Tsunami

Tsunami [tsu:n'a:mi:] - A huge destructive wave (especially that caused by an earthquake)

26 December 2004.... the day this destructive disaster that had killed more than 80,000 people and destroy millions of homes and beaches happened... Malaysia is one the few nations who's involved in this disaster.... Penang beaches mildly destroyed.... heard that news only on monday morning... was so shocked and quickly sent msgs to Kathleen, Ai lee and Sarah to ask whether they are ok not... thank god all of them are still safe and sound... and Kat were actually at the scene when all this happen... but thank God she's alright... Then later after that... heard that Nadeesh and his gang all survived in this tragedy... Serious praise God for keeping all my friends safe... Thinking back of all this sudden disaster that just strike without warning... and just snatching ppl's life... i seriously need to appreciate and cherish all my friends around me... cause no one would know what's gonna happen tomolo or the next second.... but one question... why must God letting all this disaster to happen?? hmmm.... maybe someone can answer me??

Finished my GP posting... Thank u Dr.Yii

Today is the last day of my 5 days GP posting in Klinik Yii... Well... overall it's quite a good experience... Learned a lot... Dr. Yii was very helpful and taught me and jane many stuff... at the end of our posting... he even gave us two each a MIMS to help us in our study (me and jane were speechless when he gave us the books... hehe... dunno what to say... we just look at each other... :P) and he also said he welcome us to do our posting again at his clinic... Really thank him a lot... For the past five days... me and jane had been standing beside him for more than 8 hours everyday... ya... it's pretty tiring... but at least we saw plenty of cases... besides all the common cold a nd flu... we saw... hepatomegaly, gonorrhea, minor surgeries, carpal tunnel, bell palsy, mumps, Tinea Versicular, psychosis, siatica, thalassemia, breast cancer, hemorrhoids, vertigo.... the list go on... we also get to know a slimming pil which need doctor's prescription.. ( which jane specially interested in and kept the insert immediately when doc gave her... ) By the way, Jane told me she is 75kg!!! haha...... know she is kidding... but still wanna tell everyone... SHE IS OBESE!!! hehe :P ... thank you Jane for the choc (my only christmas present this year) haha... well... today is christmas eve... din really go out and celebrate... friends all busy.. :( well watched a lot of tv... listen to christmas carols from light and easy... well... M3rry X'mas to every one!!! (didn't manage to take any photo... maybe i should pick up this technique to make my blog more interesing...)

Life in Airport (18 December 2004)

Have anyone ever have an experience of having to standby in KLIA from 1130am till 1015pm just to get a seat to fly back to Kuching.... to come back to the same spot every one hour to pray for a seat to me wasn't a fun fun experience.... that morning... luckily had dim sum breakfast with my housemate near sri petaling... if not... i would certainly dun have the energy to continue on to wait for my seat.... it all happen on the 18 December 2004

11:15am: Arrived in KLIA after breakfast by KLIA express....

11:30am: Managed to get a standby ticket worth RM142 and put my name on the waiting list to kch and was told more than 40 ppl are in the list...

11:45am: Loiter around KLIA and approached by a girl full with Chinese accent claiming herself to be from Shanghai China who lost her credit card and insisting she dun have any other intention?? and then ask me to sort of like donate her some money… me who was also kind of broke… rejected her with a lame excuse that I’m a student who has little money… Am I consider as bad guy to not help her… is it because of this that causes the retribution to me later…

11:55am: Standing in front of the standby counter, starting to be panic because no name at all is announced from the standby list to board the
12:30pm plane… (What should I do?? Should I continue to wait?? What if I couldn’t get a seat today for such a long queue…?)

12:30pm: Again my name is not in the list for the shortlisted person to the plane… (Maybe the next flight)

1:30pm: Encik, tolong check ada nama saya tak? Many people approached the counter and asked… not me… cause I think the 3:00pm Airbus would have higher chance for me to get a seat….

