Study weeks, exams, the heart-attack-result-taking day, oath taking ceremony and all sort of celebration events, I am eventually HOME and enjoying the longest holidays I ever have. Kick off my holidays with nice, sweet escape to Pulau Tioman with my besties,Aileen,Qing Yu and Jun xin. I hope Junie will be there, then it will turn out be a perfect trip. Though Tioman wasnt the best island or beach like those I had been, but definitely bring us the most joyful and happiest moment. And now, I am goyang goyang kaki at home after decided to burn my Bangkok air ticket and hotel just to ease my parents worry. It's always like, if you cannot be a good daughter, at least do not make them worry about you. Yea, so deal! I am longing for some really good novels at home, but I do not have. The biggest bookstore is like 1 and half hour journey from my hometown and i wasnt able to do some books shopping when i was in Kluang. *thanks to the super hyperactive and adorable TYY* plus, I left my new novel with him. Great!! I've always tell myself the night before, OK...Next day,nest day I am going to sing an early bird song with sunshine, drive myself to the library and grab some reading material...naahh...no success attempt until today. I am definitely a lazy bug now. HAHAH. Well, think in the positive way, I might not get a chance to wake up at noon for the past two years or rest of my life.So, I will just let the laziness bugging every of my cells.
Talk of this holidays, it is definitely the longest I ever have since SPM. Since MRSM, time with family is always precious. Right after SPM, I thought I finally get a chance to rolling at home but I was wrong. PLKN notification came as the same pace as my holidays. Bubye, I have been threw to Tasik Chini. After that, two weeks of short break, I got the letter to Tangkak and eventually UM. And this five years of medical course was always keep you in adrenaline rush. It's always a really short break before next storm especially clinical years. Of course, me and my gang has always been a little bit naughty. We still enjoying our medical course like a non-medic students, and I've no regret about it.HAHAHA. I hope they all see this. Think of the crazy beers time, second year movie with Junie, Aileen during study week, sing k in between classes. Nah, we just got our own way. teehee. We have never in the main group among coursemates, but we always treasure the moments =) Of course, some unpleasant moment happened regarding friendship and relationship throughout these years. Emotional words blurted out without second thought and i'm deeply regret on it. All the harsh words and distrust has been a shame. I've to admit that i am always being ridiculously emotional and most of the time i fail to control it. Hormone is not the best to be accused. Since i ever realised, I've been trying my very best to control myself and yea, i am still at the bad edge. I promise I will punish and do my very best to conquer it.It seems like this five years not only that I gain the solid knowledge medicine, I as well learn lesson of life. You hardly know it unless you go through it. True enough, It's always happen with reason.
Apart of all lessons, it is actually a dream come true year indeed. I have never thought that I could be a DR.It never be one of my ambitious but i,ve decided to challenge it as i know it is the most direct way of helping others, Yes of course, you could be in any other profession to help but this one the front line as we talk about life. I do not want to spent the rest of my life sitting in office with machine or papers. That is the first thing on my mind when come to make decision for UPU. A not-so-clear target yet it shown me the way. I vowed will use my whole life to learn more and help more with this chance that God has given to me. Another unexpected is , he has come to my life. After all the tears overflowing and heart-broken moments, it is just about the right time for us to take each other into life. It doesn't matter how long it would be, but we ought to treasure every good and bad moments as long as we can.
I hope I could get a hospital nearer to papa and mama. After being outside for years, it's time for home. it's time to repay them with more time, caring and love. Ya. And, I do hope that peaceful come to this world, it is rather sad to see news of violence in Thai and Vietnam. Hatred among human, that's horrible. Sigh. Ok, i guess it's a bit too lengthy huh...hehe...=)
Enjoy =)
小时候，幸福是一件物品，得到就开心。
长大后，幸福是一个目标，达到便幸福。
成熟后，幸福是一种心境，领悟便幸福。
来自小学资深的一位老师。
Oh yeah! I need some good chinese book as well. ish!!!!
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