近来发生了很多事情
有许多意想不到的
也有许多害怕发生而终于发生的

因为这些事情 形成了无厘头的烦恼
我更加期待澳洲之旅 真的很想看清问题所在
到底是自己的问题 还是一切不过是现在那些人的无知

很多事情很想做
告诉自己等待多一年
完成大学生涯
就飞奔去干自己想干的事

天 如果你不曾离弃我
如果你还记得这二十三年来
我间断 陆续的 相隔几晚就和你聊天
如果你还记得我对这漆黑一片的你
倾诉 哭泣
还有当我成功达成任务 我开心地向你说声感恩
请你务必保佑我 继续守护我
你晓得我希望得到的一切
你晓得我那么努力为的是什么….

前晚噩梦发生了
暴风雨过后
我倒在床上 心依然怦怦跳着
眼角出现了泪痕
这一次没有以前那样嚎啕大哭
习惯了一个人 面对

手上握着电话 翻开通讯录
却讽刺地 不晓得可以和谁分享
因为真的没有任何一个人可以替我解决那样的问题

我希望有个人在我身旁
可是很明显的
房里就只有我一个

永远剩下和自己分享的
就只有自己幻想出来的守护者
还有那浩瀚的夜空
扮演着聆听者的角色
然后我在自言自语的
安慰自己 将自己从痛苦边沿
一步一步慢慢的 重新站起

这就是为什么我需要阅读那么多激励类型的书籍
因为面对那样的困境
脑海里的句子 顿时成为我正能量的来源

我说我啊我
赶快睡觉 休息
明天又要面对公司里有的无的
……

爸妈都有节目出外了
二弟和三弟也不在家
就剩下我这个老大和两个小弟

就这样 突然的
拿起电脑放进书包
开车就往麦当劳去 ~

竟然独自一个人坐在麦当劳 陪伴我的
只剩下一本笔记电脑

查阅电话簿
根本不懂要找谁
不是忙考试 忙工作
就是剩下一些 我这一刻没有想要见的
哈哈 我就是这么的奇怪
不同的心情 我回想要见不同的朋友
当然很多是时候 我都比较享受一个人
是一个人躲在房间里

不是一个人到外头 超无聊~

今天家里头网络出现问题 不能上线
被迫到麦当劳上网 悲哀~

今晚的心情主题是寂寞
亏我有那么多来自四面八方的朋友
今晚却不晓得想要找什么人

除了几位中六的朋友
其余的 今晚的我 都没有太多想聊的话题
那要怎么约他们出来
因为我不想去硬找话题~

今晚的我 感觉很无聊 寂寞 ~

所以才连 那么样无聊的文章我都可以写出来~

I was really having a great time and great laughter with friends tonight. We chat and walked around the town. And to me, everything we had it tonight though were just simple but definitely special.

Czech in the House.

Here they are, from the left Zhi Yao, Veronica, Martin, Albert, Me and Sin Yee. The Chinese are Malaysian and others are Czech.

Since I only met them up at 7pm, I only managed to bring them for dinner, take a walk at the night market and of course, visiting my home. I should have actually meet them at KLCC this noon, but eventually I gave up the plan due to the tiredness after work.

I know Martin, Sin Yee and Zhi Yao through the Work and Travel programme in USA. 🙂 Meaning we have been worked together for months and is kind of precious we met each other again. Of course, I do meet up with Sin Yee and Zhi Yao quite often, with others Malaysia participants. As for Veronica and Albert, I just got to know them tonight. Veronica is Martin’s elder sister while Albert is currently doing his PhD internship in KL. Well, he just arrived one week ago. 🙂

Let’s talk about the activities that we just did. Actually nothing much but eat and walk. Haha. We had Bak-Kut-Teh for our dinner and went to night market at Taman Kok Doh, Segambut. Veronica was real great that she brought us the souvenir from Czech. Guess what we get? Two bags of chocolates and sweets, all made in Czech Republic! Wow. I love chocolate, she brought the right thing, wasn’t she? 🙂

And I gave them chinese tea bag and buddha toys for remembrance too! 🙂

Yummy!

