Encapsulating 2015, Welcoming 2016

It’s been awhile since my last entry but those who have been following me on FB would know that I am as busy as a bee and merely have time for myself. Nevertheless, I guess it’s time to make a come back on my blog. Let me begin by encapsulating 2015.

in 2015, I….

1. Had a daughter named Dhuha Maryam. Now she is 1 Year old and active like a bee and full of beans.

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2. Celebrated our third anniversary, love you darling!

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2. Completed 1 year of being in SK Kubang Kerian 3, a high performing school.

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3. Completed my MA TESOL with Nottingham University and Graduated

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4. Published academic journals on Indigenous children.

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5. Preparing my PhD proposal and will be working with Prof Thang Siew Ming of National University of Malaysia.

6. Active with 21st Century Education as I am the coordinator of the programme in school. Got my own room though. Would love it more if it is air conditioned.

7. Currently a member of TEDBET, the most awesome group for early career English language teachers.

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8. Was a panelist for  a forum.

9. Became the supervisor for interns12108873_10153617186390211_7579557612691485756_n

Well, there are so many things that i wish to list here but i guess, the above mentioned would suffice. Anyway, this is just to warm up my fingers and neurons for masterpieces that i will write in future.

Regards,

WM

 

the chalkface has started… this time a whole new story

ImageSalam alaik and Salam transformasi, sorry that i wasn’t able to blog all this time because i was so busy with my Masters studies, teaching year 6, research presentation, coaching teachers and others… but i am currently at the final stage of my studies and this year i managed to free myself from teaching year 6 so i guess it’s about time i make my latest debut on this page. so see you guys in a few weeks’ time

 

Trust…

Trust-building-blocks

People often ask  me about how language learning happens in my classrooms. But most of the times, I fail to provide satisfying answers according to their preferences. I believe many people would expect something extraordinary from me. Something like the best technique for teaching English to indigenous people; something like, how to teach grammar to indigenous people and above all, how to make Indigenous people to utter the most unspoken language in the jungle – English. To be honest, I have no special technique, I have no special modules (as strongly suggested by MOE) and what so ever… the only special thing that i have is my trust towards my students’ capability. I trust that they can learn. I trust that they will learn. And i trust my effort wont end meaningless.

Teaching techniques? Yes, universally acknowledged they are important but what if you don’t have trust towards your students? What is more teaching English to special ones requires more than your superb teaching techniques.  It requires your trust. Without trust you will loose your patience and once you loose your patience, you will fill many negative elements in your head about your students. To say some, based on my experience of meeting some teachers, I have heard these phrases: “they are stupid” “useless” “no hope” “waste of time” and etc. Can you accompany your ‘best’ teaching techniques with negative sentiments and help the students to succeed? I can ensure you such thing would never happen. As a matter of fact, negative sentiments will only lead you to being lackadaisical and lazy in lieu of preparing good lessons.

So unless you start trusting your students, I will never share any stories about my classrooms because all wonderful teachers teaching in interior schools that I know have taken extra miles in coaching their students… above all, all of them have this word carved in their heart  ‘TRUST’. You?

try read this article, you might be enlighten. here. An article written by Finley who jots about trust…

Tegami to Myself

I was waiting for my friends to arrive at our transit when i found this great graduation song (thanks to my Iphone). I instantly got hook to this song when i listened to its first verse and played the whole song many times; i even sang the song on our way back to Kota Bharu!. I believe the melody was so touching yet inspiring. I wish i could use this song for my year 6 students graduation in future… perhaps i need to rewrite the lyrics in Malay Language (no worries, credit to its owner, Angela Aki)


The original version by Angela Aki

The best choir version that i found

the instrumental version

What is this song all about? i leave it for you to decide. As for the lyrics, here is the translation of the song, i hope you enjoy as much as i do.

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Dear you,
Who’s reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who’s 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can’t tell anyone

If it’s a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I’m about to be defeated and cry
For someone who’s seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You’ll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don’t be defeated and please don’t shed a tear
During these times when you’re seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I’m hurt
But I’m living the bittersweet present

There’s meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I’m about to be defeated and cry
For someone who’s seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don’t be defeated and please don’t shed a tear
During these times when you’re seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we’re in
There’s no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who’s reading this letter
I wish you happiness

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Fantastic right! i wish our Malaysian school choirs are at this standard… (T_T)

Lepak is now English… huh!

 

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I was on my way to Gua Musang when the DJs made an announcement that had almost made me press the car break… They said the malay word ‘LEPAK’ had been blessed by the Queen of England (this is just a joke) and gained its new status as an English word. Wow….

well in disbelief, i went to check on the Oxford online dictionary and guess what! it’s there hahahaha….

would you like to lepak with me tomorrow?

Triangulation: A Dichotomy of Word and Shape

Introduction

As a postgraduate student I am encouraged to settle my assignment in research mode. Name it, qualitative, quantitative or mixed method, they shall all be my bread and butter. The most interesting part about doing research would be how we as a researcher try to convince our reader what we have written is valid and reliable. Of course the answer would rely on how you collect your data; the explanation on the procedures of your research is crucial to determine whether your research findings are strong or merely of undergraduate-level. This said, the triangulation done in your data collection and analysis processes must be well justified.

