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我毕业了

我法律系毕业啦
三年时间 说快不快 说慢又不慢
法律系其实一开始都不在我的选择里
说实在我刚开始我也真的一点兴趣也没有
也不知道自己为什么选择了它
不过它给我的初印象也不到太差
至少我在其中也有了点兴趣
不过 year 2 结尾 year 3 中期 也就是我对法律系的厌倦期 还曾今想放弃
一直觉得自己不适合法律系
不过我至少尊敬自己当初的选择
不管多讨厌 也要毕业 成绩也不重要
经过风风雨雨 我 毕业了

三年了
认识了很多的朋友
也失去了朋友

学习了很多
也还有很多要学的

自己也更独立了
也还有很多要改善的

其中自己对自己最不满意的就是
没耐心 懒惰 等

回头想想 如果不是自己的懒惰
成绩应该不止如此吧

想了想 当初选择法律系 也可以说是一时冲动
我的选择很多人都很讶异
毕竟一开始 法律系 并不在我的考虑当中
放弃了我一直以来想念的entrepreneurhsip
放弃了后来感兴趣的心理学
选择了一点都不知道的法律

现在法律系毕业了
可是我却不去念BAR或者CLP (法律执照)
反而选择去念master 而且还是forensic accounting 可以说是完全新的领域

很多人都说 包括我的父母家人
你都念了法律系 现在又去念别的 好浪费

说实在我并没有这样的感觉
因为我真的对法律系失去了信心
况且forensic accounting 也并不完全和法律完成扯不上关系

很多人的观念就是 念了法律系 就应该当律师
其实并不是
法律系的出路其实比想象的广

也许那一天我会想要去念执照
也许我会拿了执照 也不当律师
也许forensic accounting可以让我找到一份很好的工作

人生太多的也许
一切随缘吧

我觉得念master会是我人生的转折点
并不浪费 并不可惜

感想这三年所有帮过我的人
感想这三年看扁我的人
感想那些看不起我的人
感想那些嘲笑我的人

因为你们 我更强大
因为你们 我看清了现实
因为你们 我撑了下去 我毕业了

说实在如果时间倒流
你问我我还会不会选择法律系
我会回答 我应该不会 或者我会重新考虑

三年了
有无数次的厌倦
也有无数次的感动后悔
也有无数次想要放弃

如果有机会重来我应该会念别的科系




Hey!

Hey peeps!
For your information, I'm now third year law student! Yay!!!
Time past really fast :D
Everything goes pretty good so far...
I don't mean study...

Got back to UK about a month...
Everything settle down...
Study gotta be very stress...
I can feel the stress now
But what I can do is study hard play hard...

Oh yea, just a bit of update...
I went few trips after my exam on may and june.
It's summer man!
I went Oslo, Barcelona, Ibiza and Madrid...
Wohoo..
A fantastic trip...
I love Barcelona a lot...

Anyway, I did some trip after I get back to UK too...
Don't said that I enjoyed too much...
It's probably my last year here, maybe not, hopefully not...
I went Dublin and also Lake district, which Lake district is really amazing!

Hmm, now gotta update myself I guess?
But I don't know what I can update...
Life?
I feel lifeless with heavy workload (it's final year)
I feel stress as well...
I got 12k dissertation to work with for the whole year...
Other modules which stress me out...
Hopefully I'm not collapsing anytime sooner or later...

That's all I guess?

Hey! Friends~

Hey! Friends~
I MISS YOU.

Recalled every conversation we had before
It is so memorable and touch sometime
I really appreciate I had bunch of good friends like you all
You guys brighten up my life [NO JOKE]


Qing - The best listener
Thank you for listening to me everything Im indecisive and the time Im down
You never failed to surprised me and cheered me
I really happy that I have a good friend like you
We share everything about our stuff without any limitation
Life is always good when you know there are someone out there ready for you to talk to
Catch up with you soon
Love yeah!

Ying - The cutie
Although you always been disappeared and we can't really find you
But I do enjoyed the trips with you although you're not really a good tour guide :P
Thank you for everything
Good luck too~

PeiZhen - The "OLD" friend
We knew each other more than 12 years I guess
Glad that we're still keep in touch
Hope to see you soon
And good luck for your future [No matter what you choose to do I will support you mentally]

Malina - The funny
You are always funny and cheerful
Glad to see you are slimming down :P

Lucy - The inspector
You are always joyful and sexy :D
Thanks for coming the dinner before I heading off to UK last year.
I appreciate it a lot

Syee - The Smartie
Ugh I miss you a lot
I still remember those days in school when we are neighbour
So much of happiness that I couldn't find it now
I miss your laughing

Angel - The "ANGEL"
We have endless conversation about every single stuff
I really happy during the year living with you
You changed me a lot [Mysophobia]
I have a lot a lot stuff to talk to you!
You are the best food hunter
I miss those day we always go out for foods randomly!

