Dear family. Oh how I love you so much! I am so grateful for everything that you do. The love you give and the support. You don´t know how much you mean to me. This past week has been GREAT! It´s been really spiritual and really physically demanding, but in all honesty, I wouldn´t have it any other way. As I said to dad in my email to him, This past week I have been thinking a lot about eternal things. I don´t really know why, but a lot about eternity and about our relationships. But it´s been great!
Last Saturday, we had a baptism! Alexandro! He is so awesome! We have been teaching him for a little over a month and have been waiting for his mother to give us permission. But the whole time he wanted us to know how much he wanted to be baptized! He is great and will be a wonderful missionary one day. We have really grown close to him and his family. He was really nervous the day of the baptism. But everything went perfectly. Afterward we were talking about how baptism isn't the end, he needs to be confirmed and receive the Holy Ghost. We told him that his father would be able to do it and how much of a sweet experience that will be. That is when he and his father informed me that they had been thinking and talking, and they both decided that they want me to confirm him this Sunday. Well, how could I say no? But I am scared out of my mind! I have never confirmed someone in English! Let alone in Portuguese! But he asked me and it is my job as a missionary. Elder Duarte is helping me.
This past Sunday, while Elder Duarte was taking a shower, I was listening to 'Classic Talks' on his ipod. I came across an older talk by an Elder Brown, I think is his name and it really stirred me to remembrance and made me cry. You know it doesn´t take much to move me to tears though.
When he left for his mission, he said the last words his mom said to him were, "Son, you are going away from me, the farthest you every have before. I´m a little nervous for you. When you were younger, you used to have nightmares and shout my name out in the middle of the night. My room was right next to yours so I would just call back and say I´m right here baby. But now you are going to be thousands of miles away and if you call out, I won´t be able to hear you. If you call out "Mother are you there," I won´t be able to call back. But you can always get on your knees and cry out "Father are you there?" and he will always answer.
How true that is. I know that whenever we pray, He hears us. He knows us and He loves us. More than we can imagine. Everything that has been done by Him and His Son, were out of love for us.
This past week I have been searching and searching for old Ensigns and old conference talks. I came across the old Conference address by Elder Worthlin that I love. You all know it. I talked about it all the time, "Sunday Will Come." Luckily, I was in the bathroom when I read it, because I cried like a little baby. That talk is some of the most sweetest, inspirational, and God-sent words that have ever touched my soul. I found it in Portuguese as well.
This past week, we stopped by a family´s house that I just love! She said she had a reference for us. When we stopped by she came out with a huge grin and said "Elder! Guess what!? I´m pregnant!" We shouted for joy with her. She had just found out. We were some of the first to know. How wonderful and lucky I feel to be a part of these amazing people´s lives. I joked with her and said, "If it´s a boy, you should name him Nathan!" hahaha and at Sunday I went up to her husband and told him congrats. He said with a grin on his face, yeah, if it´s a boy, we're thinking of naming him Nathan. Those Brazilians and their silly humor. I love it.
Finally, the last thought I think I would like to share, was this week I received my first letter from a Brazilian, a recent convert from Timbu. She was thanking me for the work and help that me and Elder Savage had helped with. How privileged I am to be here and serve these beautiful people. I know everyone says that their mission is the best. Well, they are all dirty liars and repent. Because my mission is the best. I am greatful for the chance I have to grow with them, love with them, and have these timeless experiences with them. In the closing of her letter she said, calling me by my nickname she gave me, I won´t forget you pequeno-grande homen, which means little-big man.
These experiences aren't just for full-time missionaries. Everyone can have these memories. Just be a missionary at home.
Oh how I love you all. My prayers go out for you. I think about you often. I love you so much. Hey, can you believe it, I´ve almost been out 6 months. I love you and I can´t wait until we can be together again. Until then, I love you.
com amor,
-Elder Nathan Askins