2:30pm: With hope that I might just be able to get on the plane…. Again disappointment struck me when only 2 people announced to get into the flight MH 2528… NO!!! PLEASE GOD DON’T DO THIS TO ME!!!

3:15pm: Decided to take a break from all this and have my HEAVY meal in KFC because they served me the value meal 4 with three piece chickens.. too full to move after that….

4:55pm: Stood in the same spot and wait for my name to be called cause realized that MH2528 which is suppose to take off at 3 is delayed to 5:30pm… but surprisingly no name is called at all… maybe no more seat available for the flight….

5:18pm: Jane finally called…. She finally arrived…. Someone to accompany me…

5:30pm: Names were announced for the 1750 flight… no… No… NO… NO!!! There’s no my name again…where’s my name??!?!?!?!? This shouldn’t happen… Jane met up with me there and approached the counter for info… shocked… Blurred… Angry?!!... we announced your name at 5:00pm for MH2528 but no reply from you… so we cancelled out your name from the list… if u wanna be in the list again… u’ll have to be rearranged again from the bottom… he said… FINE!!! Was I blurred or was I deaf?? Was there anything wrong with my watch?? How come I missed my name?!??!?!?! FINE!!! Forget it..!!!! start from beginning again!!!! FINE!!!!!!! But one thing he assured me that the next flight at 8:45 should have a seat for me because only 5 ppl on the waiting list… Maybe this is God’s arrangement for me to teman Jane… ok fine… me and her sitting in McD… at least we managed to know each other a bit better before being partner for gp posting… and Jane… Haha… finally I know all ur secret… at least missing this flight is worthwhile for Jane’s SECRETS… haha…

7:15pm: Jane went into the departure hall… Me alone again… back to the same spot just in case I missed their call again…

8:00pm: Jia Han arrived… another one to accompany me… hehe… at least for 30 minutes… (sort of like fill with confidence to get into the 2045 flight…)

8:30pm: One by one the name was announced to get on the flight… DESPAIR, MISERY, DEPRESSED, DISHEARTEN, DISMAY, DISAPPOINTMENT… my name not in the list… shit… no… oh my god… what happen?!??! Asked him who was on the counter… he sort of ignore me… refer me to another counter… and noticed that from 5 person… they now tell me… there’s 10 ppl more on the list and now no assurance there’s seat for me…. Irony!!! From 5 ppl to 10 ppl… WHAT THE **** are they doing??? What’s wrong with them??? What’s their problem!!!!

9:00pm: Sit down next to an auntie who came from Kuching and having to be in the waiting list to go back Kuching as well… we actually chit chat and I actually gained her trust to let me take care of her stuff when she left a few minutes before they announce my name listed for the 1015 flight…

10:00pm: Still holding on my boarding pass… where’s the auntie??!??!?!? Where the heck did she go??? I couldn’t just leave her stuff here and leave… but time is running short… some more my gate is one of the furthest in KLIA A09…

10:04pm: Finally she appeared with her husband running to my way… they actually got the seat on the same flight as well… din wait for them and rushed to gate… When I reach the gate… people are still boarding it… luckily…

10:13pm: Seated on my seat on the plane 27B last row of the boeing 737… Relieved… Thank God … Praise God… Love God… Finally got a seat… avoided to sleep overnight in KLIA alone… thanks lord… but do I really wanna leave KL… where she is?? :-P

10:18pm: Slight delay when finally the plane starting to move with the two pilots… five air stewardess on the plane… an anorexic head stewardess, a plump air stewardess for the business class… the other three; a stressful looking guy stewardess… a young cheerful ‘cute’ stewardess but full with ‘la’ la’ la’ accent and a quite beautiful stewardess who doesn’t know how to smile… HELP!!! Why am I in this flight… :-(

10:25pm: MH2534 finally spread her wing flying towards the sky… Goodbye to KL, gonna miss her…. Kuching here I come…

This story taught us NEVER EVER TRY TO STANDBY FOR A FLIGHT DURING SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!