Could you imagine what would happen when you are going to take dinner at some places you often been, but this time with three foreigners?And what do you think will happen when you bring them to the night market? Well, you will definitely find it very weird because the people just can’t stop looking you. Though I understand they were just looking at the Whites. 🙂 But seriously, I hate that feeling when they looked at us. 浑身不自在 ~ Haha

Just to give them a clearer picture of on our living culture, I invited them to my house. 🙂 And of course, I served them Carlsberg beer since they told me, they love beers. Czech produces hundred over brands of beers. They also told us that beer is cheaper than mineral water in Czech Republic. So, I served them something real cheap? Wahaha. No! Hopefully they understand that beer is Malaysia is very expensive. Lol.

She was explaining something which printed with Czech language.

We actually thought of eating Roti Canai for supper, but thank to Zhi Yao who wish to go back Nottingham Semenyih campus earlier, we had our gathering ended at 11PM.

Meeting up with friends who we rarely get to see each other is always something precious that I much appreciated. When life gets to busy with work and all kind of serious matters,  it is always special when there is people coming all the way far from other part of the world, then we hang around, chat and share. That’s life that I wanna have, something slightly different from daily routine stuffs.

Like they said: See you in my country. That’s something I am looking forward to do so, having my footprints marked on the other parts of the world.

Alright, I am really tired now. Goodnight. *Arh, I can’t take it anymore. I ned to sleep and so sorry if you can’t understand my English in this post. *

It has been month ago since my last post here in this space. I have actually drafted few articles but were not being published yet. I guess I am not going to continue composing the articles anyway, so just have them kept in the draft box. 🙂 Well, those articles were mainly about the past Lunar New Year celebration.

One more week to go, I will then finish the third month of my placement in Guinness. Well, I started to miss my colleagues. I know I am going to remember each one of them, for not just being my good trainers, but good friend as well. It’s not far, 5th April is the day, for which this experience is going to draw to the conclusion.

Though another month to go, I have almost completed my training report, I guess 95% of the reports I already have them completed. Wow! ~ Superb fast isn’t it? And you might think, chill, maybe just because yours is going to be a very short length report, ops, nope, trust me, I think more than  60 pages at least. ~ 🙂

Dr Liew is visiting to the company soon at the end of March, for which I have expected she will be the one, and the only one, since other lecturers are muslims. So who else coming if she is not the one? I gave her a phone call today, she sounds excited to come over, hopefully, she is real keen to visit me. 🙂

What else arrrr?

Talk about the past Lunar New Year. Well, it was certainly, absolutely a great one, hence I believe there will be a great year ahead waiting for me to embrace.

Oh ya, I was working with Speedwing team last Saturday. That’s was the U.S. Employers roadshow. This time we were having exactly the same venue, time and condition, and also with the same employer representative like last year. What’s make the difference is that, I am no longer the participant, but the admin assistant of the employer. Well, I was in another position different from last year. Last Saturday, I was the one who sat opposite of the participants, looking at them who were so nervous and some even shivered. Wow, and I told them, no worries, you will most likely get the job offer as long as you can speak ENGLISH. Well, of course, my words didn’t help, they still shivered until they say : Oh thank you, Jamie, see you this summer. 🙂

Working in the roadshow dragging the sweet memories back to mind, I recalled the days my friends and I worked and traveled together in Cedar Point and around United States. It was awesome memories yet to be recalled in later years. I miss them so much, seriously.

Going to meet Martin, one of the international students who worked with me last summer in Cedar Point, this Friday nearby KLCC. Well, that’s one of the advantage of the programme, you get to know friends from all around the world. 🙂

You know what? I am actually not in the right mood to write this blog. Just feel guilty for not keep my blog updating, and been outdated for so long. -.-lll