It was a privilege to be invited to private and personal event organised by a very inspiring lady in the organisation. I was speechless to had listened to what she had gone through and not to be able to predict a single flaws due to the test Allah set on her. Hope, faith, courage and love is the word of the day. I'll share you her story when the right time comes. We were trusted to keep it within ourselves anyway. For now, lets just put a note on the day that make me moved and touches my heart. May Allah guide her through this and above all felt the hidayah and benefit the ummah. Because she is real logam.
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Buya Hamka - Dendam itu termasuk dosa.
I came across a story posted on FB on Buya Hamka's story with Soekarno. The rest of the story below
Pada 1964, ulama besar nusantara, Buya Hamka pernah ditahan secara zalim oleh Presiden Indonesia Soekarno,dengan tuduhan kononnya terlibat dalam rencana pembunuhan beliau. Hamka ditahan tanpa bicara, bahkan buku-bukunya dilarang untuk diedarkan.
Setelah Buya Hamka dibebaskan, taqdir Allah, akhirnya Soekarno digulingkan, dikenakan tahanan rumah, kehidupannya mulai terasing, lalu dalam keadaan uzur beliau meninggalkan pesan buat orang yang pernah dizaliminya, Buya Hamka. Ia berbunyi, “Bila aku mati kelak, minta kesudian Hamka untuk menjadi imam solat jenazahku..”
Apabila pesan itu disampaikan, Buya Hamka terkejut, tanpa fikir panjang, beliau melawat ke Wisma Yaso, tempat jenazah Bung Karno disemayamkan. Sesuai dgn wasiat Soekarno, Buya Hamka pun memimpin solat jenazah tokoh yang pernah menghumbankannya ke penjara itu. Dengan ikhlas beliau menunaikan wasiat itu, mereka yang hadir pun terharu.
Lalu, apakah Buya Hamka tidak menaruh dendam pada Soekarno? Dengan tulus ikhlas beliau mengatakan, “Aku tidak pernah dendam kepada orang yang pernah menyakitiku. Dendam itu termasuk dosa. Selama dua tahun empat bulan aku ditahan, aku merasakan itu semua merupakan anugerah yang tiada terhingga daripada Allah kepadaku, sehingga aku mampu menyelesaikan kitab tafsir Al-Qur’an 30 juz. Jika bukan dalam tahanan, tidak mungkin aku punya waktu untuk menyelesaikan pekerjaan itu…”
Kesimpulannya: Maafkanlah sesiapa pun yang memusuhimu, jangan sesekali menyimpan dendam, ketahuilah bahawa pasti ada hikmah di sebalik segala-galanya...
Reading a story of a person that is loved by Allah really touches the heart. Itulah kesan keakraban dengan Allah, yang seterusnya melahirkan satu tasawur terhadap dunia yang sungguh berbeza. Para solihin ini melihat ujian seumpama semut yg datang dan mengigit. Lalu dikuis semut itu, dan mereka meneruskan kehidupan dengan lebih optimis. Bahkan kehadiran semut itu, membuahkan kedekatan yang lebih tinggi dengan Allah.
Allah... jauh sungguh daku dari cintaMu. Untuk menganggap apa yang berlaku seumpama semut.
So a new definition of DETOX learn today - it means, melempar jauh, lalu melupakan apa yang terjadi, namun kejadian itu melahirkan satu lagi optimisma baru dalam mendepani dunia.
Mudahkan ya Allah.
Pada 1964, ulama besar nusantara, Buya Hamka pernah ditahan secara zalim oleh Presiden Indonesia Soekarno,dengan tuduhan kononnya terlibat dalam rencana pembunuhan beliau. Hamka ditahan tanpa bicara, bahkan buku-bukunya dilarang untuk diedarkan.
Setelah Buya Hamka dibebaskan, taqdir Allah, akhirnya Soekarno digulingkan, dikenakan tahanan rumah, kehidupannya mulai terasing, lalu dalam keadaan uzur beliau meninggalkan pesan buat orang yang pernah dizaliminya, Buya Hamka. Ia berbunyi, “Bila aku mati kelak, minta kesudian Hamka untuk menjadi imam solat jenazahku..”
Apabila pesan itu disampaikan, Buya Hamka terkejut, tanpa fikir panjang, beliau melawat ke Wisma Yaso, tempat jenazah Bung Karno disemayamkan. Sesuai dgn wasiat Soekarno, Buya Hamka pun memimpin solat jenazah tokoh yang pernah menghumbankannya ke penjara itu. Dengan ikhlas beliau menunaikan wasiat itu, mereka yang hadir pun terharu.
