We Are Light

The metaphysical model that I work from posits that we are essentially made of light. We are beings of light, many say. Dense light that manifests in solid form, but light nonetheless. I believe that at some point in the 21st century science will confirm what the New Agers and occultists have been proclaiming all along: that basically, we are light reflections, anchored in this fourth dimensional reality at the root chakra, projected from the mind of God and from our own consciousness, creating everything that we see and believe that is real in a kind of amazing holograph. It is hard to believe, but it makes sense to me. Yet the nature of this light is beyond our understanding at this time.

Jesus Christ, Yeshua the Master, also adopted this metaphysical model in one of the most famous evocations ever spoken (although in Aramaic, not English):


Abwoon d'bashmaya
Netqaddash shmak
Teete malkutah
Nehvwey tzevyannach aykanna 
d'bashmaya aph b'arha

Translated with a new age gloss, this says:

Our Father of the Cosmos 
Focus your light within us, make it useful
Create your reign of Oneness now
Your own desire then acts with ours
as in all light 
so in all forms

This is a manifestation meditation. Words of magical creation.

There are profound transformations that are taking place in each and everyone of us, as Light transforms our bodies, and our very natures, into the purest form that we are. And the earth is doing the very same thing, and one day - who knows when, because in the higher dimensions, there is no "time" - Mother Gaia will be transformed into a star, with her very own Light body.

So may we all become Light.

Being the Body

I have had some challenges with being in the body. At first I had no idea what that meant; this is something that few teachers seem to understand or talk about. It is also subject to one's individual and karmic experience. For instance, I have had a history that includes physical pain, terror, and trauma, both in past lives and in this life, always a good reason to jump the fuck out of where all of that is going on; furthermore, I have explored practices of trance spirit possession and out-of-body experiences - hint: never a good idea if you plan on ascending the body. This and a malfunctioning first chakra - like most of us on this planet - makes for a life of operating largely outside of the physical body, which is all very well and good, but a lousy place to be if one wants to create a body for the Higher Self to return to. 

I have been told that human beings are very special, as we are part of the lineage of "creator gods", i.e. the Elohim - and because we are physical beings, we may create dense physical things in this dimension, but only by using these physical bodies.

This of course makes little sense to most of us.

I have written before here and here on the other bodies that we are conscious of, these that are coming energetically "online" during this period of transition, shift and ascension. We are all becoming masters, particularly as we embody the light that allows the spiritual body to move to the fore. We are lightening up these carbon-based bodies for something more etheric and crystalline! I myself have lost 30 pounds as of today - since I began this process sometime back in November. And I am not sure at all what any of this means, but I am very happy to have a physical complement to the spiritual development. (No, I did not diet at all)

Of course, the goal is to align the bodies so that the Lightbody can Be. But this is something that the mental self, let alone the mental body, can scarcely imagine. We are creating our Selves.

Things I Did Not Know or Understand

...as I do now

• The fourth dimension is the application of present-time. If you are not in present time, you are not conscious of the fourth dimension. Very simple.

• The Light that the New Age literature refers to is a living thing; it is a physical intelligence and a most vital, most powerful, energetic element; it is one of the prime mysteries of this Universe, and absolutely essential to attain as we expand our Selves into our true Selves, because we embody Light.

• There is only one ticket per Soul available for the ascension: no spirits, guides, lwas, angels, Other beings, etc. allowed in your physical vehicle. Acknowledgement of one's seniority is thus prerequisite. Simple, but not necessarily easy.

• Unconditional Love is only experienced in the fourth dimensional state and higher. It is not an emotion, but a force. It is a fact of creation, yet largely unrecognized as the unifying energetic element. It is also universal, but expressed with different names and concepts. I do not think it can be understood, but it can be known.

• We do take our bodies with us as we ascend

• ...and I am not completely sure about this, but I do have some inside information: at some point it gets to be lots of fun.

A human in form is, by definition, 

a Soul fused with Nature.

~Machaelle Small Wright

Building the Soul Craft

It starts from the outside in, and then from the inside out. You will soon feel the physical, emotional and mental changes upon your being. They may be very subtle, depending upon your awareness and consciousness of your self.

I don't quite understand the timing here, but that is alright. The choice has already been made, so the timing is agreed upon with the Fifth Dimensional Self. It's all good!

Don't forget that it is a choice.

What is the Fourth Dimension?

This: 

...it is a plane of a type of bipedal vehicle which is much denser and more full of life; it is a plane wherein one is aware of the thoughts of other-selves; it is a plane where one is aware of the vibrations of other-selves; it is a plane of compassion and understanding of the sorrows of third density; it is a plane striving towards wisdom or light; it is a plane wherein individual differences are pronounced although automatically harmonized by group consensus.

Live there.

Saying Goodbye

I will shut this blog down on my birthday in February, a year from when I began it. As a kind of journal it served its purpose, and did so better than I could have ever imagined. The ritual of ensoulment, at least in its first phase, is complete. How could I have known when it began that this was an initiation? And now the transition to the next, and the next, and the next. It is taking form before my eyes and this is the confirmation that I needed.

But there are only few reference points along the way, and practically none for the lower bodies, so it is tremendously exciting and also a little scary. Thank Creator for the pathway, and for me, the Teachers. They have given me the green light.

I have many people to thank for co-creating this journey with me. I thought that the best way to do this is to just write their names. But then that would be mean acknowledging everyone that I have ever encountered. It's just not possible because that is what the life is, the sum of the relationships and encounters: the strange and ironic realization of Oneness and singularity, of distinction and infinite Being-ness, the wondrous gift and burden of embodiment, to paraphrase the aliens from Venus.

I am grateful.