I feel like I'm taking over the family blog-but at this point I don't know if it's worth it to even start my own, so unless anyone has any objections I'll just keep writing on here. I wasn't planning on blogging today but I felt like I should share some of the things I have been studying and learning in class.
Just to keep in the back of your mind: what is one characteristic about yourself that you wish you could change? (not physical, something deeper than that)
I am reading in Samuel right now about all the great prophets and leaders that ruled Israel. The other night I read 1 Samuel 12:20
20) "Fear not; ye have done all this wickedness: yet turn not aside from following the Lord, but serve the Lord with all your heart." Reading that verse, I thought about how comforting it is know that even though I am a sinful person, I am invited to stay close to Him. Reading on in verses 22- 24
22)"For the Lord will not forsake his people for his great name's sake because it hath pleased the Lord to make you his people. 23)Moreover as for me, God forbid that I should sin against the Lord in ceasing to pray for you: but I will teach you the good and the right way. 24) Only fear the Lord, and serve him in truth with all your heart: for consider how great things He hath done for you."
Not only am I invited to always serve the Lord but I am promised that he will not forsake me. Although we are sinful people, He will not leave us alone. This idea has been prevalent in my thoughts the past few days and then I went to class today and what I learned enhanced the things I have been thinking about.
In 1 Samuel 10, Saul is anointed as king and in verse 6 it says that he "shalt be turned into another man." Verse 9 says that"God gave him another heart." The Atonement has the power to change a person's nature and turn it into a more Christlike nature. Like the people in the Book of Mormon during the days of King Benjamin who said (Mosiah 5:2) " the Spirit of the Lord Omnipotent, which has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we have no more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually," Saul was changed into a new person. We are able to become new creatures in Christ because there is not ANY aspect of our natures that cannot be changed through the Atonement. You can change that part of yourself that you are not happy with. It may take days, or even years to make changes but because of the Savior, we can continually progress. I know that the Atonement has the power to change us. I also know that change is one of the hardest things we go through in this life. It takes work. It takes a lot of effort. It takes persistence. But, I know it is all worth it. In order to become more Christlike, we have to change daily.
Things at the Jerusalem Center are great. We've had a laid back week after all the craziness last week. Time to catch up on homework and some sleep. Today we had our humanitarian project which always turns into a huge dance party in the warehouse. Have I mentioned that I love the people here? I wish I could bring everyone home with me so I could introduce them to the people I love at home. Tonight is movie night, "Death on the Nile" which will be great because it takes place at a site we have visited. Tomorrow is church and I get to see my primary kids again and we'll probably end up at the Garden of Gethsemane after church. I hope everyone is having a great week! Thanks for reading my ramblings.