sang @1:16 AM.......
| What Mark Ho Means |
 You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. |
I got this off some webby.. Felt some parts are true and some isnt. Haha.. You decide!
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Friday, June 27, 2008
sang @11:04 AM.......
Just to follow up with my previous post, The "Hat tournament" was fantastic. I learnt so so many things from the veterans there. Gosh, indeed frisbee is their life as they dive though the air to save tt one disc from touch the ground (which means turnover). One day, I wish I will too be able to dive without fear of injury. Came in 2nd place but we newbies didnt do much. we had a strong team to play in. But in all, the things, tactics, skills I learnt from them in 1 day was great and inspiring. =) On top of that, as it was a brewerks sponsored event, we have free booozeee. WEEE!! I think thats the best part of frisbee.. Everyone can drink and play at the same time without getting drunk. o.o awesomeness.
Ok back to my MST, man can I tell you how disappointed I am. Been trying my best to re-catch that drive to study hard. By forcing myself to read the notes and all.. But its just not the same. Struggled to do the pre-studying and not last minute but I think eventually it failed, although I still tried. ( get wat i mean? )
First paper - AIA ( Advance Instrumentation Analysis ) - Didnt expect it to be that hard. perhaps i didnt understand the stuff and just memorised. Thus unable to do the questions confidently. Praying for a pass.
Second Paper - PPChem ( Pharmaceutical and Pharmacology Chemistry) - Shit, its the hardest paper for this semester and I kinda screwed it up as I forgot what I learnt. The feeling sucks. I think GG for this. Nvm will work harder for exam =)
Third paper - DTN ( Display Technology and Nanoscience ) - It was supposed to be my strongest module. But I wont be able to score. Passing will not be a problem but I expected to do better. Oh well..
Last paper - P and F ( Perfumery and Fragrance ) - Ok my bad, i started studying this moduile at 10pm and the paper was next day 10.30am. But I can say I wont fail ( thank God ) but also wont score.
Guess thats very much how I think i will fare. And all this test worth 15% each of the entire module.
Now to tell you how I survived. At times I really felt like giving up as i was so sian and just no mood to study at all. I dunno why till now I am still living in holiday mood. =( Anyway, a song came to me. "Don Moen - God will make a way". I remember singing it with linus in school and edmund nv knew there was such a nice song =). GOD IS GOOD! heres the lyrics.
God will make a way
God will make a way
When there seems to be no way.
He works in ways,
we cannot see.
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide,
hold me closely to his side.
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
he will make a way.
There you go. Maybe to some this song may be unpractical? But to me it has its fair share of meaning in this period. Thats all for now. TATA! =0)
Thank you for being there
and for being understanding.
Sorry for the times I hurt you out of frustration
Give me time to amend my ways.
Pray for all to be well
and for us to grow stronger.
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Friday, June 13, 2008
sang @10:47 PM.......
Well, I can say that we basically wasted 2 whole days of FYP when we finally realised after all the testing and finding of the right parameters for the silant drawing that... WE WERE DOING THE WRONG STEP! HOHOHOHO! Yes.. My whole group went.. SHIT! ^&*#%$&!! We were all more of disappointed and sianz than angry. Because it was all our time wasted to do NOTHING.
Haha.. But my group is positive. JunKai said, "Oh well.. a painful lesson learnt but its ok." That was good as it told me that.. yup.. no point to be angry at anyone for it.. we are all together in it.. One mistake is EVERYONE mistake.. So jiayou guys.. Lets do it.
After FYP.. Met up with poo to eat pasta mania. HAHA.. this is funny.. we ate dinner at.. 5.30pm! WEE.. Okay heres how that happened.. We were in the train when we finally decided to head to westmall for dinner.. Than while walking to westmall, instead of walking inside the mall to shop and walk around first, I walk straight to pastamania and sat down.
That was when poo said, "eh, why are we eating dinner now?" Than I look outside and saw the bright shinning sky still up and i went. "opps?" But.. too bad too paiseh to walk out since we got a sit.. So we ate.. After that walked around and saw a performance in westmall.. A bunch of mascots called "animal zoo" were dancing around for the little kids to watch.. Haha so cute.. I tell you, the songs are soo addictive! Ask me and I will sing for you! HAHA WEE!!..
