Three Months

Dear Noah, Today is 3 months since your stillbirthday.  I still miss you and think about you every day.  It seems impossible that a quarter of a year has gone by without you.  A month from today you will have been gone as long as you were alive.  It seems crazy.  Impossible. I get flashes. […]

“Here is one of the worst things about having someone you love die: It happens again every single morning” Anna Quindlen

Today was a day meant to kick me in the teeth. It’s CD2. I spent most of yesterday incredibly drugged due to the awful cramps. My normal 1/2 a Tylenol with codeine? Not cutting it. The I woke up this morning having overflowed my Diva Cup and bled all over my pajamas. Awesome. Then this […]