It's been awhile since I last updated my bloggie :)
And yes! I'm updating it because of my best friend's birthday! tehehehehe!
Happy birthday Ian!
All the best in your future undertakings!
And good luck for your fyp! =D
Oh and take care, you got me freaked out with the deep knee injuries XD
Whatcha wanna makan? Lemme know k :D
Anyway, thanks for being my friend and putting up with me :)
Happy birthday song for you! Hope you'll like it :P
Happy birthday to me!! :)
Made a wish in front of the cake just now - "May all my friends be happy always"
Oh and, good luck for our examsss! :)
Eeteen, Rachel, Guthrie, Ding, Ian and Lau, thanks a lot for the cake! =D
A wish is a mini piece of happiness, together they make me great happiness, thanks peeps! :)
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| Soft and Yummy!!! :) Edit: Just received my present hehehe Since the day I lost my mouse, it has been so inconvenient for me to use the laptop without my mouse, the mousepad is soooo not nice. The moment I saw the present, I was like "SAVIOUR!!!" hahaha And and and, the mouse is wrapped in a super cute HELLO PANDA cookies box XD So cuteeee!! hahahaaa! Appreciate it a lot, once again, thanks a lot guys! Not to forget, pics! (for me to syok sendiri in the future :P)  TADA! my SAVIOR! =D
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Still remember, my dad used to play this song in the car when fetching me back from kindergarten/primary school. Wonder if this is his and mom's love song :)
This song stuck in me until now haha
It was still played cassette back then.
Memories oh memories....
Lately, kinda like a few songs of hers. Not new songs thou, but kinda like her voice :)
Her awesome live! Thanks to Ian for telling me about this :)
Oh Yeah! I had soooooooo much funnnn in the past weekend!
Hiking and camping is what I wanted to do, and finally I did it!
Enjoyed myself so much!
Literally left all my worries behind and hike hike hike! :)
Even thou I had muscles ache for the following few days, but still, I would do it again! haha
Camping there was soooo funn! The weather was so cold that I was freezing, but I like it!
The ordinary food which we don't appreciate much when we were on the ground had became so precious and awesome when we were up there! hahaha
Going with the right person is important too I guess.
Gerry and Calvin encouraged me a lot!
Gerry hike with stitch, salute man!
Calvin, talk cock sing song all the way! haha
Just met Alea the night before hiking, we had an enjoyable time with each other during the trip.
I had the feeling like I'm with my family when we were camping there.
Everything just feel so warm to me.
Not to forget, Irvin! Honestly, he was a bit scary when he's drunk. XD
Too bad Ice can't make it. :(
Thanks to Ding and Calvin for the pictures!
Thanks to Calvin for organizing the trip and setting up everything for us!
Thanks to Gerry for the F&B preparation!
Let's go for more hikingssss and campingsss!!! =D
PS: For no reason, lately I'm addicted to Big Bang and 2NE1 songs.
Here comes the pics! :)
PS: For no reason, lately I'm addicted to Big Bang and 2NE1 songs.
Here comes the pics! :)
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| Before the hike. Everyone is excited! |
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| It should be FIJI! |
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| Yummy dinner! :) |
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| Before we loeave our campsite. Look at that Mr. Air Tarik! |
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| Lunch time! |
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| Up we go! |
Why would a person be bothered by little stuffs the other person did?
Why does a person being sad when that person knows he/she shouldn't be expecting anything?
Why does a person still couldn't understand what the other person is thinking thou he/she tried so hard?
Why does a person want to compare a person with the others when they are doing different things?
Why can't a person see how hard the other person have worked?
Why there isn't any fair treatment since there is give and take?
Why a person being so selfish?
Why didn't I work harder previously?
Why didn't I know you earlier?
Why didn't I love it earlier?
Why do I know you so early?
Why was I being so stubborn thinking that I can make things happen if I insist?
Why do I have to take all this shit?
Some of them are already things that I can't change.
어떻게해요...
어떻게해요...
As we grow older, we are more lonely, and we smile or laugh lesser.
Nowadays, I truly realize that.
Used to hate that, but then, haha, what can we do when this kinda shit happens.
I kinda wonder how the elders handle it.
The ones who I used to rely on, who I think they understand me, are kinda far apart from me nowadays.
It just seems hard to reach out for them.
But that's alright, I'll have to be more independent.
Done crying, done scolding myself, done blaming myself, it's time to pick myself up.
