s anything I can do 4 u, just say it, ok! Sabar yah.

TODAY : EXHAUSTED.

Woke up late, went to campus again for rehearsal with PSMUT, Jalley borrowed my Josh Groban’s music scores. Finished around 7pm, meet up with Rifky @senayan, went to RSPP again, and then Krishna’s mum asked us out to dinner, along with Dimpol Yanu Brata & Inda, at Mandala(?), near Wer’s house (wanna see him! Kangen! Too bad he’s at D Lounge, dine out with his Witoelar’s family).

To Krishna: Sorry, I know u wanna go straight home n get some rest, but I felt obliged to come along.. i’d feel awful if I rejected ur mum’s invitation.. and she looked like she could use some distraction from the chaos that’s been happening these past few days. Maaf ya *peace*

Finally, back to campus. Kuliah SisBang, as usual, asdosnya GAK PENTINGGG. Went out 2 meet Vivi, congratulate her for turning into an old hag. Hahahahah .. Next week is Nia’s turn.

Curhat session with the bday girl. I’ve found out couple of shocking secrets (actually I’m not THAT surprised. More like taken aback..) which I intend to keep for myself. God, please help her to get thru this, n come out as a stronger person. I really care bout her.

Got a sudden urge to have a special B1-angels gathering.. at PS. Secar agreed to meet us there. There we were, Bey Crazybanana Psychovivi Secardehobbit, at d food court, having lunch (Sushi .. loads of sushi! Yummm.. and we had New Zealand’s Pancake & Ice cream for dessert) and then Ninaponi came n joined us. We gave her a box of sushi, gue ga enak krn dia dah bantuin bikin analisa tapak sedangkan kelasnya sekarang gue lepas.. huhuhu nyogok nih ceritanya.. ^_^’’

Btw soal ngelepas Programming.. gue akhirnya harus menghadapi d wrath of miss Crazybanana. DIJEWER AJA LOH GUE sambil dia ngomel panjang lebar. Then she hugged me. After I gave her a you-touch-me-again-and-I’ll-rip-your-head-off look.

Anywayyy di PS ada promo Nokia2 baru. Diantaranya MY NOKIA 6260. Masih mahalan disini dikit. Tapi gue ruginya HP gue disini diitungnya BM, krn garansi S’pore. Mana gue rencana mau benerin HP yg kena virus CARIBE lewat Bluetooth.. tar kalo nasibnya kaya Communicator gue yg abis 850rb buat benerin (350rb buat biaya spare-part, 500rb buat service charge hp black market), MATE AJA GUEY.. huhuhuh ^_^’’

Trus we met mas Toton, mantan asdos merangkap our BOSLEY (Charlie-nya tetep si ganteng Mr.Robert, dosen studio 2).. dan ngobrolin segala macem di Coffee Bean sampe jam stgh12.. He gave me a ride home *thanks Bosley!* dan seperti dugaan saya, mister bokap dah menunggu sambil nonton TV dan langsung ngomel gara2 ditelp ga diangkat, disms ga dibales. HP GUE MATI TAUUUUK!!! Yah bisa pinjem hp anak2 sih.. tp entah kenapa, td lagi males aja.. sorry daddykins.. *smooch*

~Never say goodbye if you can’t let him go~ Neng Vivi

two outta four : the bday girl and beybey, excited to have a long-delayed Girls-Day-Out. Ini lagi abis pesen sushi.. and cant wait to dig in!! yummm.. ittadakimaaasu!!! \(^O^)/ 

two outta four : Banana and Secar de Hobbit. *banana kenapa? keracunan sushi ya? kebanyakan makan unagi? aheuaheuaheu bego lu..* 

Again, the four of us at Coffee Bean, Plaza Senayan. Left to right: Vivi Secar Beyy Crazybanana.. Mas Toton aka Bosley took d pic. *thanks!* 

miss Herdiana Riyani aka NinaPoni aka Nippown.. salah satu dari M.inc yg paling "sane" but at d same time, paling "insane".. huhuhuh bisa dibunuh nippown guey.. One thing fer sure, u can always depend on her. Love ya Poni!! sebelahnya si Crazybanana. The LOUDEST of all 11 ^_^'' 

