My 24th Birthday Celebration.

VENUE : Cyberjaya Lake, Cyberjaya
TIME : 12.00am
DATE : 16 April 2011









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Friends are someone who make me feel good, yes! they even create nightmares for me sometimes,but they stand behind me during my bad sides and strife. Sometimes in my life I hard to get good friends who would understand me and at least assure happiness in my life. Many times in my life wondered if I had a better friend and now I have a greatest friends . The reason for this post is to wish a huge big thanks to my greatest friends. thank god for giving me this friendship. Thanks a lot for being my friends today.I really appreciate what you guys had done to me! Once again thank you so much for the greatest birthday celebration. Love you guys so much!

You're the one I chose to keep and love .

NURDIYANA BINTI MOHD AMIN

A special one . A special person . A special smile . A special face . A special laugh .
A special someone I can't replace .
A special someone I can't forget .
A special someone I can't live without .
A love so true . A love so deep . A love so bright and shines .
You're the one I chose to keep . You're the one I chose to love .

I love your smile .
I love your face .
I love your laugh .
I love how you love me .
I love how you treat me .
I love how you make me smile .
I love how you make me laugh .
I love the way you are .
I love you .

Can't Smile Without You

Can’t Smile Without You
Barry Manilow

I like this video a lot- The younger playful Barry, The enthusiastic crowd and That lucky lady. And as always, I like the lyrics to this song.

You know I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you’re sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brighten my day
Who would have believed that
You were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you’re sad
I feel glad when you’re glad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile

Now some people say happiness takes
So very long to find
Well, I’m finding it hard
Leaving your love behind me

And you see I can’t smile without you
I can’t smile without you
I can’t laugh and I can’t sing
I’m finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you’re glad
I feel sad when you’re sad
If you only knew what I’m going through
I just can’t smile without you

Oh Darling

Plugin Stereo ft. Cady Groves
Oh Darling

You seem quite nice for a girl with good looks

And Im the kinda fellow thatll make you feel better when your life gets shook

So give it a chance according to your plans

I bet I'm not number one on your list to kiss, but please understand

You seem quite shy, but youre oh so cute

And Im the kind of girl that would love to be yours if you asked me to

So just take a chance, try to hold my hand

I swear Id never let go

Just let me know if youd be my man

I really want to come out and tell you

Oh darling, I love you so

If youd ask me for my heart, theres no way that Ill say no

Oh darling, just take a chance please

So we can stay together till hell starts freeze

You seem quite right for a boy like me

And I wanna know would you treat me well

Would you treat me like a queen

Cause Id like to show you and make you see

That although were different type

We were meant to be

I really want to come out and tell you

Oh darling, I love you so

If youd ask me for my heart, theres no way that Ill say no

Oh darling, just take a chance please

So we can stay together till hell starts freeze

So I gotta ask you,

I cant be afraid

I gotta take a chance at love

So what do you say

Oh darling, I love you so

If youd ask me for my heart, theres no way that Ill say no

Oh darling, just take a chance please

So we can stay together till hell starts freeze

p/s: thanks for dedicate this song to me.

I'm Back!

Wow, I didn't realize how long it's been since I posted anything. I think it's been 2 month I didn't update my blog because busy with twitter and i didn't have so much time to update this blog. Sorry to those who were waiting for new post. Im gonna start blogging back to share my thought :) Hope you guys enjoy reading this blog much as I enjoyed writing it :)

Dancing with myself.

In life we expect a lot of things from others and expect others to have a certain expectation on ourselves. That's how most of us lead our life now, from the moment we wake up till the moment we reach the same bed to sleep. In between all those expectations and dreams, we tend to forget about what we need in life and tend to prioritize on things that we want, which may have arisen from trying to fulfill all the expectations that people have on us and us trying to be the person that the expectations shapes us to be.

What kind of expectations have we put upon ourselves and have we realized it? Since when does others expectations of us seems greater than that of our own? Does anybody remember the person that they want to be in the future when they were six or seven? Are you really being true to yourself at the end of the day or worse, when you look at the mirror you don't see yourself anymore.