Take it as a challenge, guess it's gonna be hard to walk alone, but, have faith. :)
Thou sometimes I really want to tell you my problems, but seems like it's gonna annoy you more, so I take it back.
PS:
In love with the weather here, and with the all-time-fav Java Chip in my hand, it feels so nice :)
Guess Malaysia's hot weather is just not for me.
My ♥
hehehe!
Had an awesome trip to Kanching waterfall yesterday! :D
The place is sooooo freaking nice!
Love it!
The front part of hiking is a bit tiring, cuz it was actually walking up the stairs, after the stairs, it was fine :)
Thou it was raining, and I shouldn't be going into the water (we all know the reason :D), but then when I was walking into the deeper site, Kay and Jemi splashed me and I got all wet.
So in the end, I just don't care anymore, just soak myself into the chillin' water :)
The water flow was strong, and when it hit on your shoulder and back, just feel like you were having a massage!
What a cheap and natural massager!
But Jeff doesn't like it, he said it's painful, proly I got too much fats d, can't feel it XD
And omg, Irvin just took off his pants! Of course the undie was still on, and everyone was like eeeeewwww! Put it back! But he didn't care XD
When we were hiking back down, it was still raining, and the toilets there were closed. All of us got no place to change clothes. We were thinking of changing in a pondok, and have those towels wrap up like a changing room for the girls to change, but it doesn't work. Then they were suggesting that the girls can change in Irvin's car, since he can let the seats down and there will be more space for us, but then still it doesn't work because people still can take a peek into the car. XD
Yet, Ding were suggesting to go to the abandoned house they found to change, but I was kinda scared. Cuz it's abandoned, who knows what happened in there before, and considering my condition, I wouldn't want to go there to change.
So In the end, Rachel and I went to a pondok which has nobody around, and we changed there. While Rachel was half way changing, suddenly there was a monkey, jumped on the bench and stared at the plastic bag (which has Rachel's dirty clothes in it) on the table. So I stared back at him (i think it's a him cuz I didn't see it's neng ku pao XD), trying to tell him no! But still, he then jumped onto the table and grabbed the bag. Rachel and I was terkejut and we screamed. I was trying to be as fierce as possible, then the monkey heard both of us shouting so loud, he also terkejut and dropped the bag, I rushed to him and shout at him again. He straight away takut and climbed up the tree. After that Irvin came by to check on us as they heard a loud scream, thought we kena rape. XD
Before we left the pondok, the monkey came down again, so I kinda put a test on him to see if my garang-ness worked, just by walking near to him. And yes! He ran away XD
We went for steamboat buffet for dinner, thou there were some mini arguments, but in the end we were still eating happily :) Chilling, chit chatting, teasing each other. =D
I realized that, Jemi just LOVE chicken feet, Ramon, Ding and Arvin spam the honey chicken too! Jeff didn't eat much except for the man tau, proly he was too tired? Ian and Cass didn't eat much as well. Irvin and I ate lots of seafood. Sophie enjoyed it too :) And Kay didn't eat much cuz first thing, she'is a pescetarian, there ain't much choice for her, secondly, she is ain't a big eater, but she like the ice-cream thou :)
Here comes the pics! =D Too lazy to upload all hehe
Awesome pictures by Ramon! =D
P.S.:
Too bad Gerry, Shin Ngee, Aidan, Calvin and Taya couldn't make it. :(
Let's go again! :D
Hurm.. What's next?
Tambun?
KK?
Gua Tempurung?
Krabi?
Too many places to go, but too little budget :S Save save save!
Wonder why people thought I'm mad when I'm not..
Do I look that pissed? Or do I sound that pissed?
Sometimes, I do sound like I'm angry cuz my pitch got higher XD
But actually I'm not, I'm just erm.. how should I say that.. increase my volume? XD
But people just don't believe it, they still thought I'm angry. haha
Can't help with that.
If you know me well, you know I won't talk when I'm angry.
Trying to get rid of the anger by remaining silence and sometimes I'll complain to my friend after that.
haha
We feel happy, angry, sad, moody in our lives, that's normal.
I just find it no point showing people your angry and sad emotions.
Spread the happiness around but not the negative ones, isn't it better :)
Tolerate erica tolerate.
Be patient erica be patient.
You can do it. Yes, you can.
Tolerate, patience, tolerate, patience, tolerate, patience, tolerate, patience.
Cute video :)
One of my fav song from one of my fav singer :)
One of my fav song from one of my fav singer :)
Jeff, Ian and I had an adventurous journey to PCP today!
