Improving while getting used to it.
One day will get use to it.
It's ok. 

Two As One

You will like this video if you watched the drama :)

And this song is sweet, love it! 

Happy Birthday Ian :)

Happy Birthday to Ian :)

May you live with happiness surrounding you everyday :)

Stay healthy always!

Stop saying you're not handsome and smart enough when you already have that both! =P

I'm thankful that I get to know you. 

Thanks for being my friend, accepting who I am, this imperfect Erica. :)

Since the day I know you, I learnt not to hold on things too tight.

Knowing what I should care about what I shouldn't.

I learnt how to support people in different ways.

I learnt how to be more caring and accept things that I can't.

You are determine, caring, warm, supportive.

You are one of the best friends I've known.

I love you, my friend :)

SMILE always!

PS: Sorry can't celebrate with you today. We celebrate next week k? :)

My break

Currently,  I'm in love with this song. It's from Glee :)

Why? I don't know, I just find it nice.

Charice - Listen 

I had forgotten to reserve a post for big butt till Ian reminded me.

Big butt, bet you're having fun with fatty now :)

Enjoy and I will miss you.

I love you.

I just love how much my life is like for now.

I don't want and can't afford to lose any of you.

You are like my family, so close and I won't feel bored to see you everyday. :)

No matter how many hard times we've been through, 

I believe, until the end of the day, we are still us, 

and our friendships will still be as strong as before.

The bond won't be broken easily, that I believe, all the while. :)

For now, CCNA is still quite ok for me.

Although sometimes I'll get messed up with the addresses, especially during subnetting. 

But luckily Rachel is here to teach me, thou sometimes we mess them up too! XD

Khor Kok Chin said:" Failing the skill based exam in CCNA1 is ridiculous." 

We were thinking, what if we really failed it?

But thank God, we made it.

It's been a hectic week. 

And I'm physically and mentally exhausted.

Was planning to spend sometime with myself during this break.

But in the end, my time we all with the notes. XD

Anyway, I did fully utilize my time.

It would be even better if you guys were here. :)

I miss home! Counting the days to xmas and I'll be home!

Mom and dad, I did it! =D

I'm not sure how well will I do in the theory exam, but I'll try my best.

It's good to hear you wow about my skill based exam result and I want you to wow for my theory one too! haha =D

You have always been my support and motivation.

No matter what kinda hardships I met out there, 

as long as I'm home, I feel recharged and happy. :)

Thanks!

I have to be more understanding and determine.

Trying to accept things that I can't accept.

I can just never be enough for that.

Thanks!

Thanks for the massage babe! :)

You made me feel much better =D

Muacks!

One and Only, Cute fatty

This time, it's real.

Goodbye Fatty.

Hope you have a better live up there.

I'll be missing you. :(

I Love You.

Rest In Peace.

Another day,
             and you will be back to normal.

I hope =)

Once again,
                hope you feel better today,                                       
                                                     SMILE!

I hope =)

A brand new day,
             hopefully you are fine and 
                                        you would tell me what happened last night.

I hope =)

Song for you

For I You We They =)

My Best Friend

Although we had a small argument yesterday
Let's laugh, hug, and embrace each other today.
Alright, let’s make a promise
You are my best friend

Even if your worry may seem trivial
Don’t keep it to yourself
Share it with me. Promise me one more time.

Whenever you laugh, I’m happy too
Whenever you’re sad, my eyes tear up too.

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You're my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure this preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend

I’ll always be
by your side
I'll be your strength
I'll always be
your best friend forever

If we find a good movie, a good song, or a good guy, make sure to tell the other
Let’s promise each other
(No no no no)

Let’s not think of it as a waste and
Buy each other delicious meals
Let's pinky-promise

When you’re not here, I really feel lonely
When you’re sick, I can’t fall asleep and I worry about you

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You’re my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure the preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend

You’re the gift in my life, my friend
You’re my jewel and my miracle
I’ll continue to appreciate you
I swear to the heavens once again
I love you my friend

I won't be afraid of anything as long as we hold hands and have faith
The word friendship may sound awkward, but I think that word was created for us.
My friend

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You’re my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure this preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend

You’re the gift in my life, my friend
You’re my jewel and my miracle
I’ll continue to appreciate you
I swear to the heavens once again
I love you my friend
(My best friend)

We make pretty nicknames for each other and play around (And play around)
Sometimes, we'll share our nice outfits (You are my best friend)
Put my number as your first speed dial contact
We'll be best friends forever
Forever you’re my friend
You’re my only one, my friend
Forever you’re my friend
You’re my only one, my friend

Hey, aren’t you my friend?
I love you!
Maerong (teasing)
Unnie
Good night 

This is an additional one that I want to share:

Mistake

I’m still at the same place, weary from wandering by your side
As I wander in circles, days have passed and I find myself at this place

You know, you know that my heart is aching
Watching you smile makes my heart ache more

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

How much longer must I cry as I trust in that promise?
You lied to me to wait for you, even my greed for your love has grown weary

You know, you know that my heart is aching
How can you play dumb and smile like that?