'Drunk before Dawn' or 'A Christmas Tale'

Having to watch two Christmas musicals in about one week time… Shall I compare these two great productions of two different churches in Kuala Lumpur...? ‘Drunk before Dawn’ by Sidang Injil Borneo (SIB- Just knew it after I watched their musical) and ‘A Christmas Tale’ by Metro Tabernacle

Most Impressive Singings: ‘Drunk before Dawn’- It amazed me when I heard them sing… especially the main actor and actress and her mom in the play… my God… God really blessed them with lots of talents to be able to sing so well….

Most Relevant to Christmas: ‘A Christmas Tale’- Talked about how Christmas came about and what’s the real meaning of Christmas in quite a different way… Got to know the meaning of Christmas better… Whereas… ‘Drunk before Dawn’ just brought out how great is God and how did SIB come about…

Most Remarkable Music: ‘Drunk before Dawn’- Who else deserved this title and who can be compared to them for having a whole orchestra in front of the stage and playing all self composed pieces…. BRAVO!!! SIMPLY ASTONISHING!!!

Most Meaningful Line: ‘A Christmas Tale’- ‘This is not the end but just the beginning...’ remarking the importance of Jesus birth to our world...

Highest Budget Production: ‘Drunk before Dawn’- The theatre, the backdrop, the
Orchestra, the costumes… all not cheap…

**I’ll add on if I could create some more title… :-þ Any suggestions??

Actually I enjoyed both the musicals a lot… brought me nearer to God… ;-)

my pocket pc.... my frens

it has been one month plus plus since i have my pocket pc... wow this amazing little machine of mine has served me as a dictionary, secretary, mp3 player, notebook, camera...... well overall it's not bad.... like it a lot... and becoming one of my most important asset... but today... i accidentaly drop it on the floor...,. ARGHHHHhhh...... will it be ok??? will the screen be out of sensitiveness?? did i break the camera lens?? did i spoil the speaker??? all this come across my mind .... very weird right.... hmmm... why must i worry so much for a gadget... it's just a small device that i use everyday... it wouldn't have feelings.... why should i care so much bout it.... i should pay more attention on my daily life... my life with my frens around me..... everytime and every seconds... what i do and what i said might hurt my fren.... i should be more careful in my daily life when dealing with ppl... i know it won't be me anymore if i start to control my speech and act.... my frens will think that what happen to me.... they will think i'm starting to become moody being.... who suddenly crazy and suddenly become quiet... hmmm... seriously ... like what my fren who's just started working.... she said the first thing to do when she start stepping into the real world... first thing that she have to do is to create a good relationship with her colleagues but the questions is how many one of them will actually sincerely be ur fren and be your good buddies to share ur happiness and sadness... in this present world, is that something call true fren really exist?? haih..... hehe.. think i starting to crap too much of rubbish here liao.... well.. that's all.... (actually i dunno how to end, or should i say, i still haven found the answer for my doubts) ... life goes on....

Basketball 3 on 3

Wow... really fun... it was my first basketball match... although we lost 3 out of 4 games... we are considered not bad for this was all our first time.... we were not the worst team... at least we beaten one team.. hehe.... i'm damn happy... but still i also spoil the following few matches with the other damm good teams.... but at least i score a few points right hehe... somemore someone was there... although she's on other ppl side... well do hope my image din sweep the floor when i reacted during the last 10 seconds of the last match.... we lost pretty badly like 2 to 10... wooo.... it's tiring.... now i understand how it feel to play a basketball match... though no photo is taken... but it will certainly be remembered hehe.... lastly i salute to all my teammates from DREAMTEAM- Larry, Dexter and Jack!!!! U guys rulez the game.... oh man... i'm starting to miss her dy... :P

Pool party... raya.... exam.... lifeless??

