Saturday, December 18

A December Day at the Beach?

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Before one of our sister missionaries went home, she asked us to take them to the beach on p-day. I was a bit skeptical about going there in December, but what are you going to say to the missionaries??

First up...a race up the Astoria Column.

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Little did I know I was taking them to see naken Indian pictures...so Sister Goetz requested a picture of them.

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The major destination of the day? The Goonies house in Astoria. Who knew that little town is so famous? And I thought the naked Indians were the major pull!

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And if you are going to the coast, you need to see the ocean, right? And what's cooler than seeing a shipwreck, too?

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The other in demand destination was Seaside. The sisters wanted old west pictures together, so the girls (including Ashley's friend) rode the carousel.

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And at the end of a cool day at the beach, what's better than a bowl of Mo's Chowder?

N.o.t.h.i.n.g.

But not only did I get a little bowl of heaven, I found inspiration for next year's swimsuit shopping.

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Could you ask for anything more?

Tuesday, November 23

Saturday

Saturday started out as a relaxing day. After I got my shower, I went downstairs and watched a couple of squirrels eating sunflower seeds out in my yard. Megan grabbed her breakfast of choice, Ashley's birthday cake, and I grabbed my traditional yogurt and Kashi.

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While we ate, I grabbed my camera and snapped a few candids.

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Then, before I had eaten half of my breakfast, I heard sirens loud and close. Too close.

I ran outside and saw several fire engines racing to my neighbor's house. Smoke was pouring out of the front, and flames were shooting out the back. Soon more and more fire engines came. Support trucks came. Ambulances came. Police cars came. I think the final count was around 10 fire engines, three or four support trucks (including one parked in our driveway), two ambulances and a few police cars. In a small tender mercy, an extremely large construction truck that had been parked blocking the fence to the home's backyard was tagged for towing and had been moved during the night. It made the firefighters job a little bit easier.

The homeowner was sobbing hysterically, and somehow communicated through her wailing and Vietnamese language barrier that the woman who rented from her was left in the house. Fire crews suited up to go into the house to find her. After a few minutes, they brought her out, but it was too late. It was a sobering moment.

After they had taken care of her, the fire was out and things were settling down, engines started to leave.

Both of our girls watched the events unfold, and I was unsure of how they would handle it. We spoke with one firefighter who told us that big fires like this one don't usually happen, and fatalities are even rarer. Between his words and having a chance to see how firefighters work, Megan felt much better about her fear of fires. Ashley was a bit more upset. Although I was quick to turn Megan away from the rescue, I let Ashley decide if she wanted to watch--which she did, at least for a little bit. She was shaken up quite a bit for a couple of days, which was true for the rest of us, too.

Later in the afternoon, Megan and I walked around the neighborhood to snap some shots of the disaster.

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Fire investigators spent time upstairs where the fire started, determining that a space heater too close to a bed and bedding caused it.

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The vinyl siding looked like pieces of bacon peeled off the back of the house.

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The investigators put up caution tape and a damage restoration company came to board up the broken window and tarp over the holes cut in the roof.

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The foam they use to saturate the burning areas looked like snow in the street for a while.

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It was a Saturday I wish had gone much differently, especially for the families affected by the fire. It increased the gratitude I had been feeling for my life and my little family. I know all of my family will feel an extra measure of gratitude this Thanksgiving.

Friday, November 19

Don't You Ever Grow Up

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My favorite song on Taylor Swift's new album is entitled "Don't You Ever Grow Up." It has a way of coming on my iPod right after I drop Ashley off somewhere (probably because she loves the song right before it on the album). It nearly put me in tears last weekend.

After I dropped her off at school this morning (in footie pajamas and rainboots, no less), it came on again. My mind trailed back to her birthday yesterday, and I realized the words were particularly poignant. (Although she would like me to point out that she is never mortified when I drop her off...)

I do wish she'd never grow up.


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Your little hand's wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that



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Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up



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You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14 there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your pj's getting ready for school


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Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to, just try to never grow up


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Thursday, November 18

Happy Birthday, Ashley!

I wish someone could tell me where these years have gone... She is a smart, funny, beautiful young woman who inspires all of us to be better each day.

We are the lucky ones to have her in our family.

We love you!

