i read that japanese sweets were not quite as sweet, and not as big on artificial coloring as american. i kind of like that.

to be honest, what i love even more is the wrappers and packages. i'd even buy something that tasted awful if the wrapper is pretty or cute. maybe i should try to make art or crafts with them.

well i guess in general i have an interest in the foods and drinks of other places. i want to try it all (i'd even try dog, not kidding). no, in general i have an interest in other places. in general, an interest in everything!!!! drives me crazy, i tell ya


meiji fruit drop tin - remember this from grave of the fireflies? :o


russian chocolate candies.


i wonder if it's moomin candy or if that's just on the tin :O either way i NEED IT so cute


mexican


salmiakki - i always hear that it's either disgusting or delicious, i really want to try it *o*

http://www.7digital.com/artists/m-i-a/y/?src=HottestBoxuk

I can't wait for this.


( it takes a muscle to fall in love )

I'll Never Say Never To Always
National Geographic Explorer: Inside LSD

CALIFORNIA. where else can a man go that needs elbow room?

Any o' you bros got synesthesia? Will you tell me a bit about it, if you want? :o

July 12 1987 was a beautifully bright and sunny day. MTV had called 87 the new summer of love. To coincide with this claim Bob Dylan and the Grateful Dead were touring together across the USA. Outside the show I ingested three cubes of some powerful LSD. Being an experienced LSD user I was not worried. Boy did I get my monies worth. By the time I reached my seat at the rear of the stage in the upper nose bleeds of Giants stadium I was having massive visual effects. Peoples faces and bodies were distorting into whatever strange form my mind was coming up with. About this time the Dead came out and started jaming. The combination of the music and the Lsd really set my mind adrift into the cosmos. I mean my mind split into thousands of multicolored fragments and the universe seemed to rip open. At the same time a great feeling of unity overcame me with my fellow concert goers. It was always at this point that i refer to strapping into my seat for fear of drifting off to far. That was the point when the music actually became something visual,patterns forming out the air swirling and moving almost as if in a tunnel. Finally peaked just as the concert peaked with Dylan singing Knocking on Heavens Door..I sincerly felt that God was going to answer. Afterwords I was speachless , feeling as if Id experienced some kind of religious conversion. Our government needs to stop oppressing us with theyre uninitiated laws and customs. LSD will set anyone free if only for a little while LET US BE!!!!!!
LSD Trip Stories


IE on LSD blotter paper

Path of development:

• Focus on what is positive in the present
  NO the present is terrible and it makes me uncomfortable!! being too awake is bad for you, yknow.
  
  
• Be consistent in action despite fluctuating and intense feelings
  impossible, i am a slave to my feelings and every fleeting whim.
  
  
• Recognize that feelings are not the only reality
  of course they are. HA! what kind of nonsense are you talking. i mean, if they weren't then i'd have to exit because there wouldn't be anything left! :')
  
  
• Appreciate the ordinary
  THE MOST HORRIFYING STATEMENT--!! the ordinary MUST be avoided at ALL COSTS, don't you understand?? my god, this is terrible advice. where are my smelling salts! really, i need some goddamn saturation, otherwise i'll die, JUST DIE i tell ya.
  

the point is, when i remember how wrong and stupid i am, and that i THINK THIS WAY, it makes me feel like
well, i'm just an idiot, this is me at the core and i'm just fucked. i might as well die, because this is me at the core. "why bother"
if i'm trying to get some higher consciousness, i can't help but wonder if all that effort is really worth it, 'cause i'll have to go through a bunch of shit and learn all these life lessons and i'll be dead before i know it, and i'm so insignificant in the grand scheme and ALL THAT JAZZ--
so this is me at the core, this is how i think, i'm an idiot and there's no point in it really.

can't shake the feeling that i am STUCK here, alive in my own body on an earth like this, i don't know what to do and the right choices don't please me! the only solutions: suicide or arson.
i could combine them and set myself on fire ヽ(´ー｀)ﾉ yes, we'll keep it in mind.

☆ ****** reusing an old kid's valentine thing. scratches out names + put's his + ***** :)
☆ some stuff about prisms, pools (some of light), dust, sunlight, twinkling lights, flashlight, lagoon, ATMOSPHERE
☆ **** and witches, potions, spells, and chants. ouija and herbs and crystals.
☆ getting carried away with your fantasies


TOUCH ME T-TOUCH ME, BABY
BUT DON'T MESS UP MY HAIR.

Happy Birthday to me~! lol

I think I have to babysit all day today, THAT'S NO FUN LOL

Well, sort of. My mind is shaking.

"You have a desire to be something special or to experience something more than the ordinary. You are a day-dreamer and idealist. It is easy for you to trust others, even (and perhaps especially) people who might seem from the outside looking in as unsavory types. You are looking to identify with something beyond what is normally expected of people. You may have had a childhood that didn't help you direct or define your life. Perhaps the early family life was lacking in supervision or clearly defined rules. A father figure may have been absent or distant and ineffective. You may have a glorified image of your father. Whether the image is very positive or very negative (or if it swings between these extremes), the image is not very clear or rational. Whatever the case may be, you struggle with defining who you are. You might gravitate towards the "wrong people", or get in with the "wrong crowd" in an attempt to define who you are. You might be susceptible to being taken advantage of by others, especially by men or authority figures. You may be easily led astray by peculiar desires or self-destructive habits. In order to add a greater-than-ordinary dimension of experience to your life that helps you to feel special and important, you might be attracted to Neptune-ruled behaviors, such as secret affairs, drugs, or other escapist behaviors. In some way, you may feel a strong urge to glamorize your role in the world. There can be some confusion about the past (such as remembering childhood experiences in ways that are far removed from reality), and a tendency to daydream about being someone more "important" than you feel you are. You may struggle with early conditioning that made you feel tossed aside or neglected in some way, and certainly not directed or supported. You are very sensitive, especially with regards to any real or imagined blows to your ego. If the natal chart shows a strong sense of reality and a robust mind (Mercury and Saturn well-placed, for example), the negative interpretations of this aspect are less extreme. Still, you are likely to recognize at some point in your life that you have a tendency to engage in escapist and self-destructive fantasies and/or habits. It is useful to be able to connect these behaviors with their probable source, which is likely to be a weakly-defined ego and identity in childhood."

When I read about horoscopes and personality shit, it makes me feel a little hopeless, cause if I'm just THAT WAY, just born that way, it's just in me, then I must be no good and there's no point doin ANYTHING cause I'm stupid and wrong.

(BAAAW)

NOW it's conspiracy theories, higher consciousness, the paranormal, 60s counterculture, flowers, and shortwave radio. I'm also actually getting excited about drawing and comics again omg ;;;; I haven't felt this good in a LONG time. ooh if I draw anything I should start posting it here. Even if it's embarrassing /////

We tell ourselves, "If I could only find the right person to love, then I would be happy." So we search for someone who our addictions tell us is the right person -- and we experience some pleasurable moments. But since we don't know how to love, the relationship gradually deteriorates. Then we decide we didn't have the right person after all! As we grow into higher consciousness, we discover that it is more important to be the right person than to find the right person.

(I actually said "oh my god!" out loud at this part. I mean damn! Isn't that great? Isn't it true? Don't ya think?)