So fun! XD
Cuz Ding wasn't going, so end up Ian driving Arvin's MANUAL Saga there.
The car is scary man XD
Clutch has to step so deep inside, and let go slowly, then the gearbox also scary, and there's no power sterring, it's even harder than the kancil I drove during my license test. haha!
On the way to PCP, we mati enjin a few times, and there was once there was a car behind us, and after the traffic light turned green, Ian were trying hard to let go of the clutch smoothly, and we mati enjin again, the car just cut us and vroom, when we were ready to go, the traffic light turned red again XD
A journey that normally takes 5 minutes, has taken us 10-15 minutes to reach. haha
Kesian Ian, tangan like going to patah d XD
Jeff said :"like snail", referring to the speed we were going on XD
But then when coming back from Malee, Ian kinda get used to it already, and started to able to drive smoothly.
Kay was with us, hopefully she wasn't scared. XD
Jeff and I was laughing like crazy throughout the journey. haha
Great job thou, Ian!
PS: Next time we try again k? :P Btw, didn't manage to finish the female qualifying route thou, so damn hard! :(
Eeeeewwwww!
Worst ever fried rice I've made.
Wtf is wrong with my cooking skill..
Is there something like you didnt cook for some time and you kinda forgot how to cook?
Guess I should practice more before the next time I cook for someone.
Kesian Ian and Rachel, help me finish up the most sucky fried rice in the world.
This is my favorite Glee episode of all!
It's the regionals!
Blaine and Kurt are finally a couple! Love it! tehehe!
They sang Candles together, follow up with Raise Your Glass! All my fav songs!
Rachel finally starts to wake up! Thanks to Quinn :)
Never really like her since the start, but the Rachel in this episode, I like her!
First time I never got bored with her voice, she sang Get It Right. A very good song.
"What can you do when your good is not good enough?"
"My best intentions keep making a mess of things"
And yeah, Loser Like Me is for Sue! In your face! =D
The songs in this episode are awesome! Love Love Love!
多一份宽容, 少一份执着, 多一份快乐
多一份谅解, 少一份误会, 多一份友谊
多一份宽恕, 少一份争执, 多一份和平
多一份关心, 少一份寂寞, 多一份温暖
多一份爱, 少一份恨, 多一份幸福
PS: New style for my bloggie. Colorful and bright, just like how I want my life to be for now and future :)
Have been feeling down for these few days.
Guess I know why.
Got upset and loose my temper easily but I can't help.
Somehow, I realized that the older we are the more worries we have, and at the same time the more lonely we are.
Previously, we can be just so problem free, but nowadays we tend to complicate stuffs.
There're many things that I want to do but can't.
Many things that I want to tell but can't.
Sigh..
Guess Erica's time is needed?
I should:
- be more understanding
- be more mature
- be more determine
- be more rational
- be more logical
- let go of things, only care about what I should care
Haha, I'm lacking in so mant ways, so useless isn't? :-(
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Feel like writing something, but I have nothing to write about..
Not gonna complain about stuffs as that will make me hate it even more, no point.
The only thing I'm gonna say is,
All day I have been thinking about wall climbing, I even draw the techniques I should learn in my notes.haha Gosh, the virus is sooo powerful! XD
Lately, addicted to pink's fuckin perfect.
Yeah, everyone is perfect to someone :)
Once, a friend of mine told me "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
Super agree with that.
When will I be prefect in someone's eyes even i'm lacking in so many ways?
haha No idea, let's see then :)
You are perfect, to me..
haha!
Again! I'm lucky =D
I'm addicted to wall climbing and lucky that I got to know a bunch of cool and friendly wall climbers.
Thanks to Ding! =D
They never hesitate to help you, and always give you motivation and support. :)
And OMG! They are so damn pro man!
See them climb so easy, but when its my turn, I struggled like shit. haha
Anyway, I'm gonna continue climb climb climb and climb! =D
I'm so contented with how my life is right now. Climb, jog, study :)
PS: Bye bye to my baby polaroid. :( I need to get my wall climbing shoe. Hopefully I can get one asap!
Hehe, I'm lucky to have a bunch of friends who grow me up like a plant, fertilize and water me, teaching me how to strengthen myself when the strong wind, storms or heavy rain comes or when the hot sun shines on me:)
You taught me to be more understanding, how to express myself, my thoughts.
You taught me Give and Take, think logically.
You taught me when there's nothing you can do, do nothing. Boost up my confident, giving me advises, don't merely listen to what people say, think if it's true, define who I really am.