wow... it've been a pretty long time since i last log in to my blog.... just being too lazy all this while.... today is a pretty fine friday morning with the sun rising up from the east (duh...) and probably it'll set in the west this evening..... (duh duh....) actually i' m sitting here in the library trying to study but looking at the library... WHERE IS EVERYONE?? no mood to study... maybe because of the pool party later.... hmmm.... can't wait to go for it though..... fun... food... games... and hehe... u know la... there's a lot first time that one would experience in his or her life... like mine... i tried FUtsal yesterday... ooooo... it's super tiring.... but it was quite fun though.... took some photo maybe posting it up soon (depend when jack going to post it online)... Yesterday receive a 'great' news... renal exam being postponed to right after the raya.... is it good...?? we get extra time to study.... but our short holiday gone... our kuching trip will not be as fun as i planned it would be.... sometime i really wonder is it the fault of the IMU academic council or is it IMU just wanna torture us and trying to imply to us that as doctor... u won't have a life... no holiday for the rest of ur life.... well life goes on....

I’m so happy… I passed…. Thank god… praise god… thinking back of the study period for the past 6 weeks… finally it’s worthwhile… throughout this period… I might have lost a lot fun… but I’m sure I’ve gain back a lot during this period and learnt a lot… I’ve learnt to be more responsible… more hardworking… and managed to design a new method of studying which I hope would still be helpful for the rest of my medical career… I’ve been manage to mix around with some batch mates who were fighting the war together with me who I wasn’t close to them at all… and I managed to know all the great and good friends I have around me who were so supportive throughout this period… really wanna say a million thanks to my friends K.C, Alison, Hsu Pheen, Jack and many others who I couldn’t name all of them here…. Thank lord for this blessings…

nothing to do...

hmmm...should quit all those negative thinkings of mine.... maybe i should be more positive mind..... errr....... not until this friday i guess.... hopefully it would be a pass!!!!!!
haha..... well.... nothing much to crap here... but let me say something.... ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

hmmmm..... tomolo viva list out

wow.... long time no stepping in my own blog.... sorry... cause facing major exam..... well tomolo the viva list is going to be out.... i'm actually in dilemma now... because dunno what i should pray for... should i pray that i'm in the viva list or not... cause if i'm not in... mean i'm either pass or u know.... well.... i'm just praying real hard to lord, my lord now..... i just pray to have a comfortable pass... that all i wish and hope and pray for.... may lord would answer my prayer and bring me through this obstacle in my life.... My life would be better with blessings from god... i pray to him....

Restless....

hmm.... restless life i have.... sleep... wake up.... study..... eat..... study.... sleep....... my life have been like that ever since three weeks ago..... i have to be able to bare with this kind of life for about 4 more weeks.... endurance!!! perseverance!!! Let's all work hard together!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! ALL OF US CAN MAKE IT!!!!

So so so....

i'm not giving up.... I'M NOT... and i shall never will.... i must get through this period of hard time... it's something that i seriously need to face in my life..... i should expect only one failure in my life... that would be the only failure that i could allow it to happen in my life... i promise it to myself... and pray to God so that he almighty will guide me through and make me achieve this purpose of life that he have planned for me.....

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................ i hate myself

a few more weeks to go...

hmmmm..... miserable life i have...... i pray that everything will be fine.... :/

Sad Day... =(

very very disappointed and sad....:(

3rd day in blog

hmmm... let me count... 13 more hours than it's time for me to face the the so call 'result day'.. some say 13 might not be a lucky no... well what can i do now?? just leave everything to God and hope he has arranged something that he think it's most appropriate.. he has decided what i should get and just pray hard i could accept his decision with an open heart... well counting down now............

2nd day of blog life..

well... let me see... i have less than 48 hours then the result for my final sem 3 is gonna be out... i felt like i screwed it... hmmm.... well hopefully miracle do happen and my life would be better... seriously been praying real hard to God... hopefully he who is full of wisdom and kindness will answer prayer well... Arghhhhh!!!!! really stress.... these few days were really hard to get over with.. someone... God.... please.. i beg u.... please guide me and help me through.... today is another day of anxiety and worries....

My Life

just started for the first time... just after my sem 3 final exam... anxiously waiting for my result..... praying hard not to screwed it....... well.... will start doing my blog properly tomolo only... time to sleep....