After that, went home.. and I slacked and rested.. Tomolo is the HAT TOURNAMENT! It is a frisbee tournament that you sign up individually and is placed into groups randomly according to your skill level.. So that all the teams formed in the end will be of equal strenth. I am scared, nervous but yet excited cus I will be playing with alot of pros and learning from them. Shall just go there and enjoy myself. See ya all.. Ciao!~
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
sang @8:12 PM.......
Yesterday's been awesome just playing frisbee. Learnt alot of new tactics but have yet to master them. Haha.. I must really play more in the sun as I realised my stamina drop by alot by just standing in the sun, which isnt good.. blah! (So sorry zl and jk for leaving IME earlier for CCA)
Just looking at my other classmates and how "kan cheong" with their FYP made me relieved now that my group has officially started to get started hands on. I have been feeling really tired, drained, and panicky recently. The sudden need to go back to school everyday from about 9am - 5pm to do fyp is already killing me. I have yet to complete all my datasheet and formal reports. SO SO MUCH to do but by the time I get home, I get so tired and have totally no mood to do.
How I wish God will help me love datasheets and reports. Sometimes, its not so much of I dont want to do. Often I see the question and I really dunno wat they are asking for, or simply unable to find the answers. Doing it really de-moralises me further as I feel so stupid. (Not that I am smart at all) It is that bad to me that I automatically try and avoid them. Like SARS or watever kuku-nathan virus you know. This is bad.. and I know it. Sigh..
Also, I hope that we will be able to come up with something by the end of this 2 weeks for my fyp so we can start on our 30 page report. I am excited yet scared we wont be able to increase the efficiency by alot.. But lets not bother about that now.. Lets give our best! =)
WOOT AND TO MY FAITHFUL TAGGERS! Thank you for coming to my revival ceremony. People say "wa lau why never wait 1 more month than can celebrate 1 year death anniversary." I say, because it was never dead.. just on a long long holiday. Haa!
I am sorry for not being sensitive.
I will continue to better myself.
Endure me as I go thru this stressful period.
I may not show, but deep inside,
I am panicing so badly.
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Monday, June 09, 2008
sang @3:39 PM.......
I bring u great news that the once dead blog owned by JuMbOfaT is being
bought over by a new investor called KraminatoR. He will be managing this new blog
as of today. ( If it doesnt die that is.. )
Just a keep update in my life:
- Officially left the competitive gaming world.
- Still in love with my darling hermit crab.
- Still a slacker
- Currently found a new hobby in "Ultimate Frisbee"
- Still a vocalist and improving I hope.
- GETTING DARKER!
- Still acts gay.
- Going to take up guitar lessons
- Going to start with my driving practical sessions
- I am an awesome buggy driver
- I am loving God more and more
- Still a cry baby
- Officially finally went on a holiday without my parents
- Still finds blogging boring.. but.. perhaps more fun than datasheets. --> Not for the faint hearted.
RIGHT!.. That should end the (omg mark your life is still so boring ) segment. This is hard man.. I am having difficulty thinking of a stupid thing to type in this stupid post. Shall just kick off this blog again with a recent event.
Sunday was I HOPE a great and enjoyable day for my dear bro BENCHANCHANCHAN. During YA, I led worship for the first time with Daniel. It was great as I could really feel Gods pressence among us as we sang. =)
After which it was a time of sharing of testimony and than prayer for the church and love ones. There was a section dedicated specially for BEN and we just prayed that he will be safe and his walk with God will still be there even in the army.
After which, proceeded to eat some "famous" bak kut teh at clarke quay area. I bet that made Ben a happy boy.. I have no freaking idea why his so addicted to it. Its worst than cigarette! Oh well.. afterall, its going to be his last time eating it for awhile.
Proceeded to minds cafe and played alot of new games. Everyone was so into the game and that made it all fun. Whatever it is, its just a BOARDgame and we just enjoyed ourselves totally. Had dinner at Manhattan where me, Ben, Dan shared a seafood platter. Super filling partly cause I have been rather sick of western food as I have been eating alot of it recently. Chatted awhile more and we all went home.
Benny, I hope you enjoyed the dinner and the simple farewell party that we arranged for you. Do take care of yourself in the army. Dont so hiong until get injuried and I will keep you in my prayers. May you have good friends, nice platoon, a friendly sergent, and lunch/dinner full of meat and no veggies. (we know tts crap but wth.) Enjoy and cherish every moment there for its a once in a lifetime event. See you soon! Cheers~
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