Lalu, apakah Buya Hamka tidak menaruh dendam pada Soekarno? Dengan tulus ikhlas beliau mengatakan, “Aku tidak pernah dendam kepada orang yang pernah menyakitiku. Dendam itu termasuk dosa. Selama dua tahun empat bulan aku ditahan, aku merasakan itu semua merupakan anugerah yang tiada terhingga daripada Allah kepadaku, sehingga aku mampu menyelesaikan kitab tafsir Al-Qur’an 30 juz. Jika bukan dalam tahanan, tidak mungkin aku punya waktu untuk menyelesaikan pekerjaan itu…”
Kesimpulannya: Maafkanlah sesiapa pun yang memusuhimu, jangan sesekali menyimpan dendam, ketahuilah bahawa pasti ada hikmah di sebalik segala-galanya...
Reading a story of a person that is loved by Allah really touches the heart. Itulah kesan keakraban dengan Allah, yang seterusnya melahirkan satu tasawur terhadap dunia yang sungguh berbeza. Para solihin ini melihat ujian seumpama semut yg datang dan mengigit. Lalu dikuis semut itu, dan mereka meneruskan kehidupan dengan lebih optimis. Bahkan kehadiran semut itu, membuahkan kedekatan yang lebih tinggi dengan Allah.
Allah... jauh sungguh daku dari cintaMu. Untuk menganggap apa yang berlaku seumpama semut.
So a new definition of DETOX learn today - it means, melempar jauh, lalu melupakan apa yang terjadi, namun kejadian itu melahirkan satu lagi optimisma baru dalam mendepani dunia.
Mudahkan ya Allah.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Reality - please Allah make it easy for us.
Tomorrow is our last day at home together. 1 nov, hey office I come. Work is so stressful. Just thinking about going back to work make me sick already. This is harder then before. Aisyah still refused to drink expressed milk from the bottle. she'd rather sleep than drink from it. When she cries it hurts me more and more.
O Allah please make it easy for us. I give my children to you. Engkaulah sebaik baik pemelihara. Peliharalah mereka.
Hasbiyallah wa nikmat wakeel.
O Allah please make it easy for us. I give my children to you. Engkaulah sebaik baik pemelihara. Peliharalah mereka.
Hasbiyallah wa nikmat wakeel.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
GERD
Turns out that Aisyah constant vomitting is not normal. At first I thought she was overfed but when we see the peaditrition he confirmed that she has gastroesophageal reflux that is quite common among babies. She underwent the barium swallow test straight away after dr. Musa seeing a forceful vomit.
He recommended aisyah to be home care to avoid further complications. He issued 2 types of medication. She was on both for two days but now I've stopped both since she is still vomitted. So, we decided to give her virgin coconut oil and see how it goes.
I'm on unpaid leave now. But the application hasn't been approve yet.
Please make dua for her that she'll outgrown it soon
From my iPad
He recommended aisyah to be home care to avoid further complications. He issued 2 types of medication. She was on both for two days but now I've stopped both since she is still vomitted. So, we decided to give her virgin coconut oil and see how it goes.
I'm on unpaid leave now. But the application hasn't been approve yet.
Please make dua for her that she'll outgrown it soon
From my iPad
Friday, September 23, 2011
Stay at home mom.... I like
Alhamdulillah on July 25, Aisyah was born. Bring new joy to our small family. She is relatively easy going baby. Pregnant to her was easy and with Menggatal discovery, it was a blessed. Giving birth to her was masyaAllah... With the power of dua from akhawat it was easy alhamduluillah. And she is easy to raised besides the constant vomitting that worries me now.
And after pantang I've decided to have Amir at home as well. It is so much fun. Day one we do some art and craft, day two was another art and craft, day three basuh toilet, day four kemas rumah, and the list go on. Amir do his iqra as well and coloring and reading together, and playing together, subhanallah how I missed my son. He's pelatness were reduced so much. It's not umi n abi anymore that understands Amir.
Home is for the mother. The kids should be raised at home from the hand of a mother. At least that is what I think right. Do I miss working?Not yet at the moment. The unpaid leave application is on the way. Hopefully it will get approve. I just don't understand how an UNPAID LEAVE (well u are not getting anything from them for not being at the office kan) requires so much justification.
"if it is not urgent, please come back to the office as soon as ur maternity leave"
Well what is more urgent than family.
O Allah, if being at home is the best for me... Make it easy for me. Please take care of my children whenever I am.
From my iPad
And after pantang I've decided to have Amir at home as well. It is so much fun. Day one we do some art and craft, day two was another art and craft, day three basuh toilet, day four kemas rumah, and the list go on. Amir do his iqra as well and coloring and reading together, and playing together, subhanallah how I missed my son. He's pelatness were reduced so much. It's not umi n abi anymore that understands Amir.
Home is for the mother. The kids should be raised at home from the hand of a mother. At least that is what I think right. Do I miss working?Not yet at the moment. The unpaid leave application is on the way. Hopefully it will get approve. I just don't understand how an UNPAID LEAVE (well u are not getting anything from them for not being at the office kan) requires so much justification.
"if it is not urgent, please come back to the office as soon as ur maternity leave"
Well what is more urgent than family.
O Allah, if being at home is the best for me... Make it easy for me. Please take care of my children whenever I am.
From my iPad