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

I knew I couldn’t have you but my love for you just kept growing
It’s my mistake for waiting by myself, regretting by myself, loving you by myself

Even though my heart was aching, it’s my mistake for not letting you go (I’m such a fool)
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go (It’s my mistake)
Even though it's all my fault
Even though it's all my fault
That’s ok. As long as you’re there (Always…)

Please forgive me for being like this
(forgive the person) Who loved you 

遇到 - 方雅贤

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
直到今世
我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了我还是可以看到
感觉得到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫燿
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了
你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

An evil and an idiot

Bad things happened today.
But noone to be blamed, it was all my fault.
It was me being evil, and it was me being stupid.

Thou I've apologized for times, and you said it's ok, but still I'm feeling guilty.
It was a small incident but the meaning behind is big enough for me to beat myself up.
I've been scolding myself over and over again.
You are kind for saying it's ok, if the same situation applies on another person, things would've been very bad.
If I  had think twice. 

Happy? Satisfied?
Seeing me being so sad, you're happy right?
Yeah, you fooled me. 
You made me sad and cried, you won.
I was like a crazy telling the whole world about this, and actually it was just a lie?
Do you know how much I love the gerbils?
Guess I'm just not cool enough to handle this kinda joke.
It's ok. I'm glad that I'm still able to see you, my babies.
If I am smarter.

When can this fucking headache stops? Fuck!

My babies

Ratty
The "leng lui" among the 3, big butt's fav. =D Just wanted to start calling you senget-ty because your head don't know why senget already. We were saying it was because you slept at the wrong position. You're so cute and active. You don't bite. Sometimes when I look at you,  I can see myself in your eyes. You are as clear as that. Big butt gonna miss you just like I do.

Fatty
Your body is as soft as a ball. When you round yourself up, it's so cute! Eat is no.1 for you. Never reject kua-chi from me. But you like to bite fingers. Remember the first time you bit me, so pain and my palm was bleeding. At first, I was angry, but after some time, I don't mind anymore. And I realize, you don't bite me that hard anymore. 

Baby
The most skinny one among the gerbils. Your body is just like a baby, so tiny. You don't bite me. You will stay still and let me comb your fur. So cute. I've always wanted to feed you more but surprisingly you don't really like kua-chi. You like sweet stuffs. Still remember the day I fed you rambutan, you enjoyed so much. You love apples too.

When I'm tired of the ups and downs in my life, look at you, I feel peace and quiet. I miss you all so much but can't get to see you anymore. From the start I know the day's gonna come, but never thought it would be so soon. We were just being together for like 3 months only isn't? Everytime I got back home, I'll miss the back-scratching sound, the digging sound you make. And I know when I go back, I'll be able to see you all. But not this time and I can't get to kiss your forehead anymore. I'm gonna miss you all. How I wish I could see you all again, my babies. :(

May you all rest in peace and may the angels be with you ♥

My kind of guy / girl? =P

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please DO NOT spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in Facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.  

If you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl" 

If you're a girl - post it as "my kind of guy" 

To whichever gender you prefer, really.   

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1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?  Decent looking will do ;)

2. Smart?  Smarter than me, at least.

3. Preferred age?  Elder than me but not more than 5 years.

4. Preferred height?  Taller than me. Above 175

5. How about sense of humor?  Yeah, sure.

6. How about piercings?  Not necessary. If got, 1 will be just nice :)

7. Accepts you for who you are?  That's for sure!

8. Pink hair?  Oh no! Big no no!

9. Mushy, or not?  Not overly.

10. Thin or fat?  Healthy! :)

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?  Tan, not too fair.

12. Long hair or short hair?  I like guys with short hair, curly hair is cute ;)

13. Plastic or metal?  Mixture of both =D

14. Smells good?  As long as the smell is acceptable for me. A little of his natural body odor is nice too (not the smelly one) :) 

15. Smoker?  No.

16. Drinker?  It's okay for me.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?  Okay! =D

18. Muscular?  Fit will do.

19. Plays piano?  Not necessary.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?  I don't mind either.

21. Plays violin?  It's okay for me.

22. Sings very well?  Better than me! XD

23. Vain?  Not overly.

24. With glasses?  Doesn't matter.

25. With braces?  No I guess? Doesn't really matter.

26. Shy type?  A little shy is cute =D Sometimes being shy is cute! XD hehe

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?  Both.

