November 14th Letter
Hola Familia!
I recently completed the second day of being stuck in the house => so totally torturous - and we are doing group studies almost all the day which is sweet but I would so much rather study on my own - BUT it's all good - cuz learning to do things in groups is totally effective. Some things that may be important for you to know that I don't think I ever mentioned before =>
- Also I took out 200 mil pesos => like a hundred bucks - for this week of being stuck in the house, just in case => this next week I'm going to buy some nice things for myself - for example:
- a sweet bag - whether fanny pack or side bag I'm not sure (back packs make me sweat A LOT => demasrade => so I only use it when I need to and it makes my shirts dirty - don't know if it is fault of the shirts or backpack). My old fanny pack broke - totally died - we had a good four months together.
- a good pillow - that's not totally nasty
- and a sweet belt, cus the one I got => not that awesome looking now
- I'm going to look in this next P-day to see if they'll have socks and shirts my size. If not I'll let you know. I'm doing fine on all this but just so we can have that for future reference
- and other little things that will make me totally eficaz como missionero
I have had way too much time to think this week, but it has been cool. Most of all I realized that I gotta improve so many things! Most of all I got to know how to focus on people that can actually progress. We have so many that are stuck and are not progressing in marriage, in assistance and now I'm going to find new rich investigators - which will be sweet.
My companion told us this evening, like Friday or Saturday, how even though his family has not written him in nine months, how much he loves them and they are even members and I am just amazed at his strength cuz if you all hadnt written me I'd already be home I think. With the infection and everything, but he's here - a pesar de all that- he's here fighting to help the other families be eternal (and he's had success) so cool -
I think about a lot of people. They really do know Christ and they know Him well, but they don't know, anytime someone conquers sin, chooses the right despite hard consequences, overcomes a trial, an addiction, feels that love, they get to know Christ on some level - they feel the Spirit - something urging them to keep going and getting better themselves but they just don't identify the source. A lot of these people probably know Christ a lot better than I do, just they don't recognize it, and sometimes (a lot of times) don't want to pay the price to recognize Him fully. So I realized the obvious, but it took on a new level. My job never is to tell someone they don't know Christ but to help them realize they know Him better than they imagined.
That's also something I'm realizing, the obvious. You wonder why you don't get results and the answer is always in front of your eyes, but it takes a training, or a zone conference or a cool moment to realize you lack the obvious.
For example, DO SERVICE, they tell me... well duh? Why haven't I been looking for that? And it seems like such a novel idea but it's right there!
You really just need to focus on the basics => and use all of the basics - there are a ton.
Did I tell you in the two days we worked 2 women pretty much asked us to be baptized? So cool. I now have two investigadoras e con fecha that seem pretty solid - (not a fat joke, though one of them is pretty chunky) and I have a dream for this area - investigadores in these sky scrapers.
Because I have been working in the poor parts, where sadly the people's family's are pretty much destroyed a lot of the time and many of the people simply don't seem ready. It is a HARD environment, always, with alcohol and the music so loud but it is where the missionaries have chosen to work all the year long and pretty much nobody has gotten baptized so I'm going to environments where the spirit will more easily thrive so the people can progress.
Apparently there is an entire street and almost everyone is a member and is inactive - totally not awesome - but you remember this sister Ana Claudina, whose husband is way sick and he falls and is stuck and stuff, she and a different menos activa came to church today! along with Sila who we programmed - Cool! and a bunch of members visited Jenys while I was stuck in the house - not awesome - but she's definitely progressing, though we are still "all" con el esposo.
So while we sat in the house studying, first normal with personal, comp, and language, we had a mini CCth where we had "actividades" throughout the day where we studied the 8 principles together and then did something else throughout the day but I just sat talking and studying and writing and I even took a full hour and knelt down and prayed. I also bought nutella and peanut butter and a lot of bread to make french toast. I already had syrup.
Anyway, I only left the house once to go to church service Wednesday. Totally bogus, we easily could have left and worked all week without problems if we were just smart. I have no doubt I am suffering consequences of stupid missionaries before - drives me nuts. Just be smart! Follow the little white book.
For example => a bunch of missionaries had the bad habit of pretty much making mini farewells when they were transferred and some wouldn't get back to the house until like 10:30 trying to say good bye to everyone (the girls of the ward) - idiots. Have some self control. Plan ahead and become the best you can by following the guidelines that God has laid out for you - namely Preach My Gospel and the little white book and focus on your purpose even on your last day in an area. You're here to find, teach and baptize not say good bye to your crushes. It became such a problem, in fact, that now no one knows the cambios until Tuesday in the night time because apparently these representatives can't control themselves and keep focus. There are just so many things; like that in this mission where the missionaries weren't mature enough to focus and follow the purpose that those who are, not me, but others of course, get limited in the good we can do for trying to be obedient whereas the others just continue being more disobedient with the new rule. The thing is though, a lot of the missionaries did not grow up the same and are learning. We are all learning and that's what I have to remember. they are not idiots, nor are they cieces of crap, they are learning, sometimes I just wish they'd do it faster.
But the missionaries in my district are cool. A new Elder, Delgado, has like four months and the other - DeLaCruz elder Ellis se fue- elder DeLaCruz is awesome. He got here and had to be in the house for five days without leaving. What a great way to start in a new area. He has like 15 months.
So there you go. A lot of what was on my mind while I wrote. Weird but cool week - learned a lot - just have to apply it. Watched a talk by Elder Holland that was awesome. three times actually and I'm felling good to be on the street again.
You guys really are the best. I don't think I'd make it if it wasn't for you. Pretty sure I wouldn't. Maybe, but thanks for being in this with me. I love you all tons!
Cuidense! Love you tons,
Elder Taylor