“Imagine it:
not loving less, but more..”
Hello, HNY and all that jazz to you. Welcome to day 706. of January. I hope you had a good end otherwise 2025 and a good start to 2026. God, it feels impossible to type that when the world is on fire around us.
I told someone last night that I’d been injury free for this morning while running…It could be ok, but with 6 weeks till a half marathon and then I get to start ultra-marathon training straight after, so it feels a bit shit. But it’s not really bad is it..It’s not…well, look-around-you-at-everything-else-bad. Stop being so trivial, Mat…
I’m just going to post a poem or two as proof of life, then despite it feeling crass there will be some mild self-promotion to follow.
Pleas entree it’s just the poems today..no why I think they are great, but know that I do.
The first poem is by Tom Sastry. It’s featured here with his permission (Get well soonest, sir) and is taken from his most recent collection, Life Expectancy Begins To Fall (Nine Arches Press, 2025).
NB I’ve gone with the album mix of this rather than the single edit from a recent issue of Under The Radar. Ironically, the single edit has the extra stanza.
Everyone loves the end of the world
We all hope to enjoy the apocalypse
from a distance. A good storm
spares
the roof but rattles the glass.
Children know: destruction is funny, sometimes beautiful.
A distant inferno would enchant your night
if you saw it from the next coast.
So much torment is shut away, you might even be comforted
by a Hell with space for your friends.
We build great telescopes to watch stars die
send divers to explore drowned cities, give prizes
for pictures of flaming sinkhole
s
or bones bleaching by a dry lake.
An old man reads of a decade he won’t see
lethal heat, scarcity of food.
It aches softly, like a sunset.
A new desert at the edge of town, some murders on the news.
The second poem is by John Burnside, I don’t have permission from anyone at Cape Poetry or within John’s circle. I hope no one minds a 25-year old poem going up online. i’ll take it down if needs be. It’s taken from John’s collection, The Asylum Dance (Cape Poetry, 2000)
ARCHAEOLOGY
for Melanie and Kate
Imagine they knew already: a loved one
singled out in permafrost, or sand;
fingertips laying stitch-marks in the skin
that might be read; each
wedding-feast or name-day laying claim
to birth-marks, dimples, curvatures of bone.
Imagine they treasured scars for what they tell
of summers, traces set into the flesh
for August noons; or winter solstices
remembered in a burn. Imagine it:
not loving less, but more, for knowing time
would quietly erase a lover’s voice,
a grandchild’s hand;
and how, unwittingly,
they planned each afterlife, concealing seed
and pollen in the hemline of a gown,
or carving timberwork with hidden signs,
seasons and gifts that someone else would find.
+++++++++++++++
I love both, both feel right at present. And that will do for me as a reason.
Now, I must do some self-promotion.
I have a run of gigs (it’s not a tour) coming up
to tell you about.
9th Feb, Oxford
I’ll be reading with Laura Theis at Art & Talking
Thanks to Robin Vaughn-Williams for the invite
21st Feb, Faversham
I’ll be reading as part of Faversham Literary Festival with Lesley Sharpe, and the lovely lad that is Christopher Horton.
Thanks to Christopher for organising this.
28th Feb, St Albans
I’ll be reading as par of poetry’s answer to Saint & Greavsie with Matthew Stewart at Ver Poets in St Albans.
2nd March, London
Rogue Strands is back with a bang.
We’ll be at the Devereux with Christopher Reid, George Szirtes, Jemma Borg, Katharine Towers and Matthew and me.
See you there.
Thanks to Matthew your sorting both of these. I’ve done very little on this wave of Rogue Strands, but I’ll be there like some full kit wanker on the 2nd to take the glory




A song that seems appropriate
Title Giveaway
Jung Beetle
The Great Pandering
Coccyx Avenger
UNO Stubbs
A Quarter of Qatar
Dances with Woolworths
DIYing on the Insider
With Friends Like This Who Needs Anemones
R2 Detour
THE LAST **Coughs** WEEKS IN STATS
HEALTH STATS
Runs: 6,6,5, 5, 5, 16, 7, 11, 18, 8, 6, 18.5, 8.5, 7 (retired hurt)
Workouts: 5
Walks: 6
Yoga:
Days in a row without alcohol: 0
Days in a row without cigarettes: 0
Bouts of Insomnia: 2
LIFE STATS
1 x 1000 piece jigsaw
1x trip to Emirates Stadium
1 x late night after the Arsenal game
1 x trip to Turner and Constable exhibition
1x game of Hues and Cues
4 x games of UNO
1 game of Sherlock Holmes
1 x reading
1 x fox sighting
1 x bathroom undercoated
1 x bathroom painted and resealed
6 doors with new handles
1 x load of skirting boards rubbed down and prepped for painting
5 focus groups
1 x 60th birthday do (missed. Happy birthday, Andy)
1 x 20th Wedding Anniversary (Happy anniversary Meg & Euan)
POET STATS
Notes for poems: Hack, MS, Shrinking, Munch
Worked on: The Lookover, Maybe Let the Monkeys….