You taught me that we can't ask people to go according to what we think is right, taught me to chill, back me up at times, do what you want don't just think and talk about it.
You taught me to be how I want to, encouraged me by doing things together with me, and I started to feel clicked, thou you said cengkerik annoying like me, but don't care, Imma cling on you :P
No matter who we meet, we like them or not, in the end of the day, we're able to learn and realize something in us from them. It's like a reflection.
Thanks and Love you guys, I had lots of fun with you guys, tears or laughters, both I love it. I'm contented :) *flying kisses to each of you*
"Just because you are beautiful, but doesn't mean you can treat people like they don't matter."
Quote this from 10 things I hate about you, just watched it like few weeks back thou people watched like years ago (you know, i'm slow XD), and it keeps on repeating in my mind, so decided to blog about it.
Yeah man, I couldn't agree more.
I've seen a few who are like Bianca.
Selfish, self centered, over confidence, thought that he/she is the center of attraction, looking down on people, using people.
She was scolded by Cameron and that's what he said.
These people live in their own well-imagined world, thinking that the world is spinning around them, they are the main characters and should be paid attention to. Once they lost the attention, they'll feel insecure and get pissed off. Somehow, I find them don't really know how to respect people, and whenever people said or did something that they think those people are hurting/insulting them, they'll break things down and start to create drama. Pointing fingers at you saying you are wrong, and of course in the end to prevent more climax, you would just apologize. Guess that is why people feel tired when being around them? They act like they are the one having problems in life, the others don't. Hello, everyone has their own problem, just that they don't show. Sometimes, I would think is it because they are being dramatic that's why they seem to have lots of problem? For the same situation, if it happens on the others, might they just chill and let it off?
We can't ask people to change in the way we want them to be, they are not our puppets. In return, we have to find a way to adapt to it, it's either we accept it, or we just totally ignore that.
In my opinion, these people should really have a cup coffee, lie on the grass in the evening, pull themselves out of their world and really look at the real world, look at the people around them. They are very lucky to have people who are still willing to care about them, accept their weaknesses thou they are giving them hard times. But still guess with that attitude, it's kinda not possible for them to see in that way. Because firstly, people like them wouldn't willing to accept opinions, as they think their own alternatives are better. Secondly, they think themselves are very good (which is why they are the center of the attraction), which makes it even harder to accept they are actually these problematic. Thirdly, they want people to go along with them not the other way round. Unless, they've met someone in their life who will affect the each and every breathe they take, but then again, they themselves are more important isn't? But I believe, nothing is impossible.
We, sacrifice for people we love, that is when you are able to put that person on top of you, love him/her more than yourself and you want the best in everything of his/hers.
I just hope that for these people, they will realize who they really have in their life, listen to what people have to say, take things easily and chill. You know, it's not necessary for people to tolerate you to this extent, people might just walk out of it and they are problem free. But if they have shown that they care, you should at least say thank you. Else, one day when you're left with no one, you would regret what you've done today.
No pointing fingers, it's just my opinion, I just somehow think that if they are able to get rid of these, they would be a much much better person :)
Acting like an idiot, sending message which has no reply.
Reply 2 messages out of 10?
Argh! Crap.
No credit? Didn't get my message? Busy?
Crapping out reasons just to lie to myself that you don't want to reply.
Hell yeah, my messages are annoying, so you ignore them.
I do reply every fucking message I received, unless I'm super busy. Even that would be late reply.
Sometimes, you do care, but to others it's annoying.
Hah! What to do?
Just shut up the fuck up and stop asking.
For the cancer patient, they just hope that they are able to see the sunrise and feel the fresh air in the morning again.
For the handicap people, they just hope that they can just move like how we normal people do.
For the deaf, they just hope that they can hear the sound of the world again.
For the blind, they just hope that when they wake up in the morning, they are able to see the world again.
We are fragile, aren't we?
If there is such a thing like hope exchanging, I would exchange all the hopes in my future with your one and only hope. The world is just so unfair.
Oh! The awesome fireworks! =D
And the awesome Tony! hehe!
Wish all my family and friends have a healthy and happy year ahead!
Daddy and mummy, stay healthy and sweet always! =D
My noob brother, study well and live your life! ;)
For my friends,
those who single, hope you find your partner soon!
Those who are in a relationship, keep it up and love each other more! hehe! :)
Brand new year, brand new start!
Let the unhappy stuffs stay here and move forward! :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
PS: Aiks! My photoshop not working. I got it from online. hehe!
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