Definitions of triangulation

Now, let me reflect on my previous and present learning.

“I remember my professor in my alma mater highlighted that the word triangulation refers to an act of crossing data by using THREE methods or more. My professor in my present university also made a same remark. He told me that TRI means three and as a matter of fact it should be more than three…”

In one of the occasions, I disagreed with my lecturer on the issue of triangulation. Imagine if one is doing a simple research and use only two instruments or two groups of sample, will its validity and reliability subject to criticism? Then what is considered as solid in a simple research?.

With such disagreement I went to visit several prominent figures in the world of research; their books of course, I don’t have money to fly there and here. And voila! This is what I found

“triangulation may be defined as the use of TWO or more methods” (Cohen, Manion and Morrison, 2007) in Research Methods in Education, 6th ed, Routledge

“making your research findings more reliable by collecting and analysing the data using MORE THAN ONE research method” (Wallace, 1998) in Action Research for language teachers, Cambridge.

This said, Triangulation is not as what we have thought; the ‘TRI’ does not refers to ‘Three’ at all. So why does it is called as triangulation?

Triangulation; a dichotomy of Shape and Word

I believe, our notion on the triangulation is influenced by the ‘triangular shape’ rather than understanding the true meaning of triangulation. So let’s put the ‘shape’ at one sight and focus our attention on a more pragmatic meaning of triangulation; definition that is more related to research based activities.

According to Macmillan online dictionary, the synonym for triangulation would be the process of deciding or agreeing of something (www.macmillandictionary.com/thesaurus-category/american/Choices-and-the-process-of-choosing). It also stresses on other meanings such as the process of decision making and an action of choosing after thinking carefully. This means, apart from triangular shape, triangulation can also be used to represent the process of finding answers for our research questions. So i would like to encourage everyone who is keen in doing research to look this issue from its synonym point of view rather than referring triangulation to the shape.

What is my footing?

The idea in this entry is not to label the use of three instruments or samples in research as wrong, but rather to highlight to those who keep thinking that triangulation is a matter of ‘three’, that using two instruments or samples in consolidating our findings is also acceptable. For example, my previous research was to investigate an indigenous student on why she wanted to learn English. I used merely Interview as an instrument with a variation of samples; the student, her dad, the teacher and two elders. Then I divided my samples into Primary and Secondary Samples. The research was a simple research yet provided a wonderful insight on Indigenous people education.

My current investigation, on the other hand, revolves around the needs of Native speakers to re-train our English teacher; do we need native-speakers to retrain our Malaysia English teachers? The perimeter of this research is big hence ample consideration is needed; I don’t want to upset the ministry or offended my colleagues, as well as the native speakers who currently doing their best to help us; even if I did, the findings will be properly justified. Here, do you think a single instrument is adequate to investigate this issue? In my opinion, No! What is applicable in previous research is not necessarily will concurrent with the new ones; it depends greatly on the sensitivity of the issue (a more sensitive issue requires a great consideration of planning).

Conclusion    

1. In a nutshell, it’s not wrong to use two methods in triangulation. To quote my professor in Nottingham, “what you have quoted is true and acceptable provided it covers what it supposed to investigate”

2. The notion of Triangulation should be seen in terms of its synonym rather than the shape. If we continue to associate triangulation with shape, what would happen if someone used more than three methods?; Quadration? Pentation?  Octation?

3. The number of instruments used in a research depends greatly on the sensitivity of the issue hence a less sensitive issue would only require (perhaps) a minimal procedure of triangulation.

just my two cents.

Acknowledgment:

Thank you to Dr Wan Muhammad Amirzal of UMT for his explanation.

 

B L O O P E R S

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when i type an entry i realised that my inner talk is faster than my fingers, hence, some of my sentences are grammatically incorrect. But does that mean i need to stop wwritting? NOOOOOOOO

i never claimed that my English is the best so i am not ashamed of making mistakes or typos in this blog. Feel free to correct me. I love to learn.

Cheers ^^

My First Research Presentation ^^

After enrolling in MA TESOL, i decided to be more bold in grabbing opportunities around me. So one of the things i did was to get in touch with my lecturer in my alma mater and asked him if the Institute was going to hold Research Seminar. To my surprise, the event was just around the corner. So i told him i wanted to present my research paper, an assignment that i did for my first module, and he replied ‘OK’. But that is not the best part! the best part is my research paper will be published in the Malaysia Teacher Training Institute Electronic Journal. Cool heh! I will get opportunity to quote my name in my future research.

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the only picture that i have as a proof LOL

The presentation took place in DKB of IPGM KBA. I presented a case study on an indigenous student in learning English as her second language. In a nutshell, she shows a promising development as a language learner due to integrated (love to become bilingual) and instrumental (the need to attain higher social status/job) motivation, positive teachers, and supportive environment at home (due to the fact that her father is a representative for Christian and the missionary group brought in books and taught her father how to read; then the father taught his children how to read). The said factors are the reasons why she shows consistent result in three English monthly tests. It is also interesting to take note that this research highlights the importance of parenting skills, which is lacking among Indigenous tribe that i am living in.

well, enough said, i will alert you guys with the link once the research has been uploaded into the electronic journal.

regards,

Warid