B1-angels formasi lengkap, ber-4. Why "B1-angels"? well.. B1 tuh nama kelas (kita sekelas pas taun2 pertama kuliah).. and the "angels" part? hauehuae its obvious, isn't it? look at our innocent and angelic faces!! *hoek* 

ini lagi bermacet-macet ria, dari kampus mau ke PS.. Banana (kacamata item), Beyy, Psychovivi. Anak2 Gading ini pada gak tau jalan.. huhuhuhuhu payah.. ^_^'' 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIYANTHI SILVANA KOSASIH alias Neng Vivi, my lovely psychotic bestfriend for d past 5years.. best wishes n all *smoooches* from your lovely Beybeyyy.. \(^O^)/ 

A TRIBUTE TO VIVI the BDAY GIRL.. ini lagi di Tamani Kemang, ulangtaun Indah+Nippon+Dhitong Cumikid.. from right to left are : miss CrazyBanana, Siska penggaet pria bule, Neng Vivi, Secar de Hobbit, Nippon aka Nina. Pada ga bisa liat kamera nganggur ye.. haheuhaeaueh ^_^ 

A TRIBUTE TO VIVI the BDAY GIRL.. yg ini judulnya SICK COUPLE.. huhuhuh dua-duanya sama2 GEBLEK.. but both are my best friends, and each have their own uniqueness i appreciate so much (but try my best not to let it show, though.. heheheh) 

A TRIBUTE TO VIVI the BDAY GIRL.. yang pake baju putih disebelah miss Banana.. ini di Citos' Thai Express.. muka ceria.. (yeah, they haven't seen d food just yet.. huhuhuh ^_^'') 

Tadi siang ke rumah Krishna, mau nebeng Yanu ngampus. Lagi males pergi sendirian. Kacian si kwishnosh masi sakit. Cepetan sembuh dong!!! *maksa*

Latian PSMUT di tangga Gd.C!! walopun pake jaket tetep aja masuk angin nih kayanya gue.. gile, cape bgt, mana pake clavinova yg sustain-nya MATI!!! Bangsatttt pegel bgt trying to play legato smoothly!! Sumpahh my upper arms sakit nih sekarang.. huhuhuh ^_^’’

Went home alone, by cab. Called Iyo bentar (masih belom bisa ketemu, dia masih sibuk ngurus another event buat January 05.. too bad.. you don’t know what you’re missing! lol) trus called Rizky, minta temenin ngobrol biar gue gak ketiduran di taxi. SAMPE PULSA GUE ABIS. Huhuhuh yah gapapa lah. He called back, asking me 2 call him soon as I got home. I did. And we talked about lotsa stuff.. and about my rejected testimonial for him, which he said was a bit too personal and that I’d get him into trouble if he accept it. Banyak omong, dasar cemennn!!! Ahuehauehuaheuahe I wrote facts u cant deny, mannn!!! Hehehe peace (^_^’)v

I actually missed hangin out with him. Yeah well we’re planning 2 go out next Monday, there’s a lot of cathing up to do. That should be funnn *grin*

~turn your lights down low.. I wanna give you some good, good loving~
you couldn’t possibly turn down that kind of invitation, could you? Hehehehhe..

Yesterday.. mmm.. oh, Ieyan & Ferly was here 2 help Indah finish her Programming assisgnments. I helped her too, after I got home from teaching @musicschool. Later on that nite, all 4 of us went 2 Gandaria to copy Indah’s Schematic design and have it resized, from A4 to A3, (been there, done that, n it cost me an awful lot of money), and then we stopped by at McD on our way home 2 bought midnite snacks.

