Hello, old friend.
8 years on and I've come to see you again. A little bit older, a little bit wiser.
I've missed writing my thoughts down. Sometimes it feels like everything inside me is an entangled mass of thoughts that i can't separate from each other and bring coherence to. Writing helps pull things apart just a bit and help me see clearer.
What I want to pull apart today? - the fact that so many years on and i still feel like the awkward girl in a room who can't hold a proper conversation. How I wish i was more effortless in striking up a conversation & carrying it through. How I wish I was more interesting as a person that I wouldn't have to think so hard about what to say.
As we move into 2019 I guess I need to really start thinking about the true person that I am deep down. I need to connect with her and be authentic to what she believes in. I need to love people more and engage with people more.
I promise to visit more. Introspection has been lacking over the past few years and I've realized that I can only get that via putting the proverbial pen to the proverbial paper.
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Are your thoughts results of static cling?
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8 Years On - Sunday, December 16, 2018 @ 12:04 PM
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- Tuesday, April 06, 2010 @ 11:46 AM
A suit’s life: Clients nag…creatives nag… Clients demand…creatives demand… Clients scream…creatives scream… Lunchtime. Think of initiatives to value-add, to earn your promotion, to kiss ass. Creatives still haven’t done work coz they don’t want to try. Don’t want to do double work. Clients nag…creatives nag… Clients demand…creatives demand… Clients scream…creatives scream… Approve and then reject. Approve and then reject. Oh shit. It’s 10pm. And then at the end of the month…I wait for my small, malnourished paycheck. Sounds messy? That’s coz it is. VERY. But what makes it worth it are the people, the actual work and
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- Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 5:47 PM
Ignorant, insensitive freaks. I don’t understand how you can say that something is total bullshit just because you don’t believe in it. I can’t stand how self-righteous people get, thinking that everything single thing that comes out of their mouth is right. People who don’t give others the benefit of the doubt, who judge others, who criticize others when the only thing they should do is take a look in the mirror and see that they are just a modern day Dorian Gray. Graying, Rotting and downright detestful. I am pissed. But all I do is sit here and fume.
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- Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 5:32 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SANDYYYYY!!!! :)
And even though for his birthday, all i gave him was 2 hrs of my time for him to explain stocks and options to me, i know he couldn't ask for anything better. HAH. Me actually listening to a lecture on the stock market is not an easy task ok. That's love, people. That's love.
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- @ 5:21 PM
New song :) Best American Idol EVER. i swear. And totally HOT at that. (I hear Tash vehemently disagreeing in the background. And Sandy agreeing wholeheartedly for some weird reason. HAHA.)  This is what my back faces everyday! It's like the whole agency can see what i'm doing -_- Oh and if you look closely, you can see balloons in the first room there... ...It's what we did for Mawar's birthday yesterday!   Effort ok!! We pumped, tied and stuck up almost a hundred balloons to her ceiling. And yes, there was no helium so it was a super DIY use double-sided tape to paste kind. Everybody had a nicely printed card and a personalized msg that went along...along with other picture cards and generic msg cards. I put my pic up with Mawar there but I do it very unwillingly. Standing beside her doesn't do much good for my ego ya know. HAHA. And OH if you were really observant, you would notice that all the balloons are RWS-colour-themed! if you see the RWS poster on the wall, the colours totally match. So now you know why today's a total yawn and a half in comparison to yesterday. I'm gonna entertain myself with some David Cook for the next 40min till it's time to go party the night away. Ta. 0 comments |
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- Tuesday, March 09, 2010 @ 6:34 PM
People aren't sand. No matter how many you have around you and no matter how they feel about you.
You still have to love them one at a time. 0 comments |
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- Monday, March 08, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
I was trying to form sentences in Japanese the other day...
Me: blah blah blah desu ne...no that's wrong. :( Sandy: eh babe. I've only heard of desu ka, desu yo...i've never heard of a desu wrong. HAHA. -_- Totally off. Anyways...even though i didn't go down to the Pedder Warehouse sale on Saturday, my awesome kgokgo was looking out for good loot for me! :) And...ta dah!!  She's gorgeous :) I love it. And the 80% off is just icing on the black molten CDG cake. Thanks kgokgo!!! :) I am so gonna carry it tomorrow. In addition to that, kgokgo picked up a pair of Marc Jacobs jelly flats for me. And i was SO tempted to get it lor!!! SO SO tempted ok!! But good self-control is an art that i have about 30% mastered. HAHA. One CDG bag is good enough to satisfy me till the next splurge, which should be on Zeke for his birthday, or Sandy for his. Ah, well. It can't all be about me right? hah. And on that note... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEKE BOY!! :) Love you lots!!! I wish you...would stop spending my money on food from simpang. HAHA. Have a fantastic day tomorrow. We'll go shopping for your ridiculously expensive birthday present soon! 0 comments |
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