Finished/In the Drawer: Acceptance Prayer,
Abandoned
Submissions:
Total Poems Out: 23
Rejections: Pomegranate
Acceptances:
Withdrawn:0
Longlisted: 0
Books sold:
Readings: Finished Creatures
Attended: Christopher James
Read at:
Workshops:
Friends poems looked at: 1
REVIEWS
Review finished:
Reviews started:
Reviews submitted:
Reviews to write: 1
READ/SEEN/HEARD/ETC
Music/Listened to
r= Radio, A = Audiobook, P=Podcast. The rest is music
The Archers
various playlists
In the Loop (p)
Kikagaku Moro: Forest of Lost Children
Cassandra Jenkins: My Light, My Massage Parlor
Smashing Pumpkins: Zodeon At Crystal Hall
Swell: Too Many Days Without Thinking
Kalia Vandever: Another View
Stephen Vitiello with Brendan Canty and Hahn Rowe: Second
Bournemouth VS Arsenal (R)
Yasmine Hamdan: I remember I forget
The Wedding Present: Maxi
Thee Headcoat Sect: Deerstalking Men
Oren Ambarchi: Ghosted 3
Yorkston/Jaycock/Lagendorf: ST
Alan Sparhawk: With Trampled by Turtles
Bananagun: the True Story of Bananagun
Joey Gregorash: North Country Funk
Tapes N Tapes: Outside
The Fall: Palace of Swords Reversed
John Murry: The Stars Are God’s Bullet Holes
The Cramps: Stay Sick
Spacemen 3: Taking Drugs to Make Music to Take Drugs To
Rolling Blackouts Coastal Fever: Talk Tight
Billy Bragg: Talking To The Taxman About Poetry
Ganavya: Nilam, Daughter of a temple
Little Feat; ST
Tallies: ST, Patina
Floating Points: Elaenia
Elliot Galvin: The Ruin
Sharp Pins: Balloon Balloon Balloon
Wild Billy Childish: Step Out!
Emma Swift; The Resurrection Game
Joy Formidable; Aaarth
Jenny on Holiday; Quicksand Heart
Dry Cleaning: Secret Love
Steve’s Mixtapes: Ethan Miller, Thurston Moore, Sally Hamilton (P)
Clementine March: Powder Keg, Songs of Resilience
Sir Richard Bishop: Hillbilly Ragas
Blue Hour Radio
That’s How I Remember It: David Balfe (p)
Jim Noir: AM
Emma Rawicz: Inkeyra
Scary Monsters: The March of Hope
SML: How You Been
This Cultural Life: Maggie O’Farrell
Chelsea Vs Arsenal Carabao Cup Semi final
Madness: Absolutely
Mary Lattimore & Julianna Barwick: Tragic Magic
The Leaf Library: About Minerals
They Might Be Giants: Flood
Pearl Charles: Desert Queen
Sea Power: Everything Was Forever
Craig Finn: Always Been
Godspeed You! Black Emperor: No Title As of 13 February 2024, 28,340 Dead
REM: Monster, New Adventures, Document
Pharoah Sanders & Floating Points: Promises
Sunstack Jones; Luminous Hands
David Zinman: Gorecki: Symphony No.3
The National: Rome
Wilco: Kicking Television
Lola Kirke: Trailblazer
David Axelrod: Heavy Axe
Howlin’ Rain: Magnificent Fiend
VA: Gather in the Mushrooms: The British Acid Folk Underground 1968-1974
The Clientele; Bonfires on the Heath, I Am Not there Anymore
Carl Broemel & Tyler Ramsey: Celestun
A House; I Am the Greatest
Fergus McCreadie: The Shieling
The Dears: Life is Beautiful
Yo La Tengo: They Shoot, We Score
Massacre Massacre: Bunkaa 1
Dropsonde Playlist
Illuminated: The Metaphor Consultant (p)
Only After Dark: At the Docks (p)
Lost In The Trees: All Alone In An Empty House
Aoife O’Donovan: All My Friends
Glok & Timothy Clerkin: Alliance
Dry Cleaning: New Long Leg
Tristeza: Dream Signals in Full Circles
Racing Mount Pleasant: ST
This Will Destroy You; New Others Part 1
Elbow: Leaders of the Free World
Craig Finn: A Legal of Rentals
Flyying Colours: Mindfullness
Johann Johannsson: Fordlandia
Neko Case: Neon Grey Midnight Green
Read
Finished Creatures 9
Andrew Waterhouse: In
The London Magazine
Matt Bryden: The Glassblower’s House
Peter Kenny: The Nightwork
Tom Sastry: Life Expectancy Begins to Fall
John Burnside: The Asylum Dance
Watched
The Big Lebowski
The Lowdown
Bob Monkhouse: The Last Show
Ishtar
Early Doors
The Morning Show
28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
Arsenal Vs Liverpool
Prime Suspect
The Wicker Man
28 Years Later
Inter Vs Arsenal
Lynley (fucking awful)
Ordered/Bought
New running trainers
Rialto
Door spindles
Paint, brushes & various sealants
Acumen 114
Christopher James: England Underwater & The Manly Art of Knitting
A belated Xmas present















