I.. wanna tell u everything that happened yesterday but i... can’t. ^_^’’
I had fun though. *wicked grin*

Barusan isi pulsa, ehh abis banyak buat nelpon Richie.. heheheh sialan, gara2 gue gak enak dia sms-in gue bbrp kali tapi gue GA BISA BALES (curse you, IM3).. he’s as nice and annoying as usual, asking me things bout my health n stuff and bout my cant-dozeoff-before-dawn sleeping habit. Oh and I also called Kennn. Penasaran gara2 nomernya invalid, padahal itu nomer yg biasa dia sms ke gue. Pas dia miscall gue, NOMERNYA LAEN LAGI. Akhirnya stlh coba2, bisa nyambung. Curiosity yg ngabisin duit nih namanya ^_^’

Anyway, sorry Kennny-boy, I seemed 2 call u at d wrong time, but thanks 4 being nice all d same. And thanks a bunch 4 d badly written poem *grin* u gave me few days ago. Love it \(^O^)/

Aduh I’ve a bad feelin.. absent gue dikelas SisBang ngga cukup.. T_T’’
Tadi pagi telat bangun (gara2 tidur jam 3 pagi.. heheh hope Richie isn’t reading this) dan berhub siangnya ga ikut programming, gue ga ikut Indah kekampus. Tar sore aja gue kesana, buat latian sama PSMUT. Ahh pulang malem lagi deh.. *frown*

Uh.. on a totally different subject: I know I’ll get burn, playing with fire.. but I CAN’T HELP IT!!! And he’s not helping either! And if thing’s continue to work like this, I’m afraid I’ll do sth I might regret later..

~I was wrong, u were right, a day in December can be so nice* hehehheheheh geblek..

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO KENNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!
Wishing you health, wealth, happiness, and a life worth living.
May all d ups n downs u went thru will able 2 make u a grown up man, mature and kind.

Hmmm setelah gue udah susah payah mengarang indah kasi wejangan, tidak lupa pesan sponsor: Jgn lupa, diwajibkan traktir gue nxt summer, bawa oleh2 DAN kado, yg ada di NY ga ada di indo! remember our deal?! *galak* hauheuaheuaheuehuh peace (^O^)v

Hmmm tudey I skip school. For all of u who’ve known me since my childhood years, you’d prolly know klo gue lagi kumat moody-nya, mending save yer breathe n let me do whatever i please.

And today I’m feelin like hangin out in my livingroom n watch some DVDs.

I was lookin 4 d “Princess’ Diary 2” (blom selese nonton) tp kayanya dah dibalikin ke temennya frea (that biatch.. been getting on my nerves these past few days.. told ya she’s possessed.. evil lucifer’s heir..) and I end up watching King Arthur (cute Alecto.. ehehhehe)

Siangnya ke PS, bokap ngajak ketemuan mau nyari buku. Telat, buku “HEALTH SPACES”-nya dah dibeli orang!! mana TINGGAL SATU!!! Aaaaaahhhh kurang ajar.. ada juga yg “Children’s Hospital” tapi untuk harga 850rb, kayanya ga worth it, soalnya banyakan gambar (which di internet juga ada) dan minim tulisan (itu diaaa!! Gue butuh keterangannya, design schematics-nya, konsep programatik-nya.. BUTUUUUUH!!!!! Hikshikshiks.. T_T’’)

Akhirnya gue malah beli music scores-nya 20th Century Movie Soundtracks, for 225rb. Ada theme song-nya “Schindler’s List” sama “Somewhere In Time”! yay! \(^O^)/

I think I’ve figured out knapa hp gue autodelete old sms’. Jadi niih.. stlh diperhatiin, klo HP gue lowbatt sampe mati sendiri, ILANG DEH TUHHHH SMS2 BARU DI INBOX GUE!!! SONOFA*beep*!!! Mana ada sms2 penting ama nomer2nya yg blom sempet gue masukin phonebook! Dammit.. jadi sms lo ilang lagi kennn… *muka sebel*

Indahe mana yaa ga dtg2.. gue keburu ngantuk nih.. mana ms.Arslan just called dgn suara panic gitu, gue kirain dia kenapa2.. haduh.. telponnya pake putus pula (ADE APE??) cant call her back, dad wants 2 use d phone, sedangkan IM3 gue pulsanya tinggal 250rp.. sorry ^_^’’

Buset, segitu lonely-nya-kah gue ga ada Rifi buat ngobrol sampe gue crita panjang lebarnya di blog? Huhuhuu guess so.. Anyway here comes Indah. Gotta make a cuppa coffee biar bisa begadang properly tonite.. God knows begadang2 yg kmrn gagal mulu.. T_T’’