I know what I want all this while, but am desperately wanting all that I need now to be a better me. I need to feel that urgency and purpose that I never felt before.

The Freshmen

Jake Bruene
The Freshmen (Acoustic Version ft. Kurt Schneider)

Download this song

When I was young I knew everything
And she a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken, sobbin' with my head on the floor
Stop a Baby's Breath and a shoe full of rice, no...

I can't be held responsible
'Cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
His girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbin' with his head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says

I can't be held responsible
'Cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
hey yay e yay e yay e yay e yay hey yay e yay e

We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
We never talk of our lack in relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbin' with our heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say

I can't be held responsible
'Cause she was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

We were merely freshmen
We were only freshmen

Not What It Seems.

Some people are just not satisfied with what they have. They have the things that they need or want, but yet still want to find something else to make it more interesting. I just don’t get it. If you’re sure that you’ve already have it, why be so insecure? Why would you wanna go and mess things up? Do you like the thrill? Or you just like the drama?

If it’s yours, then you should just shut up and appreciate what you have. Stop bothering other people’s lives. You got what you want, or what you fought for. You’ve won. What else would you possibly want now?

Or maybe, deep down inside you know that the thing that you own right now, is not yours anymore. But by being insecure doesn’t help to make anything better. Work for it, make it better. Be the bigger person. Stop all this crap and just be happy with what you have. Probably by then you’d be satisfied. But then again, we’re human. Always wanting more. Can’t really blame anyone for that.

Satisfaction??

Some people find joy in ruining other people’s lives, I have no idea why. Do they actually feel good about it? I don’t know what they expect from people. What do they get out of it?

If you hurt a person, that person will definitely hurt you back. Why, is it supposed to be a competition? If you win, then what do you get? Happy ever after? Or is it just for the ego?

Come on, people. Live life. Be happy. The past should just stay in the past, don’t bring it forward with you. Make a change. Be grateful of what you have.

2011

Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that

they actually cared.
Thanks to those who loved me, they made my LOVE bigger.
Thanks to those who entered my life, they made me who i'm today.
Thanks to those who left me, they made me realize that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who hate me, they made me a stronger person.

Just wanna THANK YOU all of you for being there in my life whatever I might have meant to you.

Lets end 2010 with Alhamdulillah and began 2011 with Bismillah.
Past is past. From now on just move forward and never turn back.

Do much better in this year 2011.

Happy New Year Everyone!

Final exam is around the corner.

it should be the time for me to start study since there are only a month left before my final exams. Yes seriously only a month left and i didn't even start anything. No idea how am i going to pass this semester. Pray for me! :)

2011 Here we go! :)

2011 is coming up and i already know my resolution. I’m finally deciding that i deserve what i want and i’m going to go for it. Come 2011, i am chasing my dreams.

I always thought dreams were never meant to come true, but as long as it’s a realistic one, why can’t it? So i’m going to pursue it, get myself completely healthy and happy, and go after the one person i want more than anything in this world.

I want to look back on my life when i’m older and not regret the things i didn’t do. i hear it all the time and i roll my eyes at it but i am finally saying it myself, we only have one life, so we must live it to the fullest. No regrets. Just happiness, just love.

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I feel like there are things i can only talk about with you and when i try to speak about it with someone else, it just feels wrong. I just feel that since you’ve shared your deepest thoughts and secrets with me, i want to do the same with you.

Poster and Banner Design for Kursus Pengurusan Jenazah :)

The poster and banner above is my first design for Institusi Usrah event this coming January. The poster and banner will distribute a few weeks before the real event. Hope they will love my artwork :)

Comfort zone.

I don't like any changes in my life now. I love my comfort zone currently. I know life is full with challenges and changes but please not at this moment. I don't want things become like a firework. Everything is so pretty and nice yet short. I don't like temporary stuffs.