dont know what you want from me
 what you expect of you me.
do you wana fuck with me? 
 is that why you stopped texting me?


you were my only dream

everything i couldve needed
-
everything i wanted, i needed
 i dont know if i can repeat it 
everything i wanted, i needed
 i dont know if i can repeat it 
-


i dont know what you want from me

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ecasty ecasty, 

its seem youve already let go of me

ecasty ecasty, 

you couldve just simply told me.

ecasty ecasty, 

now its like you dont even me know me

ecasty ecasty, 

when you were once my .. ecasty

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you were my only dream

everything i couldve needed

you were my only dream

everything i couldve needed

-

i dont know if i can repeat it

everything i couldve needed

i dont know if i can repeat it

everything i couldve needed

dont know what you want from me
 what you expect of you me.
do you wana fuck with me? 
 is that why you stopped texting me?
-
you were my only dream
everything i couldve needed
you were my only dream
everything i couldve needed
-
everything i wanted and needed
i dont know if can repeat it
everything i wanted and needed
i dont know if can repeat it

ecstasy x2.

Ecstasy (prod. kirk)

give me the lead'
kill me instead,
 put a bullet in my brain
because i cant change

if i wasnt such coward, id do it instead
mother and father, put a gun to my head.

god is dead x2

Coward (Prod.ISITF4KE)

did you know it was the new trend amongst 
others to cut themselves?

boredom is luxury most dont get
i dont know when to quit

if you dont love me ill kill myself
but, when you need me ill always help


oh my lover, did you break skin?

oh my lover is this the end?

whats your expectation?
feelin oh so patient
whats your expectation?
feelin oh so patient 

is this the end x2?>

RSD, reject from me x2
RSD, Controllin me. x2


preserved in my memories
treat you like the enemy


lips cracked from athemptines
watcha ya change infront of me

is this the end x2?>

RSD (prod brokebwoy)

These songs are the songs i never released or finished. i made these in-between some of the hardest stages of life including a break up. so, i took my feelings and put them into words even if it comes off as edgy, corny, weird. its how i felt at 16-17. now at 19, i feel like teenage me deserved to have her music put out there even if no one listened. it meant that it still went somewhere. it meant that i didnt have to hide how i felt or that i wasnt alone so here it is. heres Unfinished At 17 
(lyrics)
Unrequited: 
maybe if i fucked you, you would've stayed

maybe if i topped you, you wouldn't of run away

i promise im worth it. im worth the effort im worth everything because you are worth it to me. you have to be. you have to see that im worth it

but you never did 

you never planned too

all you did was hid

so i walked away from you

its funny the first thing i noticed about you was your smile.

i always wonder if you still think about me.. do you? miss me? even a little bit
did you love me as much as i loved you did you hate yourself? was that why? maybe one day you'll see that im worth it im worth trying for 
you know maybe one day you'll realize you lost the only person that'll really care about you

(intrusive me) 
what? was i supposed to-

i just wana be- 
with you
i just wana be with you 

(Difference) 
Snap, and you're gone.
dial tone on.
is your ringer on?
something's wrong
i never smoked untill i missed you
i hadnt choked until i was with you
oh, but its different six makes a difference 
so fucking different 
couldn't you tell? the light were on. know you so well, i left my ringer on

zero missed calls, i feel like a dog
blame me for your flaws
what else could go wrong?
you can go weeks but i cant sleep 
you can go a week but i cant sleep

(wdym?)
its all a gamex2
oh such a shame

i dont understand 

ive already tried too

i dont understand you

im done trying too

what did you mean when you said you love
what did you mean when you said you want me

what did you mean when you said youd fuck me

what did you mean when you said you hate me?

(I_AM_HATED) 
god has favorites x2

I'm not the favorite x2

i am the hated

i tried to love myself 
i tried x2
why did you leave?
why did you give up on me?
your excuses sound the same
you couldve made me feel okay
so when you turned away i knew what to say
you could never change
you didnt want to change
its time i walk away. 
i feel so unloved.



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