~If you believe in falling in love at first sight, you’ll never stop staring.~ CLOSER, starring (again, after the award winning film Cold Mountain) Nicole Kidman and Jude Law. Speaking of Jude Law, he’s PEOPLE’s version of 2004’s Sexiest Man Alive. I’m with you, PEOPLE magazine!!! *drooling all over his pic*

i've only two words for this man. Simmmmmply Gorgeous. Oh two more words. LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!! \(^O^)/ 

meet JUDE LAW. Sexiest Man Alive, according to People Magazine. Yes, i agree *nodding vigorously* 

Woke up late, Pia drove me 2 musicschool, gw kebagian jadi panitia konser studio, pagi (1030am) ama konser ruang, siang (0230pm). Yg pagi jd "peraga", bagian yg maen mini operet buat introducing lagu2 yg mau dimaenin ama anak2 kecil itu. For example, pas mau ada lagu “Hongkong Market Place”, gue sama Menur kebagian jadi shoppers, pake baju cheongsam, twist my hair in a bun alias dicepol, pake payung kertas ala jepang sambil kipas2, pura2 belanja, while couple of other teachers (panitia juga) pura2 jadi yg jualan, lengkap dgn kostum dan celotehan ala cina sebisanya.. (ni hao maa.. wo ai ni.. bakpao swikee siomay.. huhuhu) trus pas lagu Ten Little Indians, Kak Inge n a bunch of other young piano teachers literally ambushed all d kids n audiences in d studio, dgn lari2 sambil teriak2 ala Indian.. huhuhuhu rusuh berat deh pokonya.. I’m exhausted, but ‘twas fun! (^o^)v

Later that day, we (Menur Kak Ratna Kak Inge n I) went out 4 lunch, dideket YPM juga. Ditraktir Kak Inge! Woo hooo! Hehehehhe.. trus berhubung di konser siang gue kebagian jadi MC, gw msti do sumtin bout penampilan gue yg acak2an abis ber-rusuh2 ria di konser studio tadi pagi. Nyalonlah gue dideket2 situ. Berhubung waktunya sempit, gue ga jadi dicepol rapi, akhirnya malah disasak atasnya, belakangnya diuraiiii.. trus pake baju yg pink-item, rok pink ngeCRONG, pink (high)heels.. hohohohohohoh kata Nadya, MC-nya punk abwesh.. (NOT a good thing if u’re hosting a classical music concert.. ^_^’’ but WHAT THE HELL)

Anyway the concert went fine, my students were awesome \(^O^)/

Mlmnya (barusan) nyokap ngajakin gw ma Pia ke Inaugurasi Moestopo’s Dentistry @Pasir Putih, Kemang. D food was terrible. Even my Honeydew Juice was simply AWFUL. I wouldn’t recommend u 2 go there. EVER. *yuck*

Anyway, 2moro I promised Indah I’d help her on her programming assignment. I really wanted her to pass the class. Me? I’ll just focus on my old project, starting 2moro. Dad said he’d buy me that book @Kinokuniya.. d one I cant afford.. heheheh thanks dad! There were 2 of them btw.. huhuhuh (ngelunjak..)

Buat Krishna, cpt sembuh ye. U sounds awful when I called last nite. Follow my advice, less medicines, more vitamins. Works 4 me. Hope it works 4 u too. Anyway, get well soon. *pat in d head*

~Forever... is where two lovers go.~ taken from Levi’s wedding invitation.

Menur the COWGIRL.. heheheh kekurangan panitia yg cowo.. jadi si Menur didandanin ala koboyyyyy.. hehhehe doi mah seneng2 aja tuuuu.. *giggles* 

here i am, abis pulang ngemsi, dengan rambut gede disasak gara2 mo diset waktunya ga cukup.. huhuhu gapapalah yg penting rapi.. hmm muka gw dah ngantuk gitu.. 

Chief Inge.. getting ready 4 d concert. She's a great teacher, and an amazing actress! selalu kebagian peran yg aneh2.. hehehehe thanks a bunch, chief! (^o^)v 

Nadya, as a witch, introducing the song "Halloween Witches".. or was it "Trick or Treat"?? (^_^')