It's been really a long time since I last updated my blog.
Thought I won't be updating this again.
But, there's too much anger and sadness inside of me.
First time I've ever feel the world is so unfair.
Give and take, I always see that as the way the world works.
Is he an exception?
It took away all of his and give no shit other than sad and pain in return.
He is a good kid, better than most of the people that I've met.
Obedient, considerate, understanding, smart, active, outgoing, optimistic, live passionately, do everything with his best, though he knows he is different from others.
Never give up even though people laugh at him, looking down on him.
Suffering from Juene Syndrome since he was a kid, hospital has been his second home.
Just when the doctor said he is doing well, here comes another.
It's Retinal Dystrophy they said.
It can't be cured this they said.
How should he react this time? What can he do?
Once again, he's left with fear and sadness.
Doctor advised him to study something that is not as stressful as engineering, so he switched to economics.
As days go by, his vision is getting worse, yet there's so many things in the world that he wants to achieve, wants to do.
He's worried that he'll be the burden of the family.
He's afraid that one day, he'll be left with only darkness.
He's afraid that he can't see the faces that he loves anymore.
He's afraid that when he wakes up in the morning, he can't see the sun shines anymore.
He's afraid that he can't see the colours of the beautiful world with his eyes anymore.
What had he done that makes him suffered like this?
Juene Syndrome had left shadows in his childhood, and now another Retinal Dystrophy to ruin his future?
Why do you want to take away all that he has and leave him in this shit?
He's only 20, how do you expect him to live with this?
He doesn't deserve this at all, it's fucking unfair.
Tell me, when he is having so much fear in him, how do you expect him to be optimistic towards his own future?
Too many how and why and there's no answer to it.
Wanted to help, but can't.
Hate to feel so helpless. Fuck.
It's been awhile since I last updated my bloggie :)
And yes! I'm updating it because of my best friend's birthday! tehehehehe!
Happy birthday Ian!
All the best in your future undertakings!
And good luck for your fyp! =D
Oh and take care, you got me freaked out with the deep knee injuries XD
Whatcha wanna makan? Lemme know k :D
Anyway, thanks for being my friend and putting up with me :)
Happy birthday song for you! Hope you'll like it :P
Happy birthday to me!! :)
Made a wish in front of the cake just now - "May all my friends be happy always"
Oh and, good luck for our examsss! :)
Eeteen, Rachel, Guthrie, Ding, Ian and Lau, thanks a lot for the cake! =D
A wish is a mini piece of happiness, together they make me great happiness, thanks peeps! :)
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| Soft and Yummy!!! :) Edit: Just received my present hehehe Since the day I lost my mouse, it has been so inconvenient for me to use the laptop without my mouse, the mousepad is soooo not nice. The moment I saw the present, I was like "SAVIOUR!!!" hahaha And and and, the mouse is wrapped in a super cute HELLO PANDA cookies box XD So cuteeee!! hahahaaa! Appreciate it a lot, once again, thanks a lot guys! Not to forget, pics! (for me to syok sendiri in the future :P)  TADA! my SAVIOR! =D
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Still remember, my dad used to play this song in the car when fetching me back from kindergarten/primary school. Wonder if this is his and mom's love song :)
This song stuck in me until now haha
It was still played cassette back then.
Memories oh memories....
Lately, kinda like a few songs of hers. Not new songs thou, but kinda like her voice :)
Her awesome live! Thanks to Ian for telling me about this :)
Oh Yeah! I had soooooooo much funnnn in the past weekend!
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| Before the hike. Everyone is excited! |
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| It should be FIJI! |
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| Yummy dinner! :) |
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| Before we loeave our campsite. Look at that Mr. Air Tarik! |
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| Lunch time! |
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| Up we go! |