Claudia - The "TALL" girl
Thank you for scolding me during these exam period when Im not motivated to study
Thank you for listening to me although we seem annoying when texting LOL
But still THANK YOU!
Love ya~

Ding - The TALLEST friend
You are always good man Ding!
Enjoyed those day in KL when we're hanging out together and the time we studied together
Good luck in your study yea [Choose what you like!]

L - The "BANANA"
You are always the happy girl
You made alot of jokes and fun
Enjoyed those day in hostel
I really miss it
Although we do have some conflict before this
But that will never separate us
Do keep in touch!

Quennie - The "SHORTIE"
I miss those day during foundation when we all hanging out together
Your blurness gila-gilaness haha
I know you miss me :P
Date you soon and I really miss you all!
We shall make a gathering real soon~

Yennie - The "GHOST"
You always been so blur and not in the situations
Thank you for missing me :)
I miss you too
No one can replace your blurness in my memory

XiaoHui - The silence mode
Your voice always been so small
Don't hide away your stuff because everyone is concern about you

KitChong - The F1 driver
You are always full with humour
I really enjoyed being your friend
Thank you for everything
Thank you for waking me up everyday during foundation just to asked me to go to class
I really appreciate it

Tay - The "Kia Shu" guy
You have always been over reacted to your study
Calm down man!
You are a smart ass but don't over kia shu and confidence
Anyway miss the degree life with all of you :)

Tan - The "Shortie" Sabah guy
Hey ya! You always joke on me and others
You are always a good friend :D
Good luck in the exam~

James - The Penang guy
You are a smart guy but somehow lack of confidence
Trust yourself you can do it
Don't take it so serious about results
I miss those days when we're preparing for exam
No one will do the same here with me
You helped me a lot! seriously a lot! Thank you

Kenness - The camera girl
You are a good girl
Thank for the concern recently and I will do my best in the exam
No matter how I will pass all my subjects!!
And all the best for you

Sabrina - The Sandakan girl
Be confidence and trust yourself
You can do it
I believe your hard work will pay off someday

SzeYi - The "Guide"
Thank you for helping me a lot in the UK
We have endless conversation
Enjoyed trip with you :)
Good luck in the exam!

Vincent - The housemate to be
A guy with his own principle
Just talk to me whenever you feel down :)
I will be a good listener as always

AhTing - The "Dad"
Your words always be so formal and serious
You are a good in solving conflicts :P

YangXi - The ex-housemate
Thanks for supporting me when Im so down and feel like giving up
Your words motivated me
Good luck in your exam too!

Alex - The "FATTY"
Thanks you for the guidance before this
You really helped me a lot in my study



IM GLAD THAT I MET YOU ALL
THANK YOU FRIENDS
I MISS YOU ALL


Sorry if I forgotten you.
Just random feelings at this point of time
Exam drives me insane
I just wanna release some tension by typing a new blog post

Kay see you soon
BYE

Random Update

Hey everyone out there, I decided to post a new post regarding my life now.
Just for your information, I'm having my FINAL EXAM tomorrow. :(
[Why I'm still up to post a blog? This is because today is Mother's day, posting a picture with mum is too mainstream, I decided to do something different.]

Time past really fast, it is now my final exam, seriously Im tensed up.
The stress over me made me feel like giving up sometime [I know this is a bad thought]
However, I'm still able to make up my mind to study LAST MINUTES. [Hopefully I can pass it]
Unfortunately, I fall asleep yesterday! [Fever+Flu] Wrong timing. :x
Anyway, I will do my best.

Just to update you guys [If I still have audience :)] I will be back to Malaysia on 10th June [Arriving 11th of June]. Hope to see you guys. Miss ya!

I'm kinda excited about trip back to Malaysia
I miss HOME
I miss MY PARENTS
I miss MY SIBLINGS
I miss EVERYONE OUT THERE
I miss MALAYSIA's FOODS
I miss EVERYTHING in MALAYSIA!

Oh yea, when Im back in Malaysia, I will sort out some update for trips I went this whole year.
Haven't update anything about trip.
Perhaps, most of you knew that from my instagram or Facebook. :P
But still I wanna post about it.