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Wednesday, November 3

Sick Days

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When Jesse got his free flu shot at work, he ended up sick just a day or so later. That made me think twice about getting mine. But when I headed to the doctor for a checkup, it seemed to make sense to get one.

I should have followed my instinct. I got sicker than a dog just a day later. And now I am on Day 9, and things have just started to turn for the better.

Nine days.

My DVR is below 9%, and it was almost completely full when I got sick. It got so bad, I watched Sister Wives.

I finished some projects that had been waiting around for me.

I finished sewing buttons on my advent calendar...

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I finished my Christmas gift tiles...

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I painted my little red birds...

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And I didn't even mind that my shipment came a day later than promised and smashed like an accordion...

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But my kids had to carve their pumpkins all on their own. Megan opted for the turkey, and Ashley for the more traditional, simple face. I guess they didn't need me after all.

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Now the only question is will I be detoxed from the cough syrup buzz and my new meds dizziness to drive Megan to her double tooth extraction tomorrow?

Just be warned, if you see my mug shot on the evening news, you know why.

Sunday, October 17

Randomness

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What I get for getting gummy bears at the store when Meg was sick...

"To Mom,

Thank you for the gummy bears, sometimes if you eat too many your tummy don't feel good. But they are still very yummy.

Love, Meggy"


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I didn't know Westies played poker.



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I'm not sure what Ashley was up to, but it was on the camera. So now it's on the blog... :)

Friday, October 15

My unwelcome friend

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Five hours ago, I got onto the computer to type up a few things. It quickly turned into an episode of "If you give a mouse a cookie..." Ashley was using my computer for iTunes, so I got hers to use instead. Then I noticed it was running slow and had some unfriendly software on it. So I had to uninstall stuff, then clean it physically and software-y, then I changed virus protection, then I decided to download her iPod....

Five hours later and my project hasn't even started.

And I need to fix the printer before I do that....

While waiting for all this, I read through old blog posts. That was fun! We've been through a lot as a family and had many good times. I was reminded that I have a friend that shows up in my life from time to time--through good times and bad.

Depression.

He's been around a lot lately, and made for some tough days. As my bishop said, "Everyone has bad days, but you never know if it's just a bad day or if it's going to hang around for a while."

I don't know why this is my lot in life. I'd love to have the energy and means to do many more good things in life. But I am coming to realize that this life isn't so much about how we get done, but how we learn to adapt our lives to whatever comes. We all face losses in one way or another--for my mom, it was mobility; for my little friend Avery, it means she can't eat what other kids eat; for some it is blessings like marriage or family don't come along in the time frame they'd hoped. But we all face the reality of the imperfections of this life from time to time. And sometimes every day.

So President Uchtdorf's words about slowing down have resonated in my heart today. Just like trees and airplanes, when life has bumps we need to slow down and focus on the basics. I watched an interview with pianist Paul Cardall recently, and he shared how his family realized that all that really mattered was prayer and spending time in the scriptures as he waited for his heart transplant. They had to slow down, and in doing so, found peace and solace in the face of heartbreaking trials.

And so I will be slowing down. I'm not sure what all that will mean for me, because I don't feel like I have much to cut. But I'm sure I'll still be around to blog, if that's OK with you.

Thanks for reading.

And if you want to read some more, check out Paul Cardall's book...Before My Heart Stops. It's my new favorite.

Saturday, September 25

Flamingoes in the Grass

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It happened again. We were flamingoed.


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I guess they thought Fannie was lonely.

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Their beady little eyes get a little unnerving after a while...

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...so I had to take some extreme measures.

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I'm thinking of holding them hostage...

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For a plate of brownies.

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**Dear Flamingo Lawn Attackers: If you want them back, you'd better come with chocolate. :)**

Monday, September 20

Signs

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Last week I felt like I moved a mountain, one shovelful at a time.

I was pretty proud of myself for surviving all the demands and surprises, until I looked in the mirror and noticed my garment top has been on backwards since I put it on yesterday morning.

That got me thinking...

By Saturday, I took a double dose of anxiety pills. By Sunday, I forgot to take my normal meds.

Monday has brought a sore throat and monster headache. And I didn't even get up to send the kids off to school (thanks, Jesse!)

I think last week won.

So, I'm just going to take a cue from my dog and lie down comatose on the couch for a while. Maybe that will help. :)

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Just don't expect much if you wake me up...

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