Hello, old friend.
8 years on and I've come to see you again. A little bit older, a little bit wiser.
I've missed writing my thoughts down. Sometimes it feels like everything inside me is an entangled mass of thoughts that i can't separate from each other and bring coherence to. Writing helps pull things apart just a bit and help me see clearer.
What I want to pull apart today? - the fact that so many years on and i still feel like the awkward girl in a room who can't hold a proper conversation. How I wish i was more effortless in striking up a conversation & carrying it through. How I wish I was more interesting as a person that I wouldn't have to think so hard about what to say.
As we move into 2019 I guess I need to really start thinking about the true person that I am deep down. I need to connect with her and be authentic to what she believes in. I need to love people more and engage with people more.
I promise to visit more. Introspection has been lacking over the past few years and I've realized that I can only get that via putting the proverbial pen to the proverbial paper.
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