28. Active or passive?  Active.

29. Tight or bomb?  Don't know?

30. Singer or dancer?  No need to be one. If he has that talent, I won't mind too.

31. Stunner?  Don't have to be. I like will do. hehe

32. Hiphop?  Haha, better not XD

33. Earrings?  Not too gay-ish, 1 will do.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriend-until-you-drop?  No.

35. Dimples?  It's a bonus! I like guy with dimples! Sweet! hehe

36. Bookworm?  No.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?  Once a while :)

38. Playful?  When we're together ;)

39. Flirt?  Only when with me! :P

40. Poem writer?  Better to be no.

41. Serious?  When needed.

42. Campus crush?  I don't care.

43. Painter?  I don't mind.

44. Religious?  I don't mind if he's a free thinker, but he can't be too religious. ( I don't want to have religious talk wit him everyday @.@)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?  Not too. Tease me, I don't mind. XD

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?  Better not. (Later he forgets who I am =D)

47. Speaks 20 languages? Haha! 20 is way too many. So, no no.

48. Loyal or faithful?  Both both both! =D

49. Good kisser?  Haha hehe! Erm..... hehe Yes! =D

50. Loves children?  Of course! This is a must! =D

Happy Birthday People! :)

My beloved brother, cousin, Myra, Rexie
Happy Birthday! :)
May God bless you guys!
Stay healthy and happy always! ;)
I'm glad to have the same birthdays with you all!


PS: My noob brother! I Love You! tehehehe =D 
Home is where your heart belongs! Grow up dude :)


"There once was a pancake who thought he was the awesomest thing in d world.
Bt because of his bad attitude, ppl could only eat him once in a while.
After some time pancake became sad and hated d world.
The maple syrup came along n because she was so nice she became with d bitchy pancake.
So pancake realised tht not many real friends out there like maple syrup.
Cause can eat pancake with maple syrup non stop :)
Thank you erica, cause ure maple syrup. Haha.lol.
Happy bday.i took a long time 2 think of this wei."


I was so touched when I got this message from you.
Thank you so much :)
And don't worry about your bad attitude, your good ones are many enough to beat it over!
hehe!
Once again, thanks!
This is the best present I've got for this year's birthday. 
Not to forget my beloved G-shock! *I love the people who gave me more =D*

To My Babe :)

Happy birthday my dear. :)
Sorry for the late post. Was searching for photoshop but still failed :S
hehe


I'm always so grateful that I have you.
The ups and downs bond us together even stronger =D
Stay healthy and pretty always!


On the day I saw you, I didn't know that we would come this far.
Study together, eat together, sleep together (but didn't shower together la =D), hang out together, bully people together (heh, you know who).
Laugh, cry, pissed at each other before and also back up for each other.
You covered me up when I was embarrassed. 
You supported me when I was discouraged.
You talked to me when we had problem.
You forgave me when I was being childish and not understanding.
You said you love me when I was thinking do you? haha


But no matter what was it, it has brought us to how we are today :)
And I believe there will be more waiting for us in the future! 
So, let's hold our hands and walk on! :)


There are so much I want to say but I don't know how to.
I just want to like hug you tight tight, geram you gao gao =D
I Love You, My bitch!

生命最後一個月的花嫁

This is drama like real life story. 
It is about a 24 years old lady had breast cancer and how she fights against the cancer.
At first the cancer cells were still able to be controlled, but after that it spreaded out very fast.
Although in the end she left but she did left us an important message. 


Living is happiness. 
Cherish what you have at the moment.


Yes, I always do think so. 
While watching the videos, I kept thinking that what if it was me. 
I know, I will not be as brave as her and as optimistic as her. I might not able to get through the days.
I saw how she suffered through out the year. 
She is very brave.
The pain she had is really unbearable, the sadness and disappointment that she had to go through is totally unexpected.

Her beloved ones, they were all trying their best to cheer her up, fulfill her wishes. 
It is so sad to see this happening.
Her friends were very upset about her health status, yet, in front of her, they tried to cover it up and joke around with her happily.
Especially her father, until the last moment, he still believes that she will recover, he hopes that miracle happens. He lose his wife nine years ago, and now he's loosing his daughter.

Her boyfriend, I really salute him. He is a very good guy.
Even knowing the girlfriend gonna leave her, he still willing to marry her, give her his promise.
He never thought of leaving her, never thought of running away from the problems. 
Even he's tired, everyday after work, he'll be in the ward playing with her.
Even thou sleeping on a small bed, he said, that was the nicest ever bed.

People, have a full body check up at least once a year.
Don't wait until it's too late. 
The earlier you find out the problem, the higher the possibility you recover. 

Nagging

IU & Seulong - Nagging


Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child


I can only laugh
Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh


You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop


From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love


A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging


Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel
If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy


Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop


From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love


A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging


Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry


A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me


A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
But trust my feelings