I'm going off vacation right after exam.
Finger crossed.
I'm not greedy, I don't need a perfect result, I don't demand it.
What I want is a pass. I appreciate a pass.
I will do my best.

See ya people.
Love ya~

AND

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUMMY AND EVERY MOTHER OUT THERE~
LOVE YA MUMMY!

Hello

不知不觉来英国已经两个越多了
说长不长
说短不短

可以要说我已经适应了这里的生活
也可以说我还没适应

可是我的日夜颠倒
另我很困扰
可能是我活动的时间真的很少
大部分的时间都在房间没做什么
所以体力旺盛 ==

我得找些事情让自己累
用掉体力 ==

现在已经凌晨3.34AM
我有还没睡 天啊
明天又有上课

有时候我真的很讨厌自己

Okay 跳过
话说,这里的天气让我摸不着头
一下冷的要死
一下又不冷
怪怪的

每天出去之前一定要查天气预告
不然叻
冷死或热死
哈哈哈

最近我去了
Nottingham - Robin Hood 的故乡
然后昨天去了
Liverpool

好爱旅行哦

最近的自己真的很懒惰
完全没有心情读书
怎么办

我得努力啦

还有两个礼拜就放假啦
我的假期有6个星期多
可是有两个assignments
又去旅行
希望我可以兼顾
我要努力!

每次都这样说
可是没有一次做到

气死了!

是时候去睡觉了
掰掰
希望我睡得着

台湾之旅 第四天

我们那很赶的行程 在第四天的早上又开始了
我们又搭高铁到台南啦~
同样的 我们到汽车旅馆 寄放行李
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我们那天住的汽车旅馆
首先我们到了孔庙
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状元许愿版

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孝!

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我跳

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跳跳跳

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然后我们就到孔庙对面的街走走
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接着 我们就租了脚踏车
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我们在老街吃饭 逛逛 然后骑着脚踏车到出走
到了很多地方 具体我忘了名字
不过有照片啦
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老街里的猫头鹰店
骑脚踏车游走
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到了这个有郑成功的人像的地方

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树屋

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树屋外面


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然后到了一个海边
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看夕阳

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有人在放风筝

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就这样到了晚上
我们就回旅馆
旅馆很漂亮 很大
又很便宜!
推荐推荐
XD
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很大的按摩浴缸 

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浴缸的另一边有电视哦!!

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免费的泡面 茶等等

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两张大床


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然后我们就到花园夜市啦!
这是我最爱的一个夜市~
食物很好吃
游戏很好玩
我们夹娃娃 夹了几只
然后琴玩接啤酒水赢了一个line公仔
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我的大便人

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胜利品
我们买了水果回去吃!好吃
还有卤味等等
就这样 结束了第四天的行程


OK 我累了,星期四继续写完他!
XD
还有很多要写啊~

台湾之旅 第三天

突然很想快快写完台湾之旅
因为 我要开始写我最近去的地方 哈哈哈

Okay
在台湾的第三天
在台中的第二天
这一天 的早餐
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我们前一天晚上 在蛋糕店买的 早餐

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奶~
然后我们就出发去薰衣草森林、安宁古堡等
我忘了我们怎样到那里
只记得我们到一半就等那里的接驳车
在等那个车的时候
我们肚子又作怪啦
我们在7-11买了一些吃的
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烧卖和很好吃的小香肠! 怀念啊
我们首先到的是安宁古堡
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他们被我骗跑上去的楼梯 哈哈

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上面全部是古堡的风景照(只是一部分啦)
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忍不住 扮起假人像来

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假人像 + 游客

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惊吓

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在古堡的合照

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模仿 婚纱照 哈哈

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大孩童在那草地玩了起来

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爬上去合照

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装贤惠

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Super Mario 跳

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很假 的赏巴掌

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我们在古堡里面的下午茶? 天气真的很热 冷冷的水 爽!

接下来我们就到这个白菇庄
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香菇香肠 + 咸酥菇

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啊菇
然后我们就到薰衣草森林啦
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很漂亮的票

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在那森林里的旋转木马!哈哈

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山上可以许愿的地方

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一群和我们搭一样巴士的人 我懒惰rotate照片 sorry 哈哈 有台湾本地人 + 马来西亚的
回去之前 我们到了一个不懂什么名的地方
吃了点东西
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合照啦~

然后我们就回台中
我永远记得这个地方 因为那个蚊子咬的我 痒死了

回名宿后因为太累 没有逛夜市
就到附近买了晚餐回房间吃

当天的行程应该是这样吧
我有点忘了